Nothing but darkness in me.

Gage Kelly Gilbert ▶ ONE OF TWO GILBERT LEGACIES ◀ I'm 18 years old, the twin brother of Elliott Gilbert, and I'm currently trying to find my place in the world. "If you're going through hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill †

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chaosblaine:

I refuse to believe that. My clothes do not look like they were created in a Teletubbies sweat shop! You are so horrible about my outfits, but I like them, and you’re not going to change my mind. Our children will have an actual sense of style, unlike somebody. 

Yes! I do think so! Please, that’s one of the very few times that I don’t care how my hair looks. It is definitely just about the sex, and you love it, you just won’t admit it.

Whether or not you believe it doesn’t make it any less true, my love. And the truth is that, yes, your clothes do look like they were created in a Teletubbies sweat shop. I am horrible about your outfits because they’re horrible. Oh, you just wait. We have the rest of our lives for me to harass you on this subject and I fully intend to change your mind by the time you’re on your death bed. Yes. They’ll have an actual sense of style like me, and not you, Blaine Devon Anderson.

Atleast we agree on something? Even if that something is how awful I happen to be to you. Yeah, well. If you were focused on your hair during sex, I’d be highly offended. Okay. Fine. I admit it. It’s like 95% about the sex. The other 5% is about how much I hate your choice of wardrobe, which is still pretty bad, if you ask me. I’m the one who won’t admit that I love it? Me? You do not want to get me started.

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chaosblaine:

It’s called fashion, Gage Kelly Gilbert. One day, you will appreciate original penguin… maybe. I am very proud of my outfits, and I still refuse to believe that they are ‘weird ass’. Besides, I would just look odd in the sort of clothes you wear.

I love you. Are you sure it’s not just about the sex? I’m not sure I believe you.

Fashion. Yes. Right. I’m not going to appreciate any clothing that has embroidered penguins on it. Ever. Sorry. Odd? In the clothes I wear? You think you’d look odd in normal, everyday clothing that doesn’t look like it was created in a Teletubbies sweat shop? That’s unfortunate. I guess this works out in the long run if we ever have children because you’ll be shopping in the same section for them as you would yourself at department stores.

Are you sure? I am pretty awful to you, don’t you think? Gasp. How could you think that? The sex is terrible. Absolutely terrible. I’m always fucking up your hair during and you’re always like, “Ahhh, Gage, don’t look at me, I look like Medusa” and then I get these strange visuals that involve you in a dress and having snakes for hair and it’s a boner killer. So why wouldn’t you believe me after how often that occurs?

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@bowtiedblaine Excuse me, Mr. Gilbert, but my outfits are not ‘weird ass’.

Well, Mrs. Gilbert, I have to disagree. You wear clothing that has mini penguins and pirates with beards, hats, and cutlasses embroidered onto them. Weird ass is giving you more credit than you deserve.

You wonder why I’m constantly trying to get you naked. It’s not always a sexual thing -- but because I can’t stand to see you in half of the stuff you wear. Love you, though.

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Always eating, always smiling, and always wearing some weird ass outfit. The love of my life, ladies and gentlemen.

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kurt-watches:

Once your boyfriend moves in, it won’t be so shitty… At least I hope so. In my head, whoever my significant other would make it all worth it.

Gage Gilbert, back in business. How do you think that will end up?

Once my boyfriend moves in? Is Blaine going to surprise me with an impromptu move to my apartment? Do you know something that I don’t know, Kurt?  Dude, we should totally go to a club together somewhere in Lima and I can be your wingman. We’d be pulling in hella dudes all night long.

Hopefully not in a gruesome, painful death. Hopefully.

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TEXT ✉ BLAIGE

BLAINE: In the scenario that I have to explain that the love of my life used to be a demon?

BLAINE: You say that as though I suggested that I would like to take it off.

BLAINE: Yeah. I do.

BLAINE: I think that you'd be an incredible parent too, Gage. But I understand if you don't think it's something that's right for you. The likelihood that you what?

BLAINE: Threats you will never go through with! You love me too much.

[ delay ]

GAGE: What sparked this sudden desire to do Broadway? You've never mentioned the desire to do musical theater professionally, ever, in the time we've been together. I was aware that you enjoyed singing, yes. But, yeah.

GAGE: If a family is what you want, I want you to have that. I promised to give you the world in any way that I could, remember? But the idea of children makes me hesitate. In the likelihood that -- that I'll turn out to be just like my father. The apple usually doesn't fall too far from the tree, right?

GAGE: That I do.

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ TRIAGE.

