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[Albert Wesker x Reader]
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“𝙔𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙂𝙤𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣’𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄’𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤.”
Summary → After a strange man is found alongside the outskirts of your small settlement, beaten, bloodied, and at the varied brink of death. He is quick to be taken in under the caring eyes of your community and is aided back to a speedy recovery.
However, he doesn’t leave, and soon livestock begins to disappear without a trace.
Everyone thinks it’s wolves,
But, you aren’t so easily swayed.
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The night air was hot and sticky against your skin as you laid awake in your small bed, chest up and arms splayed about your mattress in a haphazard fashion, having gone through dozens of trials and errors to fall asleep, though always finding your eyes itching themselves back open and your mind stubbornly deviating along the scratchy corners of your walls and over the prickly canvas of your ceiling.
The cicadas were too loud that night.
It made the simple idea of sleep utterly impossible, but you had no means of stopping it even though you had tried similar nights like this prior.
And just like those other nights, you would have to suffice to wait yourself out until you would eventually doze off. It was hard but it was all you could really do in the moment.
You huffed under your breath and adjusted yourself, rocking against the canvas of your back in order to get somewhat comfortable before softly doming your eyes shut and breathing out your nose.
Something else was in the air aside from the sweltering humidity, you just couldn’t draw your finger over what it was exactly, and maybe that alone was what made your restlessness worthwhile.
Your eyes slowly drew towards your window, past your small oil lamp that was centered onto the veneer of your bedside next to a half-drunken glass of water, the beads of moisture at the top rim slowly drawing down the glossy screen and collecting with the pool below.
Your window casted out a silver moonlight that soaked your room’s old wooden floorboards, shining over every single beam and stretching over the drywall of your room.
Your eyes adjusted and situated themselves onto the sight of your wallpaper, ashen and pallid, the moonlight casting out a square of saturated cobalt.
And then a silhouette emerged, tall, stalky, and benevolent bringing.
Thump—
You stared at it, long and hard until your eyes stung and the vessels in your eyes burnt.
Your head felt too heavy to move, to tilt it back within the general direction of the window—as if you were welded to your bed’s uncomfortable mattress.
Ba-thump
The dark silhouette was seen, its left shoulder jutting up and down as if making the slightest gesture with his unseen arm before it came into image, shadowed shape of his hand coming to the window, index drawing back before an acute and unmistakable tap of glass against the blade end of a nail was heard.
Tap, tap, tap—
Ba-Thump—
Your eyes, within their own accord, drifted in shaky and jutting intervals and landed upon the glinting glass of your agape window.
A man was outside of your window.
The moonlight beamed into the back of his blonde head of hair, shadowing over his front side and making his face difficult to see.
However, by some odd means, you were able to see his eyes glinting into your direction, onto your quivering being, like red fireflies with baleful intent.
You couldn’t see his smile, only the glint of shine of his teeth, his head tilting to the side by an unnoticeable inch as his aforementioned index dragged lecherously across the glossy glass, as if taunting, teasing you,
Letting you know that he knew you were awake, only a thin and breakable sheet of glass stopped him from getting to you.
You felt like a trapped quail within a nearly bent open cage. A monstrous coyote wielding a salivating jaw of teeth inches from the pronged opening, with every intent to devour every last bit of you up until there was no more for anyone else to lay claim to, not even scavengers.
“I see you there, little girl…” his voice was muffled through the pane, but you could still hear how charming he sounded, including the oozing undertones of something that made your stomach churn sickly, as if his voice was prone to bringing nothing good into your life.
Your eyes widened, breathing stifling and locked into the base of your throat, just inches from your vocal folds.
“Will you let me in…?”
You opened your mouth to speak, to decline No, to say anything, but only a mere grunt and a pop of your voice was heard sneaking its way past your lips, and you could almost see how his body quivered with an amused series of snickers.
“Oh, speechless, are we?” You could see his hand lower down to the bottom seal of the window’s frame.
An angled fang nipped at the metal prongs of your enclosure, chirping and squawking won’t seem to help.
“It’s okay, I’ll let myself in.” His digits were seen exhausting themselves at the bottom of the pane in an attempt in working it open,
And, effortlessly so:
Click!
You flinched below your quilt, succeeding the sound from the window granting access from outside,
You were now sitting within the jaws of the coyote, unsure when it would clamp down onto you, suffocating you, forking you in between its carnivorous fangs, and soaking you in it’s saliva.
Or maybe he would hold you in his tight and suffocating maw until he saw fit.
