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NOTES GAME FOR MY HEALTH CUZ I SUCK AT TAKING CARE OF MY VERY LOUSY HUMAN BODY AND I NEED TO RECOVER A LITTLE AND WHATEVER
Hello! You can call us Johnny, but we also go by Xena, Rex, Max, Zai, Hiro, Nyx or Cazzie! We use ze/zim, star/stars, neon/neons, xe/xyr, cryptid/crypidself, irken/irkenself, robo/roboself, and he/they. We are bodily an adult [18-20], but we still prefer to go as ageless due to our non-human identity as an Irken, but nonetheless we welcome everyone here that isn’t on our DNI! (We don’t mind pro/anti-recovery folks. Just don’t force your opinion on us. That’s all we ask.)
we’re also called the cardi b of tumblr, the silliest weed-loving alien, zim’s lover, teal smoke’s 2nd biggest fan, the ceo of zajr/satr, AND officially the coolest irken jiari!!!
We are open to nicknames with our names, so please give us some!!! we’re always so open to them!! WE LOVE NICKNAMES!!! PLEASE WE BEG OF YOU!! (As long as they’re nice and like not offensive!!)
nicknames currently: bromosexual (deemed this by @sokkiesydn), twininem (made up by @pinkcitystaticlove)
We are chronically ill with many diagnoses, mainly physical which includes suspected AMPS, SBO, NGB [renal] / NGB [gastrointestinal] TCS and suspected epilepsy. We are professionally diagnosed with ASD, ADHD, MDD, GAD, C-PTSD, ARFID, and are suspected to have possible BPD/DID, but it is unknown due to the criteria of our symptoms showing both, but it gears towards DID more. So, we are treating it as such.
Our DNI is basically the norm, besides pro/com/dark/anti, gorespammers/gorebros, radqueers/radnormals [still the same shit, and you aren’t allowed here, anti-endo/willow (they are just as valid as other diagnosed folks, but sometimes trauma cannot be the main reason of DID. Do your motherfucking research right before we start calling those folks ableist. It’s only ableist if they make rude comments towards actually disabled folk who struggle with DID themselves.), and the likes. You are not welcome here and will be blocked on sight. [do NOT use an alternative account to interact with us if we blocked your main. It makes us uncomfortable and gives us flashbacks to past events.]
We are a system! Mainly fictives that swap with our linking identities. Most are still around, but our main ones that we discovered are below. We have no tags for them, since we can’t always tell who’s exactly fronting by personality, but we eventually will develop a tag system for them! they are from mixed fandoms (mainly our kins), so please advise.
Zai (holder) - he/they + neos/xenos - 🪽🥛
Zim - ze/he - 🪐🛸
GIR - they/it - 🔩🐶
Gaz - she/they (use when she’s fronting) - 👾🎮
Dib - he/him - 💼👁️
We see ourselves as a jirai despite not following the dressing style. We may post and reblog stuff relating to the jirai lifestyle and whatnot, but we are attempting to recover from a few things, but we do not force recovery on ANYONE unless they ask for tips or resources to use. We also are not asking for resources or tips or help to recover unless we ask for it beforehand in our posts.
We are neutral against slashflashing, but we do not condone it. We will not do it to people who are uncomfortable with it, but we may post stuff relating to self-harm. It will be tagged. We do not want anyone to be uncomfortable, so please steer clear from the posts that mention self-inflicted injuries whatsoever if it triggers you! (We understand.)
TAGS SYSTEM!!
Asks: ͙͘͡★ Transmissions from the galaxies ₊˚⊹
General: ͙͘͡★ I Remember Phase Two!! ₊˚⊹
Vents/Rants: ͙͘͡★ there’s gotta be a way… ₊˚⊹
Reblogs: ͙͘͡★ GIR’s Reblogs!! ₊˚⊹
Mutuals: ͙͘͡★ INTRUDER ALERT!! C’mon In!! ₊˚⊹
👁️💼 posts - posts made by Dib
🔩🐶 posts - posts made by GIR
👾🎮 posts - posts made by Gaz
🪐🛸 posts - posts made by Zim
🪽🥛 posts - posts made by holder/Zai
we may not remember to use these tags, but we’ll try!!
So, my iPod does this fucking genius factory thing where it forgets which artwork goes with which album and it makes guesses. Because it’s pretty sure I won’t notice.
hi!!! so im not very educated on things like DID, plurality and things similar, and i've seen endo discourse around. i see that a majority of people are against it, but you're supporting them, and from what i understand is that it's someone who's a system but it doesn't stem from trauma. may i ask, what's so wrong with endos? why do so many people hate them? how are they 'abliest'??
I genuinely don’t know myself but they’re as valid as other people with did are. identity disorders don’t always have to be stemmed from trauma. it’s not always a one size fits all thing basically.
im sorry im like super tired answering this and I should’ve slept but i work like a heavy shift today and I gotta go in at around 5pm and its like 4am rn so i need to sleep… oof…
I love the fact membot is standing there so ominously it’s giving that meme that’s like the awesome lesbian couple and the evil and intimidating horse. idk why but it is……… help.
come to think of it… they don’t even get privacy with any sort of non-human being like that. not even Darby herself with goddamn clembrane. she gets so annoyed by him but just chooses to stay quiet about it. it’s even worse when he asks her about the whole pudding thing. she’s just so disgusted to say anything rude and just knows and learned that if she says anything that sounds rude it’s gonna end up with her being at fault for all the sobbing from him and her patients is gonna be lower than the damn ground she’s standing on.
poor Darby, she needs a break at least give her a tiny chance to have one without any sort of patience testing being performed on her from the kids, clembrane or her husband himself. like god she needs a vacation or something lol
I love the fact membot is standing there so ominously it’s giving that meme that’s like the awesome lesbian couple and the evil and intimidating horse. idk why but it is……… help.