The Arcobaleno of Thunder

Indie Verde (KHR) RP Account By Cady. This is a remade account. Multiverse friendly. Please read my rules page before we interact! My default is Adult (Curse Broken) Male Verde.

[fulminearcobaleno]

“Cady stop saying you’ll be online soon and vanishing shortly after”

I agree but at the same time guess where I’ve been? If you see my twitter you know, I’ve been to the doctor’s twice and on three antibiotics in four weeks! I had to have minor surgery AND I’VE HAD PNEUMONIA FOR LIKE 4 WEEKS IT FUCKING HURTS MAN. LIKE FUCK. I COUGHED AND MY BACK CRACKED AND I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE I’VE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN SO SICK. I THREW UP TWICE FROM COUGHING TOO HARD.

SO I’M IN RECOVERY MODE FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS. SORRY, I’VE BEEN LIKE, LEGITIMATELY DOCTOR’S VISITS/CHEST X-RAYS TIER SICK. 

[fulminearcobaleno]

I’ve been shifting a lot of attention to my OCs and personal writing for my own health. If you know someone/like an artist who does character ref sheet style commissions can you point me there way? Thank you in advance!

[fulminearcobaleno]

so my computer is getting better:

still some issues but file names are showing now! In the mean time, how are you guys? What have I missed during my depression break? I’m making a new blog for my OCs/multimuse account eventually, maybe. But anyways, come on fill me in on things if any of you are still around. I’m friendly really I know a huge chunk of people go “oh no Cady is intimidating” but I’m just rough on the outside inside I’m sappy

[fulminearcobaleno]

Well I was gonna pop on here with a “back from my third midlife crisis joke” but apparently not because my computer is on the fritz

might redo a tiny bit of my backstory again to focus on my independence for personal health but ayy

[starkhvn-a-deactivated20231129]

VERDE.

❝I can’t live a meaningless life, ignoring my own desires.❞

     — @fulminearcobaleno trusted me

[cadysu]

“Are you Verrypoo on tumblr because I don’t know anyone who loves Verde that much” is the wildest thing I’ve been told today

[fulminearcobaleno]

I’m home from Anime Expo so I’ll be back here when I’m done decompressing!

[fulminearcobaleno]

i was gonna just send this one on anon but im here if youre still doing the meta asks!! topic: self vs other (how does verde relate to others? is he able to connect to those he sees himself mirrored in or due to anxiety / depression / self-loathing youve mentioned in the past does he prefer the company of those different in disposition, mentality, and background from him?)

I am always accepting asks and meta! Love it!

Self vs. Other

This is actually a very interesting topic! Verde would say he has no preference, but he is drawn to people who are more like himself. For Verde, who is a very compassionate person (whether he would admit it or not), he uses his age and experience to help those with similar instabilities. This is his way of connecting to others, and it is also his way of helping himself. The Kokuyo Gang are a prime example of individuals who Verde deeply cares for, and all of them have their own traumas. While his feelings for them also stem from a paternal instinct, Verde sees reflections of himself in each and every one of them. This leads to him wanting to make sure their growth and health is much better than what he had at their ages. 

Friendship is hard for Verde.

This is not to say that he doesn’t connect to those opposite of him. There is a struggle though; his obsessive behavior with work, his high and low moods, anxieties... Often times he’ll get slapped with the label of “weird” (to put politely) and told how he can do better. This is an incredibly big pet peeve. One, because Verde is almost a century old and does not feel like a sudden shift in diet or exercise is going to magically cure why he’s unhappy (and expect sarcasm at such suggestions. “Wow, you’re right. Who knew yoga would cure decades of depression.”) Two, he doesn’t ask for it to begin with. As empathetic as Verde is, he is incredibly guarded. He will only relate experiences to those he knows can’t harm him, and he will firmly state that it is no one’s right to know what shaped him into the man he is. Some might call this defensive, but it’s true. Verde chooses not to disclose his personal problems to most people. The less understanding someone is of his behavior (for example, depression), the less Verde feels a true bond can form. He doesn’t desire to “prove himself” or explain his actions or even attempt to try with someone who simply does not understand.*

*This is not to say someone neurotypical would not understand his actions. It is more to say that Verde weeds out sincerity in others quickly, and the inability to be empathetic can greatly impact this. For sympathy, he has to know its not from a place of pity or lack of genuine care.

