-“How Do You Feel?”

- “I don’t.”- My page about my own mental health journey, being diagnosed ASPD & BPD; “I’m bad & that’s good. I will never be good,& thats not bad. There’s noone I’d rather be than me.”

[theweirdwideweb]

[valtsv]

"oh to be a fly on the wall" is such a funny way to express yearning to be present at an exclusive moment/event to me because it's like. i don't care if i'm an insignificant pest as long as i get to be involved. oh no human interaction for me thanks i just want to eavesdrop on you :)

[thememedaddy]

[girlstressed]

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

[bpderanged]

I don't eat because my anxiety keeps me full and makes me want to throw up.

[shapeshifting-demons]

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

Having BPD is so hard because one minute I’ll be adoring you with sparkles in my eyes then you do anything to trigger me and suddenly I want you to burn in hell and I want to run away so no one hurts me ever again.

Sigh.

[chronicillnesshumor-deactivated]

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

…Why?

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

The hardest part is knowing it’s still me… even though I try to change everyday…

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

Having nobody really hits differently when you’re fighting a severe drug addiction… As someone who was naive about this before any of it happened.. ugh

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

Light is easy to love… show me your darkness.

[snarlingteeth]

Trotting into my den (bed) to curl up and sleep (scroll on my phone) after a successful hunt (walked to the post office)

[blood-heritage-posts]

now that i think about it a lot of problems can be solved by stabbing

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

(Artwork is not mine, credit goes to Celestial Raven! They do beautiful work!) -

[fuckyeahdavidandyonatan]

The purpose of life is to get really into stories that drive you so crazy you sometimes feel the need to throw up from how much you love them

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

I think that of Hannibal 🤤🖤🩸