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Within palm-walled hearsay’s and hushed whispers disseminated and spread throughout your small village like hungry wildfire, it didn’t take long for you to catch wind that a local farm hand and his young son had found a man near the outskirts, just along the choppy tree lining that walled your small settlement in. Seemingly, was the man, bloodied and beaten.
It was alarming, and as it struck everyone around you into a fit of concern within the small community that never truly had anything interesting going on, you remained indifferent to it all. At the time, it didn’t concern you, and if you were being completely honest, you had come to terms that death was likely in favor of the unnamed man’s fate.
However, fate in general, was anything but predictable in every sense, especially when it came to nimble little things like the life of the freshly wounded.
If you really knew of the events that would follow throughout the next few months, you would’ve been perched on the edge of your varied chair, hoping of word that the man’s heart gave at any second or you’d set yourself off to end his life on your own.
Throughout the time of his recovery, you would watch from afar as he would shuffle about under the acquaintance of the village’s physician or an acquainting volunteer.
The volunteers, in question, ranged from young girls your age that obviously seemed to find themselves enamored by the blonde man. Though, you never quite got close enough to see his face to understand, you were too careful—leery maybe? However the case, it was obvious there was something terribly wrong with the man.
It wasn’t just a mild curdle in the pit of your guts, nor was it a common habit of being withdrawn from any social opportunity like you normally were.
It was just the way he carried himself in his beaten state, stumbling and shambling about in broad daylight as if he were performing some kind of act, as if he were trying to pass himself off as injured when he couldn’t have been more healthier.
You didn’t like it.
You didn’t like him.
The Sunday he had begun to arrive at church services was when you had begun to fall under the impression that he wasn’t leaving. At least, not anytime soon.
He would always sit a few pews ahead of where you sat, letting the back of his slick pristine blonde hair be the object of your general direction throughout the entirety of the sermon, where your irritation begun to manifest for the unnamed man as a whole.
You didn’t want to assume that he was doing such minor mishap on purpose, but you just couldn’t help but to think otherwise.
That along came with the stolen glances that you would be slow by just a few seconds to only catch the shifting movements of his eyes quickly jotting in the other direction within public settings.
Sometimes, in passing, you could feel his shoulder graze yours.
You really didn’t want to assume that he did it all on purpose for your attention, because why would he want your attention?
Of all people, especially.
Was he validation driven? Could he not stand the fact that you were almost the only one that didn’t bend over backwards for his aid? Averting your gaze when he would smile at you? Avoiding proper introductions? Refused to say a word??
Was it the thrill of the “game”?
The game in question thriving off how much attention he could divulge himself under?
Or was it the fact that you had begun to actually loathe him overtime and he could sense as such?
A month had begun to drift past, and by then, the varied construct of your community’s social hierarchy was slowly deconstructing and rebuilding itself into something utterly bizarre,
Into something that just wasn’t quite right.
Even the church was bending under such ways that you had begun to notice your father becoming more quiet, more subdued, especially during church services where he was expected to owe the congregation nothing but a mouth full of words.
You didn’t like this unnamed man.
This blonde, handsome, eerily perfect stranger that had the entire village under his thumb.
You didn’t like what kind of place he was turning your your home into…
One day, you found yourself inside of your gutted church, reeking of aged timber, old varnish, and newborn mildew.
You knew you weren’t supposed to be there, especially at such a late hour, but your father had failed to return after sending one of your pigs off to be slaughtered for meat.
The wood church and wailed under your feet, and you nearly felt yourself unable to tread further under the shaky and harrowing visages of shadows flashing and jutting about, escaping from the shaky flame that casted out from your small gas-driven lamp, hiding behind the edges of the church’s wood beams and the solid oak pews.
You passed pew after row of pews, boots scuffing heavily up against the wooden floorboards, collecting particles of dirt that scraped and popped softly in between your feet and flooring.
The closer you got to the core of the church, a small lacquered bench at the reigning stoop of the rotten podium, you had begun to hear the muffled sounds of what you could’ve thought were pained grunts and echoed sputters of what were meant to be words echoing off of oak paneling.
“F…” you stifled, the rest of the word caged in your throat as the sound of a slurring moan rang out, making gasp and dithering in your trembling movements.
You stood there for a moment, questioning the obvious over whether your father was in need of help, perhaps he had gotten hurt or his underlying condition of gout had flared up again.
“Father?” You finally called, not loud enough but was audible if any possible ears were drawn close by.
