just a little thought about the shit going on in rt/ah/fh communities right now
cw/tw for mention of some Bad Folks
i see a lot of posts going around right now, about achievement hunter in particular, saying that we should continue to support them now more than ever because they’re gonna get hit hard from this.
and generally i agree, if you can watch, i think it’s good to keep watching. it seems like fan support right now is something that is giving a lot of them (the cast) strength, and that’s nice.
however, i would like to counter this with.... i think it should be completely acceptable to have to unsubscribe. for some of us, rh was a big reason (or perhaps the only reason) why we watched, and his presence and memory is so deeply imbedded in their content that it’s extremely hard to separate it right now. for me, i had to unsub from ah and now every time i go to youtube i see their videos recommended, and some of them have his face in the thumbnail... it hurts.
the same goes for funhaus. i’m almost embarrassed to keep this url because it’s so hard for me to separate ak from the funhaus brand.. he was one of the only reasons i was still watching.
it’s going to take a lot of time for me to heal from this. maybe i never will, who knows.
anyway i know this blog is dead but i just wanted to say something about it. i’ve been pretty clammed up about it so far and it’s starting to wear on me.
anyway i deleted almost all my posts that had either of them, not that i have that many posts anyways, but maybe this whole situation will inspire me to pick this blog back up. i left one ‘’collage’’ style post up with ak in it but he’s covering his face.
