Iâm so selfish I do these just to fill my ego
Who knew. Iâm my own worst enemy. Itâs literally the song Iâve loved for ever thatâs making the story of my life. No matter how many times I try to change I always end up back at the beginning of the cluster fuck. Iâm so sick and tired of this. 38. Special is playing so caught up in you and they couldnât be more right. Except Iâm not that caught up in you and I donât know what Iâd do if I never met you but at the same time I. Here contemplating if Iâm even worth your breath.
Why do i feel worthless.
Why do I think youâre better off with me gone
Why am I not concerned with what life is like without you
I want a reason
I want to be here
I WANT to like you
I WANT TO TALK I want to snuggle, I want to love, lose , gift , be given , show and be shown the amazing things Iâve has to offer but.... here I am
Not on owing what to do next
Not knowing who to talk to next
Not knowing where to go to next
But here I am
With arms stretched out PLEASE HELP ME
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am
