You leveled up the small raised platform past the podium, and made a bee-line towards the wooden door that took you into the church’s foyer, barely utilized but only for certain holidays.
When you stood inches from the agape door, fingers curled around the bronze cold nob, you heard a voice that wasn’t your fathers.
In fact, it was a voice you’ve never even heard before. It was slick, smooth, calm, had every single capacity within the prongs of it’s vocal cords to be charming if so pleased.
Yet, the only feeling it plucked out of you was the gut quivering sense of unease.
And, it didn’t really take too many guesses to assume who the voice could’ve belonged to.
“Can you feel it?”
Your breath stifled through your teeth, the flesh of your hand stinging against the cold knob.
The sound of something slimy and unpleasant corresponding with another pent back grunt was heard.
You didn’t want to look, but you couldn’t just stand there, something irrevocably wrong was occurring on the other side of the door and you felt as if your feet were sinking and being eaten away by gritty sand, if you didn’t act then you would plunge and suffocate.
You didn’t throw the door back, no. Instead, you leaned to your nearest left, putting more pressure on your left foot and compressing down on it until you felt stinging static flood the ball of your toes.
“What did you do to me??—“
Your brows sunk together, creating a nasty crease in your forehead as your eyes strained through the small but manageable gap in between the oak door paneling and the timber framing, where, in dim lighting, the silhouette of what you would know now to be your father stooped onto his knees. Forehead sleek and shining against the dim lighting with sweat.
Your eyes would adjust to more details upon the scene that proceeded to perform in front your tardy impression all under the dim lighting of a suspended lamp, and what you saw was horrifying.
“Aren’t they exceptional?” You would hear that voice inquire.
You swallowed a hot slimy throat-full of saliva, feeling it go down your throat painfully as the profile of a tall, lean-set man walked into your small frame of viewing in small yet cocksure strides.
You’d watch as he ran his thumb against something he held out a few inches past his own self and sighed.
Your father had begun to writhe at this varied point, as if battling his own self, curling into himself and panting like an exhausted mutt. His body deemed his own enemy.
“The uroboros, I mean…” the man could barely be heard but snicker, and you stifled another pitiful excuse for a breath.
“What—“ your father let out a nasty, pain inducing cough, dragging his wrists across his wet mouth and panting more before hearing something that had the competence to emit an iron shrill was heard, and then something long and thin, resembling fine wire burst out from the bent open cavity of your father’s mouth, strangling any possible yelps or sounds of horror from the older man.
You wanted to scream, wanted to act upon whatever nightmare phenomena you were witnessing, but nothing came, a mere pop and rattle maybe, but aside from anything evident, you were paralyzed—muscles, nerves, flesh, everything was acting akin to chilling stone.
“Don’t struggle. Give it time to metabolize your DNA.” You could’ve sworn you heard the blonde stranger mutter something else, but you couldn’t tell. The disturbing macabre of what came out of your father’s esophagus and the sound that tried to escape took over every sense of your hearing.
For but, a moment, you could see your father, your sweet father, tried to do as he was told: still himself, let this morbid entity do as was mentioned and perhaps he would be well.
Though, of course, as if the sight alone was no better than what soon followed, you watched with a plunged heart as four more stringy vessels whirled their way past teeth and shot out of your father’s mouth, making him shudder and croak.
And then, without warning, the five harrowing organisms zipped back inside of him, sounds of visceral horror was heard from his insides, crackling, gushing, popping, and then squelching—your father tensing and whining throughout the way as he was consumed from the inside and obliterated.
And then he fell over with a heavy and bedraggled thump against the old wood floor.
Silence.
Until the man, undoubtedly suspect to the harm that had fallen upon your father, took a curious step forward, his shoes churning under the wood as he then squatted over the body, fingers bridging across his bent lap.
“Ashame.” You could hear in feign pity, as if a body of cattle had performed terribly in lactation, destined to be slaughtered for its meat and organs.
You still wondered to this day if that’s what he saw you as, if that’s what he saw all of you as.
Cattle.
To be gambled on, to be tampered with, to be taken advantage of…
Just to turn out as a bunch of failed experiments.
Yes…
Experiments.
Creak!
Your right foot had, at some point, weighed itself down against the floor, purchasing weight that bent down on the flimsy floorboards and made them let out a faint weep.
You snuffed in a breath, looking down at your foot before lifting it back up as if to undo whatever damage that had been done, before looking back up into the room ahead of you.
