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chronicallylav3nd3r

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psychopathikitty

Okay but when your mask slips for a second and you go from “aww thank you so much love!! 😇💕” to a completely monotone “😐” 😳😏

aspd-sriracha

Uh its hard falling to the statistics and stereotypes of this disorder. People dont talk about that part. Holding jobs down is hard, relationships being stable is almost unheard of, substance abuse yknow all that shit. Idk if its the narc tendencies in me where i used to think id be magically exempt from all that but well I definitely was not exempt. The world is not built for people on the lower side of the spectrum. I always heard about people being like wow it must be such an advantage to lack empathy you can get so far ahead in life with that. Yeah no, the issue is boredom and impulsivity also come with the territory and society for the non 1% is built around doing the same thing day in and day out. Why do you think so many people with this disorder end up dead or in jail?

eldritch-koi

I get so irritated when people express strong emotions. Like there’s no way you’re serious- get a grip and be empty like the rest of us (me).

bloodyskulled

apparently ASPD does not mean Ass So Phat Disorder so now i’m gonna go to my psych and demand he undiagnose me how dare he do that

herrmetzger-deactivated20250120

It'd be great if people understood that "no regard for others" means "no regard for others" and not "will seek you out to put salt in your coffee and punch you in the face"

thegoodluckpirate

I’m once again having to confront the fact that most people don’t have to deal with the kind of crushing, existential boredom that I’m constantly trying to avoid because of my aspd.

I’ll do something reckless and everyone is up in arms about how it’s not like me, I know better, they understand I’m bored but not why I would see that as an alternative, and it’s like. No, you don’t understand what this boredom feels like. Everything is hollow and ash and gray. It crawls under my skin and numbs out every other feeling but itself, until there’s nothing but The Boredom left. It’s apathy to such an extreme that anything becomes possible, any escape route is equally attractive, no matter what the collateral damage might be.

Every action in my life is taken in an effort to escape The Boredom. Every relationship exists based on how much that person can help me fight The Boredom. All plans I make for the future are determined by how much that path will keep The Boredom at bay. It controls everything, the need to escape it is the primary need in life, outweighing any basic survival need even.

I take responsibility for the reckless things I do, but I hate when people try to shame me by saying it’s not like me to do something like that, because it is like me. I’m having to find some form of entertainment every second of the day to stay alive. Recklessness is what happens when all my usual failsafe plans fall through, usually because of someone else failing to uphold their part of an agreement.

carnivoroustomatoes

Obviously we don't wanna be called bad irredeemable people for something we can't control but I think a lot of us antisocials have that urge to push back when called good people.

Good people are vulnerable, good people get hurt and taken advantage of.

"You're a good person" can feel like an insult or a threat when you were taught that anyone could be out to get you.