Fush-Mēkko

@fush-meeko

Names Hayden D. Roberts, 24 years of age. I'm a Florida Seminole, nothing to do with the college team. Bird clan. Love music and oddities, film too.Title means Bird King, my Indian name in my language. I really like the Doors and Marlboro Reds. Languages are the most interesting thing in the world to me, especially American Indian/Native American languages. I scribble songs and poems on paper. Trying to get the concert in my head out into "reality." Studying Philosophy is a side-project. Also, Tool sucks.

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I’ve been going through some shit lately, all of my own causing. But hey, if falling into lust isn’t fun then idk what is.

It’s over now, done like summer

A fling I guess. Never thought I’d use that term seriously.

Most importantly I’ve been noticing the behavior people have towards me. It’s not all good or positive. That isn’t new to me. I don’t really reach out to chill w people I know so when I do and feel out of sorts after hanging w people, I assume it’s my inability to make connections and leave it at that. But when the opposite happens and I’m invited to hang out and things go bad I get more paranoid, it feels like the people that invited me had furtive reasons behind asking me to chill.

I can’t be sure tho. Anxiety and paranoia add to my distrust but these days i feel that way toward everything, to afraid to confirm tho. I also don’t want to be over reacting to something I’m taking the wrong way. That’s another hang up.

I’m short, I’ve been better.

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Life is very much different from when I made this tumblr.