Only to be met with a stained button-down tunic, first two buttons having been slovenly popped loose, making the wearer more disheveled than you had thought.
You looked up, staring back at a pair of glowing red fireflies.
A glinting toothy leer spread wide across the canvas below.
Free Ornamentation II. This work is dedicated to the public domain.
𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎’𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙷𝚞𝚜𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍…
「 ✦ Yandere Leon Kennedy x Reader ✦ 」
Ongoing story —> Here
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When your husband returned from his business trip, you were nothing less than ecstatic, nothing could’ve made you more happy than to watch him walk through the front door with that pearly, almost picture perfect smile of his, watch him adjust his blonde hair out from his face, and then almost be too quick to embrace you with as much passion to compensate for the two months he had been gone.
Sometimes, he’d hug you, kiss you along the curve of your cheek and ask you how everything had been while he was away.
And, sometimes he’d kiss you and it’d blossom into heated fits of affection, smoldering your jaw, trailing down the curve of your neck where he’d often undress you right there and make love to you in the doorway, not seeming to ever wait. He was always quite impatient anyways, the bedroom being an afterthought more or less.
But, this time was different.
He didn’t even look at you, not so much as even sparing a glance in your general direction as he shut the door behind himself and disappeared into the rest of the house, leaving what little luggage he had packed with him alongside the coat hanger next to the door.
You were so shocked that you were only able to stare at the hardwood flooring where he had stood, little pebbles of dirt being left in remainance of his dirty boots. The damp dish towel that you had been holding managed to be squeezed against your midriff while a clock from the other room was heard ticking away by each minute amongst the absent silence that shouldn’t even have lingered by that time.
The towel was discarded along the counter and you were quick to follow, only did you find him, not in your bedroom, hoping that maybe he was so tired and worn down that he was delirious enough to not pay you no mind. But, instead the bed was empty and his study was shut and latched.
He never had acted this way towards you even when he was upset with you, which only begged various questions.
You were way too quick to assume that you had done something wrong. Maybe you didn’t communicate with him enough through the phone? Though, whenever you backtracked through your messages with him, you couldn’t pinpoint anything that could’ve been wrong on your end, messages that could’ve been too dry or spaces where a certain message should’ve been—but no, you were perfect: an ideal partner. Not too clingy but not too distant either.
The two of you even called up until the last night of his business trip.
So what did you do wrong?
What happened?
“Leon?” You muttered, vocals bending under pressure as your nails trailed along the curve of the door knob, tempted to twist it open, though trying to keep yourself grounded as much as necessary.
You wanted to be understanding. You knew his job required physical labor and a lot of it, though you never quite learned what he did for a living. Even when the two of you were dating. It wasn’t like it came up in conversations, though you did question it a few times though never properly getting a specific answer.
From the small amount of details and half-muttered hints, you wanted to guess something along the lines of law enforcement, but way more rigorous and “hush hush”.
Though, despite that, you loved him and he showed every ounce of indication that he loved you all the same, if not then more. So, why did you feel the need to question what he did for a living? It wasn’t ideal, but it wasn’t something you would argue for either.
But, now—suddenly, you wanted to know every single detail and description of his occupation until you knew his job just as much as he did.
You didn’t like being ignored, especially by your own husband, and it could’ve driven you near insanity if it continued.
“Leon.” You pressed through furrowed lips, tone a bit more tense than before.
Still no answer.
You looked to the side and huffed something unintelligible through tremoring lips before softly drumming your nails along the wooden paneling of the door.
Maybe he needed …space?
You began to chew on your thumb nail, feeling it snap and pop in between your two front teeth.
You didn’t want to. You really didn't, but maybe if you walked away, then later he’d come out and he’d talk to you and apologize for the way he had been acting—give you some stupid excuse that you’d eat up.
Then, everything would be normal.
Right?
Either way, you turned and retreated back to the trenches of your kitchen, delving your arms into lukewarm water.
You were nonethwiser and quite oblivious to the dark lesions that branched out along the edges of his face and peaking out from his shirt’s sleeves.
You were nonethwiser to him panting on the other side of his study’s door, at his desk—where he grabbed a fistful of his hair and clamped down on his teeth, suppressing urges that he wasn’t entirely sure he would ever be capable of having.
Blue piercing eyes heatedly glaring at the small framed photo of you perched beside his computer, your adorable smile that he always adored seemed almost taunting then.
