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Why do I have to be like this. Why am I doing this to myself. I'll regret it so much in the future but I don't wanna stop now. I wish I wanted to get help

#tw ed implied #tw ed?#im such a fat fucking chud #fucking wannarexic #tw ed related #tw sh #tw shblr #tw sh related #tw sh implied #tw depressing stuff #twsh #i love cvtting #i need to cvt #tw vent

Why does she like me? Does she even like me? I wish she didnt. I'm an unpleasant person to be around

#tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #i hate my life #im fat and ugly #she deserved better

puppyy-boy

I kinda love my scars when I don't have some annoying bitch telling me that they make me look gross and weird and that i ruined my body

kiro19

I HATE that I love food

stellaaxxxblog

how to you stop foodnoise, i always want to eat something. Even if i'm not hungry... i wanna cry

gemmalouises-world

Does anyone else feel really shaky and cold when they get sh urges? #

Ughhh why are some ppl like this. Today a teacher came up to my friend, hugged her and started telling her that she an amazing person amazing artist amazing big sister amazing amazing amazing and then she (the teacher) looked at me and said "you're nice too..." with a forced smile

#im going to kms #not really #what did she ever do to be so liked by all the teachers #maybe im the problem #maybe i should kms #i want attention #tw sh related #i have my family that loves their version of me in their heads but i dont think there's one person in the world who likes me #i hate everything #i hate everyone #i hate my existence #i hate my life #im tired

Accidental baby styros are so cute and scary at the same time

#tw sh #mmm cvtting:3 #i love cvtting #cvtter nation #hip cvts #tw shblr

I HATE MY LIFE I NEED TO CUT

#tw shblr #cvtting is silly #i need to cvt #cvt addict #mmm cvtting:3 #tw sh #cw shblr

No one would notice if I stopped posing on my main

#tw depressing stuff

Just found some blades I forgot I had. How ft am I supposed to not cut for at least the next 2 years</3. Pls I need just a lil cat starch that will heal in two weeks

#tw shblr #i need to cvt #i lwk wanna kms #self mutalition

Just found my diary from when I was 10/12 and damn I'm surprised I don't have an ed. I wrote some concerning stuff like

"I was on a school trip and they didn't have much food I could eat and I lost like 5kg!! :)" (I'm allergic to gluten, milk and some other stuff)

"I have been throwing my lunch out at school for a month and still no one noticed. I'm scared mum will find out and force me to eat and I'll gain weight... :("

"I don't wanna eat because I will be fat like [name]"

"they weighed us at school and I weigh 6kg less than [name] :). She's fat and ugly and I don't like her"

or there was an entire rant that I'm too lazy to type out but basically I was angry at a girl because she kept reminding me she weighs less that me

Did I casually almost develop an ed but didn't? I wish I had tho. Maybe I wouldn't be so fat now

#tw ed trigger #tw ed?#i want to lose weight #i lost like 2kg since January and i already see a difference #i went from 57 to 55 #my next gw is 53 #and ugw 49 just so i can have a weight tgat starts with 4 #im 168cm btw #and still somehow growing despite being over 15 and afab #i feel like such a wannarexic #if thats even a word #i just wanna be thin #i want to be thin #i want my hip bones to stick out #i want to be able to see my ribs without lifting my arms #i want skinny arms #i want skinny thighs #im an attention seeker #wannarexic

frenchsugasan

#TW

HYPERREALISTIC MAKEUP

Fake body!

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SCROLL//BLOCK DON'T REPORT 💕

#reblogging this bc i cant cut rn and watching this while scratching myself kinda helps

Currently manifesting breast and ovarian cancer

#if anyone is hurt by this statement i am open for a civil discussion #trans #trans man #transmasc #trans vent #gender dysphoria

thev0idosphere

controversial opinion that absolutely shouldn’t be controversial: if someone pretends to att3mpt/c0mm1t svic1de for attention, maybe instead of shaming them and calling them manipulative evil horrible people, we should consider WHY they felt the need to do that in the first place and try being more supportive so people don’t ACTUALLY k1ll th£ms£lv£s. just a thought.

Who want me

#tw shblr #tw depressing stuff #tw idk #tw sh implied #tw sh related

drunkndead

Me with sh: i love pain i love destruction oh i love to see blood this is what i deserve

Me with a papercut: ouch owie ow why is the world so cruel to me ouchie

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