the girl who never learned to sew

I have this wounded heart begging to be sutured shut.

[fueledbysadnesss]

"You know what scares me the most? I asked.  "It's that every single time we part ways, you never look back.  "Never."

“and you never did.”—the start of waiting season // stories behind wet pillows #21

[fueledbysadnesss]

At that very moment, I was scared. Scared that he might hear the loud drumming of my chest as he held me close to him. Then I felt his, Beating faster than mine.  God.. I couldn’t stifle my chuckle.

두근두근 // letters from the parallel universe me #15 (via fueledbysadnesss)

[fueledbysadnesss]

I miss writing. 

I stopped for a long time now and i dont know if i still can recuprate from this long-ass block :( 

[fueledbysadnesss]

“If I would compare an almost relationship to something, it would be papercuts. It stings more than a real cut.”

— deadly papercut // beginnings where very right went wrong #19

[fueledbysadnesss]

Sometimes, there’s no outside force nor “God’s will” why things happen.  Sometimes, it’s just you. Because of you.

Yeah, you // stories behind wet pillows #31 (via fueledbysadnesss)

[fueledbysadnesss]

Sometimes, there's no outside force nor "God's will" why things happen.  Sometimes, it's just you. Because of you.

Yeah, you // stories behind wet pillows #31

[fueledbysadnesss]

“If it were for you, I would go and steal your favorite star. Even if it means sacrificing the ability to admire and see the skies I adore so much. I’d do it, over and over again. In exchange for your smile, that you’ll be wearing for all eternity.”

— i never need to look at the stars darling, for you wear the most breathtaking speck of galaxies in your eyes a man can ever see // letters from the parallel universe me #16

[fueledbysadnesss]

Hello tumblr! it’s been a while. How are you guys? 

[likepetalswealleventuallyfall]

im laughing so hard because no matter what song you listen to 

spiderman dances to the beat

no matter what song ive been testing it and lauing my ass off for an hour

[fueledbysadnesss]

““You know what scares me the most? I asked. "It’s that every single time we part ways, you never look back. "Never.””

— “and you never did.”—the start of waiting season // stories behind wet pillows #21

[fueledbysadnesss]

“These past nights, I mostly find myself clutching my chest and gasping for breath—sobbing like I have never sobbed before. It’s been a while since I had a nightmare. Instinctively, I reached for my phone to call you, only to find no sign of your name in my contacts. Oh, right. It wasn’t a nightmare. Because you really left.”

— what happens if you’re living in the nightmare? // stories behind wet pillows #28

[fueledbysadnesss]

“I kept my feelings hidden, pushed it down the depths of my guts to keep it from coming up Used the hardest cipher to decipher, A lock that cannot be picked by pins nor hammered down, and can only be unlocked by making me admit and say it out loud —make me spill something that I’ve buried myself.”

— @fueledbysadnesss

[fueledbysadnesss]

“If I would compare an almost relationship to something, it would be papercuts. It stings more than a real cut.”

— deadly papercut // beginnings where very right went wrong #19

[fueledbysadnesss]

“If it were for you, I would go and steal your favorite star. Even if it means sacrificing the ability to admire and see the skies I adore so much. I’d do it, over and over again. In exchange for your smile, that you’ll be wearing for all eternity.”

— i never need to look at the stars darling, for you wear the most breathtaking speck of galaxies in your eyes a man can ever see // letters from the parallel universe me #16

[fueledbysadnesss]

“I almost forgot how hard it is to hold back the sound of my sobbing as I tried my best to pull myself together, chanting honey-dipped lies that I know, will never ever work.”

— I never need to be reminded, life // stories behind wet pillows #27

[fueledbysadnesss]

“How do you stop loving someone, Who never knew what you felt?”

— unasked questions, unknown feelings // thoughts of you #4 (via fueledbysadnesss)

[fueledbysadnesss]

It's new year and I feel nothing new.

Still sad.