God, if only you knew…
𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚅𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚘𝚗 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
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—> Wattpad
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He wasn't entirely sure when it happened, when this fixation was planted in the varied depths of his brain, like a seed. Yet to grow and uproot into something unmistakable.
He guessed that something had flicked crossways inside of him upon first glance. All without him even realizing it. His raw eyes unable to properly do your appearance any glory as he stared through specs and lenses that tapered the upper portion of his face, giving him a well enough image of what his new hire looked like and he was fascinated at but to a minuscule degree.
You were quiet and spared little words. Sometimes only answering with small smiles when colleagues spoke to you. It almost made him think you were mute.
For a small and inconspicuous amount of time, he chose not to really concern himself with you, just as he should. You were a nurse aid and had a lot of stuff to do, and he had other issues to take care of on his own behalf, other affairs that had nothing to do with you.
Yet, every time he was alone, your face popped into his mind as if he had snapped a picture by the flick of his lids when meeting you and it was forever engraved into the lining of his skull.
When he woke up in the mornings: you were there,
When he went to work: you were there,
When he was getting ready to go to sleep...you were fucking there.
He couldn't even sleep on his own accord without dreaming about you in flashes and spits of imagery. Imagery that painted you in sweet unmistakable ways, entertaining what could've awaited under those clothes of yours.
It wasn't like he hadn't seen a woman before, god knew better, and so did he. He'd seen many in his lifetime: Beautiful, Ugly, objectively attractive, Average, and then you.
Oh, God. You.
And, it wasn't like you were special either, but there was just something about you. Something he simply couldn't place his finger over no matter how hard he looked.
You were delicate in everything you did, and so very delicate yourself. Like fine china maybe; edges worn and chipped in places no one would think possible, deemed to crumble into countless of pieces under a single touch.
Yet, for some odd reason, it drove him along the heated urge of wanting to break you anyways. Ruin you beyond repair and make damn well sure you couldn't be fixed, unless it was him deciding to pick up after himself; and only him.
He found himself coming up with new tasks and little errands to run around the care center to complete, only were they an excuse to pass you in corridors, follow you around without your own knowledge, or more or less just to get one more glimpse of you despite him already having every single angle of your face imprinted in his mind; thirsty for more.
Soon enough, typical nights when he allegedly stayed for hours into the night in order to "Catch up on a few things", he was actually in his office — fervently stroking himself under his desk, eyes fluttering and head anchored back, having no shame to bring out your personnel file out from the filing cabinet, where a picture of your face was spared to be paper clipped along stapled down paperwork regarding almost everything about you, making it more and more easier to imagine certain pinches of your face being bent in crude ways that parted your lips open and your brows sewn together, sweat matting your hair to your pretty face, his name riding your tongue to no end.
It was easier getting off all the more under the knowledge that the root of this disgusting behavior was on the other end of the building— obliviously changing out fluid bags, administering analgesics, providing a warm change in blanketing, or just simply making your rounds throughout the patient wing. Being as hardworking as you naturally promised to be.
A small tugging voice wedged deep within his brain entertained the possibility that you knew what you were doing to him, making him act unlike himself and making his life harder. Doing it all while just being there, looking almost too cute in your sweater cardigan, button-down blouse, and starched-primed cotton skirt that fell off your frame in ways that spared more to the imagination than he could withstand.
And you Initiated it all the more with averted stares and a mortified expression ghosting your features whenever you saw him.
You stayed reserved only to him but not minding to spare a few words to others—as if he were below you, as if he wasn't deserving enough to be spoken to. As if he were nothing but a few particles of rubble below your feeble feet. Ignoring him almost, as if he never existed, like he wasn't the one that hired you in the first place and gave you a source of income.
How ungrateful of you, you brat.
Who in the hell did you think you were?
A goddamn tease, maybe?
He knew he wasn't necessarily fitting along the eyes and he knew that could’ve been why you fell hesitant upon seeing him—but it never mattered. He didn't really care either way, the throbbing in his pants definitely didn't, and the way you looked at others and simply smiled even if it was forced didn't help his situation any less.
It made him angry at times. It really made those extra hours past 6 almost challenging to not get up from his office desk and ground his way to your designated floor, push you into a nearby utility closet and have his way with you for hours until he felt satisfied with himself.
And he really would have, ditching his morality all together. But, he knew there were all too many drawbacks that could go wrong in doing so. He could get caught as the walls were so thin that even breathing was audible within three rooms over.
The rumors and constant whispers of gossip being relayed back and forth across the entire health center would never cease to end.
