i want to die

(trigger warning ⚠)

[fvck-off-mayte]

i messed up

[hummingsun]

Today I was tired, lonely and sad. I will be the same tomorrow.

[yourlocalmadlad]

one moment you’re alive and then you just lose yourself again

[adepressedgemini]

[silent-insanities]

I can’t do this alone.

[isloveevenrealanymore]

I’m so tired..

[shitimissu]

[empty-and-lonely]

[fighting-ghosts]

[the-tale-of-the-elf]

“Expect no gratitude and you’ll never be disappointed” 

[despairing-soul]

I’m so lost without you

[hummingsun]

I’m running out of ways to say I want to die.

[idgafanymore13]

i wonder if any of it was true

[emanuelee]

xx

[emptyshadesofblue]

I never deserved you. It’s no wonder you left.

[imjustoneteenagegirl]

I cant do this anymore

[yourlocalmadlad]

i deserve to bleed and hurt and cry

thats what my mind told me

[yourlocalmadlad]

it never stops hurting

[dolorvenereum-deactivated202011]

I’ve pretty much accepted that at this point. I just keep hoping that someday it won’t be the first thing I notice when I wake up.