[fulminearcobaleno]

V, E, R, D

Headcanon Game - A to Z (NSFW)

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Situation really plays a role in how loud Verde is. But for the most part, he tries to be quiet. Panting, short and soft moans or surprised gasps- Verde will muffle himself with anything near by if he’s especially overwhelmed. (Covering his mouth, shoving his face against his partner or into a pillow, etc.) In a more relaxed scenario (either where he is in full control or when the sex is more “vanilla” and playful) there may be low groans or those former gasps might turn into laughs. Sex can be fun and easy, it’s not always a steamy passionate moment or an intense “fuck me now and fuck me hard” experience. Soft laughs and even talking (this includes puns, and if his partner hasn’t kicked him out of bed yet that’s a really good sign) can happen, especially in the morning. Mornings are especially nice: well rested, waking up to his partner, that peace before the day really starts... It’s a softer and rarer side to Verde, and it is when he is most vocal as he can be especially playful.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Interestingly enough, Verde went from minimal experience to very experienced in a short amount of time. When Verde came into his own, he slept around a lot. Note that this isn’t exactly something he’d brag about or be proud of. There was a fair amount of pain and irresponsible choices. Sex was sex and nothing more. Verde is open minded (mostly): tried many things, knows what he likes, knows what he’s good at. Ask him how’s his head, because it’s as good as his ego is big.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Verde is open to trying new things! It’s why he knows what he knows. However, there are a few things he will outright reject. Asphyxiation is an automatic no- Verde’s neck is almost entirely off limits (kissing and hickies and the like are okay, but he would swat at any hand that tried to touch his throat, no matter how gentle his partner was being). Verde also wont partake in anything that makes him uncomfortable. Not physically- a little discomfort or pain can be quite nice. But more on a mental, emotional, or moral level. This means if something were to go south, and for whatever reason Verde loses interest, he’ll stop. 

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

THIS ONE TOOK ME A LONG TIME! Verde doesn’t actually have many “dirty secrets” because when it comes to things like kinks or secrets, he doesn’t have one that gives him that “shame” that a dirty secret implies. He’s private about what he’s into, yes, but that doesn’t mean its entirely a secret. However! He does have a few embarrassing secrets that might count. One is that he absolutely has erotic thoughts about almost all of the Arcobaleno. He will jokingly complain that the strongest seven happen to also be an attractive bunch. But he’d be painfully embarrassed if someone were to point out just how much Verde seems to enjoy being pinned by Colonello or Lal, or how long he’s been staring at Skull work on his bike. Really they’re all attractive.

Also not quite a dirty secret, but Verde kicks Keiman out of his room when he’s having sex or masturbating. It’s less a secret and more on obvious clue why you’d see Keiman (a cranky Keiman at that) in the lab, but Verde is in his bedroom with the door locked. This isn’t really a secret though; he assumes most pet owners do the same.

[fulminearcobaleno]

I didn’t read that those were nsfw headcanons i am so sorry

[fairy-tail-babes]

Headcanon Game - A to Z (NSFW)

Hey guys! I thought I’d so something fun this weekend, so I did my best to sexualize the alphabet and turn it into a headcanon game!

So here’s how it works. You send me a character (or a few), and the corresponding letters that you want me to answer for them!

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person) D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual) G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)  J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) L = Location (Favourite places to do the do) M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.) Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?) U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make) W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?) Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

I’ll have this running all weekend, so feel free to drop by!

[horrificmemes]

Terrible? Transformation Curses

Send my muse a curse to transform them for a day (or however long the mun/sender decides). Feel free to combine curses to create a terrible, or beautiful, monster!

Third Eye: The muse has an eye placed anywhere on their body that is often visible (forehead, chest, hand…) and this eye has the ability to see glimpses of the future, another dimension, and/or supernatural entities.

Horns: The muse has horns sprouting from their head. The size and number of horns is completely up to the sender!

Slither: The muse now has a long, serpentine tail and has lost the ability to walk on their legs.

Cloven hooves: The muse has to walk with a pair of hooves instead of feet. Add furry legs for a classic ‘satyr’ look if the sender wishes.

Lovely locks: Instead of hair, the muse now has … something else up there. Snakes, tentacles, spines, dripping slime - the sender can use their imagination!

Gaping Maw: If you have two mouths, can you eat twice as many tacos? Let’s hope. The muse has a second mouth placed anywhere on their body, either hidden or visible, and it’s full of razor sharp teeth.

Fangs: The muse’s ordinary mouth now sports sharp vampire-like fangs.

Jaws: Hell, since when is two sharp teeth enough? The muse now has an entire mouthful of razor fangs. 