TRISTAN: What am I supposed to say? "Gage, help me because I'm having violent nightmares"? I've been independent all my life, I'm not going to start leeching on to people just because a demon tortured me. And I know that the weekends are for the two of you too. I don't want to infringe on that time, but I don't have a lot of alternative options.

TRISTAN: Other than killing it, I don't know how to stop it.

GAGE: Yeah, Tristan. That's exactly what you say. And I'll go, "I understand because I've been having them too since the moment I got my soul back." Because I can relate. I've also been independent all my life. I understand how fucking shitty it feels to lean on others when you're not used to it. You feel like a burden. But if /I/ don't do it -- if /you/ don't do it -- if /we/ don't do it, we're not going to make it out alive.

GAGE: I didn't mention the weekend thing to imply you were infringing on my time with Blaine. He and I have the rest of our lives to do the things that we do on weekends. You need to train /now./ So that you can pick yourself up off the floor and feel safe again.

GAGE: I can't tell you. Because I'm not sure. I'm in the same boat. But I can say killing Athos and Sue are a good place to start for both of us.

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ TRIAGE.

TRISTAN: I've been working on Kurt. And eventually, I'm going to have to give Blaine the things in that box. Some of it could be of use to him. As far as classes go...we'd have weekends. Antony will have to learn to share if he wants me to be able to protect myself. And I have the ideas, the knowledge and information. Just not the best application process. I mean, I did fight off a demon three times.

TRISTAN: Damn. I'm hurt, Gage. I thought our brotherly bond was stronger than that.

TRISTAN: But that's why I think this is important. We're going to be gearing up for something...soon. I've been boxing again. Finally picked my sorry ass off the ground. But I still feel /weak/.

TRISTAN: I feel like that damn demon robbed me of everything.

GAGE: You don't have to do all of this alone, you know? You have me to help you with Kurt. You have me to help you with Blaine. You just need to swallow your pride and utilize me. I can do weekends. Usually your brother is with me during the weekend, but he needs to get in the gym and train more often in order to protect himself when I'm not around, so I don't see why he couldn't join us. The thing is you fought a demon who had an anchor in the obsession with your brother.

GAGE: Trust me when I tell you that I understand feeling weak. But I can't let what the demon did to me ruin me. Just like you can't let what Athos did to you ruin you. They win that way. We can't let them win. Not in any sense.

GAGE: And it's because of that -- that you're going to feel like a weight has been lifted off your chest when you rob /him/ of the only thing that he has: his life. And once he's gone, we're /both/ free. I won't have to worry about his brother making me his bitch again and you won't have to worry about him.

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TEXT ✉ BLAIGE

BLAINE: At least they would probably actually back off in fear of my being crazy?

BLAINE: But no, I wouldn't. I'd tell them that I'm in love and happily committed, yes, and make it clear that I wasn't interested. But it doesn't matter now, anyway, because I have this beautiful ring to prove it.

BLAINE: Broadway.

BLAINE: Personally... I'd choose children. But it's not just my choice, and I want you to be happy. We can still get married and have everything else.

BLAINE: You would never.

GAGE: True. In that case, I encourage you to appear as crazy as you possibly can in those types of scenarios, then.

GAGE: I don't know if you know this, but they don't quite make 'em like me anymore so keeping that ring on is in your best interest as well as mine. ;)

GAGE: Broadway? You want to perform on Broadway in the future?

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GAGE: I understand that you want children, Blaine. I acknowledge that. I think you'd be an incredible parent and it'd be honor to put hunting behind me and do that with you. But I don't think that's the right path for me. All things considered. Especially the likelihood that I -- nevermind.

GAGE: I would never. That's true. But I can make threats.

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TEXT MESSAGE ✉ TRIAGE.

TRISTAN: Would you be up for the task of training me? I think my Watcher status could be…enhanced if I could put hunter fighting techniques into actual application.

TRISTAN: And I was kidding about the favor aspect. I’m hoping you’ll help me out of the kindness of your heart and not because you think you owe me for putting your soul back in you.

GAGE: I'd be happy to train you, Tris. I think it is in everybody's best interest if you, Blaine, Kurt, etc. were training to enhance your fighting skills. Especially with this war looming over our heads. But are you going to be able to invest the time? Y' know, with classes and Antony to worry about?

GAGE: I'm not going to lie. The soul thing /does/ have something to do with helping you by training you but not much. I'm willing to help you because you're family. I want you to be able to handle your own if something were to happen. And God only knows what's going to happen while Sue and Athos are alive.

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TEXT ✉ BLAIGE

BLAINE: Even if they didn't have the ring to tell them, I would. I love you, honey. No one else.

BLAINE: Well... get married, settle down, start a family... I'd love to be able to perform one day, too.

