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❛ there's no REWARD for being an honest fucking person ! ❜ ❝ — JENNIFER CARPENTER ? no, not at all ! That’s KENNEDY HALE, twenty-seven year old from PROTECTION. they’re pretty hot-headed and foul-mouthed if you ask me. though their friends claim they’re nothing but empathetic and intelligent. I hear they’re originally from MIAMI, FL and has been here since OCT. 2015.

[fuckingethos]

out of fucks to give. hi guys i’m so sorry i’ve been AWOL but i am back now and i want to make a new character tbh that i’m really excited abt so !!!!!

[fuckingethos]

                ❛ holy fuckin’ fuck balls ! ❜

[avvius]

‘ —- hey, if you need something … i can try and help. and i can keep it between us. or go the opposite route, and get someone else to help you … but if you brought it up it must have mattered. ’

[fuckingethos]

                ❛ fuck, i just--------- i don’t know. i feel like i can’t really TRUST anyone here. and i’m always putting myself on the fucking line for people who couldn’t give a rat’sfuckingasshole about me. it was a stupid fucking question. forget i fucking asked. ❜

[fuckingpathos-deactivated201608]

she can’t have any idea of what his mind is actually up to— she’s got to think this is just about sex. still, the rejection is enough to freeze him up. to keep him from clarifying. it’s better this way. he can pretend for the rest of his life that she didn’t say no him. she only said no to a quick fuck. “—- you’re right. silly me.”

[fuckingethos]

                the discrepancies in his behavior are notable, but not notable enough to mention. she side-eyes him thoroughly however before dismissing this as IMMATURITY, and presses on. she’s no easy screw, and she doesn’t intend to relent because of some big ol’ set of puppy dog eyes.

❛ so------------- what’s the fucking game plan, anyway ? you wanna make our rounds now or later ? ❜

[fuckingethos]

RETURN OF PEDOBEAR:

     ‘ oh my GOD ! this is like the second time i’ve been accused of PEDOPHILIA for no reason. i’m moving out. i’m leaving valdez and going somewhere where people are nicer and don’t make the word “ syphilis “ sound even more disgusting than it is. ‘

               ❛ maybe you should stop drooling over twelve year old ass, then. these kids are too fucking young for a geezer like you. time to strap on your DEPENDS like a big boy---- wake up and smell the fuckin’ denture cream. you’re giving us elders a scary rep. ❜

[fuckingethos]

                ❛ holy fuckin’ B’JESUS------------- is it just me or does it feel like this shift has been going on for-fucking-ever ? ❜  // @averyxkane

[fuckingethos]

out of fucks to give. anyone want a starter before i hop off for the night ?

[fuckingethos]

ALEX.

               "—you’re breakin’ my heart, ken. i’m trynna propose somethin’ here, and you’re fuckin’ around.” 

                ❛ ------yeah, at least that’s fucking feasible. what you’re ‘proposing’, shitdick, is ridiculous. find someone else to do your dirty work. maybe RATIONS’ll give you a zucchini if you ask really, really nicely. ❜

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[fuckingethos]

SAP:

                 "— got me a couple good jobs, yeah,“ he jokes, lips pursing as he huffs a small laugh through his nose. hopefully it’ll get her laughing, too. or, at the very least, he’s wishing for a smile. he knows all too well he can’t rest on jokes, however. a calloused hand gently squeezes her shoulder to stop their procession before alex turns to face her, his expression gentle. “look, i’m not sayin’ forget about it, or shove it down, okay? i’m just sayin’— y'know. you let that fear get to you and it’s gonna rip you up faster than anything we go up against out there. you’ve gotta get it out and move on…,” he can tell that he’s probably not coming across clear enough still– which is fucking obnoxious, so after scrubbing a hand across his face, alex re-groups and tries again. arms wind around kennedy’s torso to over-lap behind her back, and he pulls her to him. rests his chin on her shoulder while he waits for any sort of reaction.

               it does elicit a chuckle, but more of for him than her. he’s trying----- and it’s appreciated . . . but laughter can only cure the symptom. hugs do not cure cancer.LOVE cannot, by itself, conquer ailment.and it doesn’t. support is important . . . but when you’re your own worst enemy, the possibility of achievement becomes a very long hallway. but she listens; not to respond, but to absorb. to listen. because she knows as well as he does, he needs this just as much as she does. she sees his demons, sees the internal struggle, knows the internal struggle. knows what it’s like to have to talk in third person so that the reality of hurt isn’t so real. and so, when he reels her in, as much as she wants to flee, to compress her palms against his chest and wiggle away, out of her chains, she wraps her arms around him in a stiff but firm hug. there, there.