Scratch: Instead of fingernails, the muse now has long, pointed claws. Be careful with those things. 

Thwump: Who doesn’t want a tail? Now the muse has their own tail. It can be cute and delicate or heavy and covered in spikes depending on the sender. 

Hiss: The muse has a long, long tongue. Tapered or forked is up to you!

Porcupine: Porcupines are cute, but a little hazardous when annoyed. The muse now has sharp spines placed anywhere on their body (back, elbows, legs…).

Swamp beast: The muse can breathe easy under water with a new set of gills, and why not webbed fingers and toes to go with it?

Majestic birb: Now the muse has the power of flight with their own set of wings. Are they fluffy bird wings, leathery bat wings, or buzzing insect wings? 

Piercing Gaze: Whatever the muse’s original eye color is, they now have something different and unusual. Pure black eyes, milky white eyes, bright red eyes - it’s up to the sender!

Snout: The muse has swapped noses with any type of creature. Give them a beak, a pig snout, a feline button nose, or even a canine muzzle. 

Solid, Liquid, Gas: The muse’s entire body is made up of something other than flesh! Turn them into a gooey slime monster, a red-hot lava monster, a hard rock beast, or even a wisp of person-shaped fog.

Leathers and Feathers: The muse has more than just smooth skin now. Add some scales, feathers, fur, or an exoskeleton!

Size Difference: Grow or shrink the muse either a little bit or a whole lot.

Chameleon: Give the muse bright neon skin, wild colors of hair, or exotic stripes and patterns. Plaid? Go for it.

[fulminearcobaleno]

(Anon from earlier... i genuinely dont know who you were, where you came from, how often you see my posts, etc, but i really am thankful for the message earlier. I was/ have been going through a bad depressive state and I wish I could properly thank you/throw my love at you, but i understand shyness is also really rough and makes it hard to talk to people so i respect that boundary too. :c )

For those who don’t know, RPing was/is a major outlet for my mental health. When I was mentally at my worst, I’d look forward to rp replies because I had nothing else to look forward to. I didn’t think I’d live this long and stuff (sorry got real dark there), but like, RPing helped me with that. Of course I’m MUCH healthier now- depression doesnt go away but I learned to love myself and what not, which might explain why I maybe come across so unwilling to do things I don’t want to do like joining big groups or talking to people from my past who may have hurt me, because I am doing better and I don’t want to fuck it up and such. Of course the whole double edged sword thing is that when I don’t RP (which hey I only recently can really say I got back into it), its not so much “time to go back to feeling bad” but more “wow I really wish i was doing xyz.”

The worst is feeling like you’re promised something, and then it doesn’t happen, and you get all hopeful like yes I’m gonna feel the love I did back in the day and I’m ready for it and it’s gonna happen! But then it doesn’t. Muses die or interests change or any other thing. I have a fear of being told I’m a chore again (abusive ex situation for a good 5-6 years that got real bad/that’s a long story. We’re friendsish now/ there was a therapy time after break up its mostly good in the hood hjfdjsbdf i dont think i could ever rp with them again tho which they respected/understood). But yeah, I hate reaching out to people who I planned things with and then nothing happened or I did my part and then nothing happened because... i hate upsetting people? But I also feel so lonely and upset because I was so excited and in my head to feel this warmth and love. But if I say “hey, get online im depressed and lonely and it hurts” that’s not exactly right or fair either yknow? And for anyone going “but Cady if you say you’re healthy why does this matter so much?” And thats because maybe I’m still so reliant on my muse’s happiness to fill mine that when my muse is unhappy it directly affects me.  I mean, that sounds awful, but it feels like unrequited love (0/10 feeling right there, trust me, nothing sucks more than telling someone you love them and them saying they dont feel the same way and they think you should leave them alone for a bit. It’s not the rejection that hurts, its the emotional buildup and being told no and your brain jumping to “all the joy and happiness you feel when you think these things will never happen. You will never be loved the way you wish. You will never feel the comfort you want, you wont get the attention you want, you wont get anything more than passing words.” That shit stings right there man.) But anyways its like... maybe im speaking from an abused individuals pov too, but being told of all the wonderful things you always wanted like soft and tender or comedic rping, where you click so well with the other person that it feels like you found your perfect match, and then they’re gone. They’re there idly comment on things, but you’ll never get the softness you looked for for so many years

This is a really bad tangent sorry its like nearing 2 AM and I’m a really sensitive stupid person. Anyone whose reading this please know that this is all probably me letting things build up and i really should get better at just going “hey can we do this” but please i hope you understand im still trying to get to that point, because im so used to not being the priority in anything really that asking for things is hard. I cant even ask for money back from someone who literally stole it from me and admitted they did so because it felt wrong and i said they could keep it anyways as long as they apologized. And that was my fucking money! This is dumb i’m sorry also if this applies to you or you think it does i hope you know i love you guys a lot and im just too much of a coward to tell you im upset

[platinummemes]

It’s Sinday! Send dirty anons for my muses to answer to!

