what fresh hell is this?

27, she/they, canadian. this used to be an organized blog

[nondelphic]

writing isn’t hard. i just have to extract 80,000 words from my brain using sheer psychic force

[enchantedbook]

'The Old Woman in the Woods' from the Brothers Grimm illustrated by Arthur Rackham, 1917

[ahotknife]

much to be said about the fact the costume designer for heated rivalry said that shane and yuna are both wearing linen in the coming out scene on purpose. because she wants it to be obvious that yuna buys shane clothes. and then shane subsequently makes active choices to wear those clothes when he is around her because he wants her to know that he loves her. but he also wants to show that he can be what she wants him to be by wearing what she wants him to wear. not sure if i have the strength to say it. in fact i need to lie down

[ahotknife]

coming back to this i think it is so interesting how in the most recent comments she made about the costumes she said that yuna buys shane linen because it's what she wears, so she knows that it's nice and comfortable, but it requires "more upkeep than he is interested in", which is why it's not ironed and he doesn't seem to take care of it. that particular phrase is so awesome. something his mother has given him "Requires More Upkeep Than He Is Interested In" but he keeps it and wears it and carries it around with him to show her he appreciates that she gave it to him. in the books he wears a shirt related to a charity event to signal to his parents that he's a "good person". remember me, your son, who does charity events? remember me, your son, who is a good and normal person who does good and normal things? and this shirt does the same thing without the addition of a logo. remember me, your son, whom you love? you bought me this shirt. and i'm wearing it not only because i love you but because i need you to remember that you love me

[lucylehane]

FIRST AND LAST APPEARANCES - SEASON ONE ILYA ROZANOV and SHANE HOLLANDER

Heated Rivalry (2025)

[texasbama]

I have...Svetlana. She loves me. And I love her.

[jesterlesbian]

and the winner is... oh my god. oh my god they've announced jacob tierney as the king of all television

[jesterlesbian]

FUUUCK I LOVE GAY PEOPLE I LOVE GAY LOVE I LOVE LOVE I LOVE GAY PEOPLE GETTING TO BE HAPPY BEEE WHO YOU ARREE FOR PRIIDEEE

[sincenewyorks]

the kiss that moved mountains

[shnehollander]

Heated rivalry actually isnt slop and i think maybe actually connor storrie should win real awards

[texasbama]

Heated Rivalry 1.05 'I'll Believe in Anything'

[sincenewyorks]

this is someone who realized he can have hope

[shnehollander]

Shane and Ilya Heated Rivalry S01E05

[burntoobright]

i feel high on drugs. but it's just gay people in love.

[whichcouldmeanothing]

HEATED RIVALRY 1x05 "I'll Believe in Anything"

[taviacoolcat]

ilyaaaa ☺️<3 ... concussion >:[ and a fractured collarbone :/ out for the playoffs but 🤗 could have been worse 😌☝️ ... i know 🙄 part of the game 🙄 we all get our bell 🔔 rung eventually right? 😊 ... heyy:) heyyyyyyyy:))) ... yes<3 bet-ter🥰🥰 ... i'm sorry i didn't text you last night 😔 ... i was excited about last night ☝️ i'm mostly mad 😠 at marleau for fucking that up 🙄😏 ... you know i had a whole plan to ask you something❗️... i was gonna ask you ☝️❗️ Will You cometomycottage this summer? 🥰🏡 ❌️don't❌️ go to russia🇷🇺 come to my houseee 😤💞 we'll have so much fun :D it's so private :D no one will knoww :D ... mmmwe could have a week💕 or even two✌️💕 we'd be completely alone 👯‍♂️💞 ~✨️together✨️~ ... oh no 🙄😒 ... ok bye bye 👋☺️ ... 🫡see you next season🫡 ... thank u😊<3 i appreciate it😤<3 ... hellooo😁

[shane-ilya]

HEATED RIVALRY - 105 I'll Believe In Anything

[shnehollander]

Shane and Ilya Heated Rivalry S01E05