               ❛ ever think of writing POETRY, you fucking sap ? ❜

[fuckingethos]

ISOBEL.

    her head moved in a nod. sucking on her bottom lip as eyes never looked away from the sleeping girl. it never got easy for her. isobel felt responsible for each life that passed through her hands. ‘ doesn’t matter. thank you for —- bringing her in. ’ she finally found it within herself to look over to the girl again, offering a small smile that could barely be seen. and as she raised a hand to wipe away the sweat she saw the blood on it. without another word she moved out of the room and towards the source of water. ‘ you seem to like the word “ fuck “ quite a lot, miss —– ’

                eyes were fixed, fastened----- tantalized by the sight of the woman’s slipping mortality; and she thinks, is it that easy ? can it all be taken it away so easily ? could this truly happen to her, too ? she nods absentmindedly, tucking a lock of hair behind her ear, but she certainly doesn’t look up. ❛ it didn’t . . . feel----- right to just . . . leave her there like some of these people would’ve, you know ? i’d feel like a piece of shit. ❜ the spell is, at last, broken, and she peers over at the flittering movements of her company. ❛ er----- yeah, it’s . . . fucking cathartic or whatever. ❜ she retorts with an awkward chuckle. ❛ i was a cop. ‘s a------ bad habit, i guess. sorry. ❜

[fuckingethos]

PUTZ.

             "oh, you fucking wish,“ he laughs— god, she’s so unabashed. it’s ridiculous, and what’s worse is that he buys into it. this girl is dangerous. ”NO, i didn’t go cheese off after you bruised my face, y'punk,“ he pauses to roll his eyes, before teeth rake in his bottom lip, and ocean hues meet her hazels. "but it did get me thinkin’….”

               ❛ YEAH, well, i hate to rain on your little fifty shades of fucked up parade, but i hear that task typically requires you to have a brain, you fucking putz. ❜

[fuckingethos]

ALEX.

he knows what she’s talking about. been in the same boat before. there’s just something about near-death that doesn’t hit him quite as hard as it does her.but this isn’t the time to bring that up. instead, alex wraps an arm around her shoulder. it’s friendly– but someone’s bound to read it as otherwise, and maybe he’s hoping they do but whatever. “you made it out, ken. dwellin’ on it’s just gonna fuck you up next time. process it and move on. whatever time we got here’s too short to freak out, y'know?” and where… with other people, his tone might have been dismissive, he’s trying his best to comfort whatever unease he knows is sitting in her chest.

                she thinks to shrug it off------- and she wants to, truthfully. she’s never been one to gravitate to the communication of touch. of feelings. close proximity has never translated well, and probably never will. the idea of a gun and badge has always proved more comforting than the idea of a man holding her when she’s scared, the thought of being alone more soothing than the monotonous and typically unsolicited two cents of some two-bit companion. even when she was kid, she did not, by any means, enjoy being touched . . .  ‘but this is nice.’ casual. completely devoid of expectations. times are far too tough for ulterior motives of the sexual persuasion, one must assume . . . at least for the woman with the sex appeal of a baby gorilla.. 

                 ❛ gee------- you’re a real enlightened thinker, alex. pioneer of emotional diffusion must look pretty fucking good on a resumé. ❜ she jests, side-eyeing him as she continues to walk. ❛ i’m fuckin’ fine, i told you. god forbid i get scared shitless once in a while. reminds me what kind of a shit situation i’m in. that’s kinda fucking important. ❜

[fuckingpathos-deactivated201608]

                         "…. i kinda liked it.“ @fuckingethos

[fuckingethos]

                ❛ you are such a fucking piece of shit ! i can’t even believe you’re a reverse fucking CHRISTIAN GREY and you didn’t tell me ! so what,---------- did you, like . . . get a hard-on after i walked away or something ? did you have to---------- go rub one out in the fucking forest, paul rueben ? ❜

[dcbilis]

‘ if you’re lacking energy, maybe you need something to eat? god, i wish we were like plants, so we wouldn’t have to eat, just … photosympathise, i think that’s what it’s called —- but anyway, me? nothing’s wrong, i’m feeling great! ’

[fuckingethos]

                ❛ --------jesus, what the fuck is with you people and the chronic case of verbal diarrhea ? is there LITHIUM in the water supply or something ? ❜