And, the annoying possibility of getting his license taken would undoubtedly be leveled over his head if the department of health got a little too curious.
There were just too many negatives that would never make a positive.
He would never win at this stupid game you were playing.
Peeling back a thin fabric of curtains alongside his office’s window that viewed down into the courtyard, he almost found you without any effort, along the few other patients that resided outside, as if his gaze was deemed to find you like a magnet.
You were seated along one of the benches next to a patient, being handed a small yellow flower that had been plucked up along the courtyard’s isolated patch of grass. Your fingers tenderly knead at its buttery petals, staring at it as if engrossed, saying a few words towards the child you were supervising that visually left your lips in a delicate way.
But then you paused, eyes jotting up from the small flower, and as if sensing his cutting glare, you slowly angled you head up and craned it in his direction, feeling your eyes beaming onto him like some heated spotlight, a sensation kin to being sat a flame rustled in his chest, almost making him shift with discomfort.
His fingers managed to coil tightly around the linen fabric of the curtain, nails splitting into the fabric.
It wouldn’t hurt to try and win your stupid little game, though.
You’d do well in keeping quiet, anyhow.
𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝙿𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝
(Part two)
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Victor Gideon x Fem!Reader
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Your eyes were sealed onto the door to your room. The latch that had been fastened behind him remained on the point of your attention. Being a fool to think that if you hoped hard enough it would simply unscrew itself, unlatching the door and no longer trapping you in this room with him.
But, it wasn't like it mattered, anyways. You couldn't just get up and run past him.
Your stupid legs didn't work.
And even if they did, you were sure he would've stopped you from leaving effortlessly, either way. He was a huge man, with large strides and a vise grip. You stood no chance with him
Something close to a squeak and a grunt was barely produced from the base of your throat and managed to fight its way past your lips, trying to formulate a word or two at least, but it proved rather hard as your jaw stayed held open and fear paralyzed what was left of your body.
Your fingers curled around the book that you had been reading minutes ago before he had come in. Splayed open and face up in your lap. You forgot what it was about or what its title even was, you just knew that the edges of its pages were ravaged by your finger's tips and nails as they chewed and ate away at the book in a fidgeting fit.
The floor could've whined under his weight as he purchased a step and then another, being seen tilting his head to the side by a few inches,almost as if getting a better angle of you and your bewildered expression that glossed your features. The briefest and nastiest assumption that your uneasiness aroused him brewed along the inner lining of your brain and stuck like gum.
"I'm sorry for the lack in company, hospital staff have had their hands busy for most of the day." He told you in this sickly considerate tone that he always used when speaking to you, as if he were holding back a feeling or an urge while he angled his head down at his shoes that readjusted and shifted continuously under his weight.
"H. How come?" You wanted to curse yourself for even allowing yourself to stutter your words, but you really didn't want to be alone with him, not there, not outside, nowhere, never.
You could hear him humming at the question, taking his left hand to his right sleeve and adjusting the folds around the ends of his rather disheveled coat, folding them up around an inch or so.
"Too many patient admissions, I'm afraid." He explained under the precipice of a haunting mutter.
You nodded at that, at least he had a solid explanation to why he was there. But not an explanation that would ever explain why he had locked the door behind him. That alone made something in the pit of your gut knot and then twisted painfully.
"I'll be doing your vitals today." He had briefed, left hand noticeably burrowed into his coat pocket while taking another step closer, though in doing so was cutting in merely a foot between you and him overall, and it made a grimace of discomfort crease your face, corners of your lips twitching downwards as you managed to compress your back firmly against the soft back siding of your chair.
"Will you be okay with that?" He asked, perhaps taking note of your uneasy behavior, though he never seemed to heed such behavior before.
Of course, you wanted to say no and urge that he bring one of the nurses to check you, touch you, prod you, use you as a pin-cushion, anything but have him do it all the same. But, you knew he would have none of that. He was your doctor, after all, and he knew what was best.
Your eyes dodged away from him, fingers curling against the book before nodding. Knowing in the pit of your gut that you were making a terrible mistake while doing so.
You glanced at him to see a leer slowly spread across his rotten face, similar to the impression of a knife against butter. Showing teeth, and a lot of it.
You snapped your eyes back to the side, shifting nervously in your sitting.
"Nothing to be afraid of. It's something you've done time and time again." He reminded, hearing him take another step and he was right in front of you, his mid-shins inches from the tips of your anchored feet that rested on the stirrups of your chair.
You didn't care about 20 gauge IV needles that would pierce the inward bend of your elbow.