BLAINE: If you wanted to continue hunting, I wouldn't stop you. It would just be nice to know that one day we wouldn't have to worry about things like this anymore, you know? But I understand that the monsters aren't going to stop just because I want a normal life.

BLAINE: You're wrong, honey. It is not true!

GAGE: What exactly is it that you'd say? "Not only am I in love and happily committed, my boyfriend was a demon once and because of that, he learned how to creatively kill people so I'd back off ASAP?"

GAGE: What do you mean when you say perform?

GAGE: A hunter having a spouse is different than a hunter having children. I know you're capable of protecting yourself if "work" happened to come home with me, especially because you're a witch, but if you -- if /we/ -- want kids, there's no way I could continue hunting. It's too risky. Too dangerous. Basically, it's a choice between hunting or children.

GAGE: Do I have to beat you up, Anderson?

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[Text] You remember saying that you owed me for the soul restoration thing? Is it too late to call in that favor?

[TEXT] Absolutely not. But what is it that you had in mind?

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TEXT ✉ BLAIGE

BLAINE: Which is beautiful, and I'm never taking it off. Sort of? It's not bad, I've just been thinking about it a lot. I'd love to settle down somewhere one day, is all, but I thought that you might still want to continue hunting.

BLAINE: I refuse to believe that the second part of that is true.

GAGE: I'm glad. The whole point of the ring is for you to wear it, as a reminder of my love, and our commitment. The whole letting people know you're spoken for thing while you're wearing it doesn't hurt either.

GAGE: What did you have in mind, exactly? You said you'd been thinking about it a lot. Which means you have to have an idea of what it is you want for our future.

GAGE: The hunting thing is complicated. I could stop if it's what you wanted. But I've always felt like -- once a hunter, always a hunter. Even if it's not a consistent thing. You can take the boy out of hunting but you can't take the hunting out of the boy.

GAGE: The second part is true. Suck it up and accept it.

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TEXT ✉ BLAIGE

BLAINE: Hey, you.

BLAINE: I was just wondering earlier... have you ever thought about our future? After the war?

BLAINE: Also, I love you.

GAGE: Hey, babe.

GAGE: Obviously. I mean -- there /is/ a ring on your finger right now that proves I've thought about our future after the war; our future in general. Why do you ask? Is there something on your mind?

GAGE: I love you too. More than you love me. ;)

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kurt-watches:

I am… worried. I want to know what Sue is planning, if she is planning. Guess that bit of a Watcher is still in me; the need to know everything.

You’re right, we need to.  I’m doing okay, I’m more worried about you. Is your apartment still safe?

We all want to know what Sue is planning. We all want everything with her and the Hyperion to be done and over with so we can go back to living our lives the way we want to without looking over our shoulders every five minutes. Bit of a Watcher? You are a whole Watcher, every bit of one, regardless of everything that’s happened and that’s why you’ll be crucial to this whole ending Sue thing.

As safe as it can be, yes. Not sure for how long, but it’s holding up. I’m getting sick of being here. Have you been attending classes regularly?

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watchertristananderson:

Well, Schuester is about ready to throw me out of the school to be honest. If he ever catches wind of what actually happened to me a few weeks ago, he’ll probably accuse me of being a traitor even if I didn’t say a damn thing. So I hope you’re ready for a new roommate. But I understand why you’re feeling the way you are being all cooped up. But it’s for your own safety. Even if it sucks. 

Give my big brain some more time to figure out the big picture stuff. But in regards to Athos…I think I might be on to something. It’s going to take a hell of a lot of manpower and a lot of magic, but if you’re game for it, I think I’m on the path to getting rid of that psycho demon for good. Provided you all let me have the final blow. Nothing would give me more relief that being able to end it.

Do your best to ensure that Schuester doesn’t find out the truth; do your best to avoid doing anything that Schuester can use as a justifiable reason to kick you out. You know that there’s a place at my apartment for you -- no matter what -- but after a few weeks of being a blue collared man, you’ll learn that McKinley is a Godsend and you’ll feel like you took it for granted. At least that’s how I’m feeling. It’s not about being cooped up, though it does blow. It’s about the fact that I don’t want to hide anymore. I don’t want to live in fear. 

You know that I’m willing to do whatever it takes to kill that son of a bitch and ensure that his brother remains in Hell where he belongs. You know I’m willing to do whatever it takes to ensure that you, Blaine, and everybody else I care about are safe. Or safer. I’ll settle for safer. And if being the one to “pull the trigger” is what you need to get past what he did to you, I support that. As long as it isn’t something that goes hand in hand with the signature Anderson self-sacrifical bullshit. We can’t lose anybody else.