[fulminearcobaleno]

Hey, green baby. Where'd you get that crocodile?

The caiman is more than eager to answer Hibari’s question and speak about her own legends and status. If she could answer him.

“Huh?” Verde motioned for Keiman to heel. “Gautemala. I was in my mid- twenties, working on a research project of Maya civilizations. Keiman had a reputation with the locals of being a terrifying cryptid, but she saved me from drowning and wouldn’t leave my campsite afterwards.”

[fulminearcobaleno]

Too shy to RP but I love

(no please come here i love you too and im not scary i used to suffer extreme social anxiety im shy too aaaaaaa- 

*real talk tho I just finished Good Omens and my heart is full of love but i want my ineffable husband too except all the rpers I know KHR muses are currently hiatus)

[archaeologian-blog]

send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on

I might write anything from a paragraph to a whopping essay, but send me something you’ve noticed about my characterisation or just something you want to know about my muse and I will write what I can!

[fulminearcobaleno]

queenharumiura‌:

Green tea it is then. She prepared everything quickly before she returned to the living room where the other two were.

“Hahi? Haru agrees! Haru was pride in her work and she doesn’t care for anyone who makes her think any less of her skills.” That means, every time Gokudera had something disparaging to say about her costumes, she was going to be the ‘bigger person’ and ignore him. She may have something to say in response to him first, but she will ultimately ignore him. Upon getting a compliment over her cooking, she beamed a bright smile. “Haru learned from Nee-san and also Tsuna-san’s mother!” The ‘Nee-san,’ of course, was referring to Bianchi. You can’t learn how to cook delicious food full of love better from anyone else but those two women!

She felt proud of the fact that, like he said, her cooking was good enough to get him out of his lab. She was going to have to tell this to her cooking teachers later so they can praise her for her achievements!

Haru waited for Verde to explain what exactly he needed her help with. She didn’t think badly of Verde because he couldn’t cook. She would admit that she didn’t think he’d spend much time in the kitchen to cook in general. IF she had to guess, she figured his diet mainly comprised of take out and delivery. It’s admirable to take that first step to try to learn a new skill! That’s how everything starts! What’s more… he wanted to make something… for another person! Her senses are tingling! “Do you have an idea of what kind of dessert you’d like to make? Haru would be honored to help you make something as a gift to someone else-desu~ I’m sure whatever you end up making, they will appreciate the effort you put into it! Love is the best seasoning-desu~”

Good.

Let a girl have unshakable pride. The world is going to try and tear her down, so maybe even a bit of “arrogance” will serve as armor. 

“I wish I had that level of confidence when I was your age. Different time- different era, really.” He cupped the hot tea and nodded again. “They’re doing a fantastic job...” Nee-san? “Nee-san?” His brow furrowed as he began to take a sip. Does she have a sister? Maybe it was just a friendly nickname for someone. 

As Haru listened and processed the grievances and the not-so-secret secret of Verde’s, the scientist put his attention to the cake. Something to focus on and ignore whatever sheepish and uneasy feelings resonated. It was a simple cake in the classic, American sense of the dessert. The airy and infamously jiggly Japanese cheesecakes were also delicious, but the transport seemed too tedious. Those were best hot and fresh. This one was still chilled with a vibrant and shiny layer of fresh strawberries and a shining gel on the top. Mint garnish. Graham cracker crust. Not too dense- that would’ve been a poor choice for a mid afternoon treat. Verde sliced simple, perfect slices. No doubt each one was of equal size and weight. “Oh- I don’t know- chocolates? No one dislikes those- typically at least. Something sweet and simple that I could drop off if need be-” The last slice came out crooked after Haru’s last statement.

“Aahh- do you really have to use that word?” It’s embarrassing. But that’s not what Verde said, or tried to pass off. Instead, he waived his hands indiscreetly and fussed. “I know what you mean, but love-” is a cursed word. That might be a bit harsh for a sweet teen girl. “Love has a lot of weight to it. This is just a gift for someone I’m fond of.” Love is also a feeling that makes you say too much and act too peculiar.