It was him that you feared.
It was always him.
He just didn't see it, or he refused to overall.
"Y...yeah, right."
"Good, may I have your arm, sweetheart?"
You shuddered, recoiling briefly and even grimacing for a short period of time. He always had a nasty habit of calling you these absurd little nicknames. Refusing to stir away from it, almost as if you were his lover.
But you weren't.
You'd much rather make love to a wall.
You didn't say anything as you lifted your arm up, tilted upwards, showing cobalt veins.
"That-a-girl..." he muttered breathlessly, hands shifting past your wrist, calloused fingers feathering up your forearm and sneaking past your elbow where his hand then coiled around the joint, right along the bend.
His large hand nearly swallowed the entirety of your elbow in comparison, and it made you undoubtedly aware that he had every possible capability in his whole being to just crush your arm like some empty soda can if he so wished to do so.
"Can you make a fist for me?"
You balled your hand up, knuckles white and nails making deep crescent impressions in your palms.
"I assume you've been taking your supplements?" He queried, gently pressing the facing of his thumb to the fold of your elbow, pumping against it a few times for a ripe vein.
"Yes." You lied.
The supplements and vitamins the nurses brought you in alongside a glass of water smelt sulfurous and metallic, you simply couldn't stomach it. You tried, but since then you had blanketed it under your tongue and hid it until they left. Disposal at ready.
"Good girl," he hummed before something sharp and thin pierced your skin, you recoiled at this but soon drew calm and slowly glanced at your arm, a cord of red beginning to be sucked out from the IV and collected in the attached vial fast.
"You're doing so well..."
From there, seconds crawled and minutes dragged. You didn't care about the minor pressure being drawn out from your blood stream or how much blood was even being taken. You didn't even know why this wretched place needed your blood anyways.
You just knew that the sensation of sights boring into your being was almost impossible to ignore.
The room remained so quiet that you could hear the blood fill the glass vial in the doctor's hand, how heavy and rushed his breathing truly was, and the grave pummeling of your pulse bashing against your ribcage.
You managed to draw your gaze up at him, bottom lip daring to tremble as you stared up at the many lenses that mantled his browline then dashing over his nose, his scared lips and jaw, even down his divided throat and over his chest right before warily drawing your eyes away.
You could've sworn your ears picked up the sniffling sounds of a chortle being exhausted out from his nose in response.
And then you felt a pull from your arm as the needle was plucked out,
"I'll only need one vial today." He told you, pocketing it and quickly overlapping the former needle-placement with gauze and a cotton ball.
You nodded at that, looking up at him as he leaned back up to his brooding height and stepped away to dispose of the former items into the waste basket within the far corner of your room, giving you an opportunity to release whatever oxygen that you had held within your lungs.
Something was heard dropping into the bin and then he stood there and remained there for a few moments, moments that lingered in the pit of your gut as you studied the tethered tethered snake-printed fabric along the back of his coat and the slick and waxy curtain of hair that fell a few inches past the line of his upper shoulders that rose and fell as he breathed.
You heatedly asked yourself why he wasn't moving, why was he just standing there, and why wasn't he concluding his visit without any more of this intoxicating lunacy, where you felt like you were playing a game that tested how long you could withstand before breaking.
"You know..." he then drawed, seeing as his hands fell to his sides swiftly, hearing the material of his coat rub against itself,
"I can help you walk again."
You didn't say anything for a minute as you were merely gagged. What exactly could you have even said? His words breached a sensitive topic for you and was entertaining the promise of something impossible.
That's what the doctors and neurologists told you anyways,
"Too much nerve damage..." they had explained as if they were the ones that had their own legs wedged painfully between iron and metal for hours until actual help came.
But, you were lucky that it was just leg paralysis being the outcome of the head-on collision, all due to the recklessness of a drunk driver.
Your car was obliterated and you couldn't believe you were even alive. Even right then.
"What?" You hissed, almost as if strangled.
"I can..." he persisted, hearing him turn around and return back to you in slow, restrained strides—careful even.
Was he joking?
He never seemed to display any sort of habit in thriving off of jokes,
But if he was...
What kind of sick joke was this supposed to be?
The inability to walk had always been a sensitive topic for you, you didn't want to be reminded of it all more than you had to. The abandonment from your parents and former caregiver that had begun to look at you as if you were a burden was already too much.
"If you'd let me, of course." The pressure of his hands fell supportive against the iron rodding of the chair's armrest, his weight leaning more and more closer as if anticipating for an answer or something else.
