I š really š wish š I š was š cis š
Why ? Cis sucks..
Because then I wouldnāt be waking up every morning feeling like Iām in the wrong body pal. Iām so heckin tired of it and I just want my body to feel like itās Mine.
You are in the right body. Youre body is Male because you are a man
that's really not how it works.
my body is female, it has wide hips, a uterus and a chest. I am male, I am taking hormones to compete with this, but it isn't going to take away the fact that I am short and will never have a functioning pair of balls. I will live with the fact that there are people out there that only know me as a girl, that there are people out there who still assume I'm a girl.
it's not as simple as I'm now a man, it's thousands of dollars worth of transition to be as best as I can, and its still not really there.
I wish I was cis so I didn't have to worry about saving thousands of dollars just to transition, I wish I was cis so I didn't have to factor in my hormones into my budget every month, I wish I was cis so I didn't have to worry about the piling dysphoria that comes at random times, so I didn't have to dangerously bind, risk my health and take loans out to be happy.
but I am trans, and unfortuanlty can't change that. there are plus sides to being trans sure, but that doesn't mean trans people can't wish they were cis.