You titled your head back, hands recoiling against the center of your midriff and picking at a stray thread of your sweater, swallowing becoming harder to do.
"If—" you wetted your dry lips,"If I let you?" You stifled out.
You barely shot your eyes into his visor's lens before snapping your head to the side, gazing at a small framed painting mounted over the wall beside your bed. It was of a cottage mounted in the background of a flowered meadow, butterflies being displayed in small blurry but obvious blue strokes. It was a picture your doctor had claimed to have found and simply gifted to you, out of complete nowhere one day, saying it reminded him of you oddly enough.
You hated it.
"If you let me." He confirmed,"But..."
You don't have to look to know his hands were moving, drifting past your shoulder for somewhere else to bolster grip, feeling the chair weigh down along the handgrips that remained behind you.
"I'd have to maybe issue some sort of compensation in doing so..."
"L—Like?"
"A favor, you could maybe say?" A disheveled piece of hair could've been felt gently being drawn out from the center of your face, tenderly hooking over the curl of your ear before dropping down your neck and remaining there, thumb stroking flesh raw and long nails nipping it albeit slightly.
A trembling inhale was purchased from your lips, tilting your head away, though your eyes managed to finally look back up at him, almost glaring though you were too afraid to even try and look angry at what he could've been insinuating.
"I've always adored you..."
You nearly wanted to curse you and your wandering brain for even roaming in that sick and twisted place of possibility. Ears growing warm.
He couldn't be wanting that from you,
Right?
You dipped your head down towards your lap, staring at the blur of words that cascaded the pages of your book, nearly forgetting it was even there,"You do?" You whispered.
"Of course, you are my favorite patient, after all..." the back of his fingers feathered a few long strands of hair off your shoulder, thick rings scraping against your flesh through your clothes.
"I...am...?" You quavered.
He hummed, watching as his head tilted before slowly curling to the side, hot breath balming the shell of your ear, sending patches of gooseflesh all throughout your body and making you shudder, your fingers beginning to rip at the pages of your book without realizing.
"Am I your favorite doctor... Y/n?"
At this point, you were boxed in, no other means of prying yourself out from in between the nylon backrest and the large body in front of you, the ripping and tearing of paper being the only thing heard as you stayed quiet.
You pull your lower lip all the way in between your teeth, and maybe, if you tried, you could gobble your whole entire self that way and pummel out of existence.
"Y/n..." he persisted in a mere hiss, making your eardrum twitch and your fingers twisting harder against cream colored pages, shredding them.
"I asked you a question."
Your breathing came to unravel shaky spurts through your nostrils, barely able to push out a mere,"You are—" In response, and it nearly felt as if those words alone took everything out of you.
A second or two drawn out after those two words left your lips, and you thought for maybe a second that you had made him upset , but then he sniffled a sound of amusement through his nose, shoulders and upper body puffing in and out as he laughed, nonethewiser to how you squeezed your eyes shut and trembled below him.
And then you felt him draw closer to your ear, hearing the iron bars of your chair give and churn under his vise grip, "Kiss me." He whispered.
Your body ran cold, every possible drain of blood that pulsed through your body stopped in their respective stream, maybe even solidifying with how cold you felt.
Your jaw was then wedged between the bedding of his thumb and the rest of his fingers, pinching almost, but not hurting you before your head was slowly pulled around in his direction, shuddering in his hand before looking up at him, at his face, at his mouth that seemed to twitch at both ends and how his hot breath shakily fumed along your face.
"I—I'm sorry?"
"I'll be soft with you..."He assured, angling his head to the side by a few inches as he leaned closer,"So very soft..."
He inched closer, slowly—waiting for your response to say or do anything at all. But, you only left your lips parted and face stuck in a look of utter shock.
You didn't even have to answer. Maybe he fell impatient, maybe he didn't care what kind of answer you gave him, either way his scarred mouth met yours heatedly amongst your own discrepancy and intoxicated you with his scent, hearing how his breath began to fasten with utter arousal, balming your cheeks.
His chest weaved in and out against your own before eventually parting from you and leaving you mortified by the thread of saliva that connected your lips to his leering ones.
A held back breath slurred past his lips,
And then, without further hesitation, his hand removed itself from your face before retreating down past his waistline to your pivoting horror, the mere jangling of his belt buckle being fast to fall upon your strained ears as he shakily undone them,
"I promise..."
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𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝙿𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝
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Victor Gideon x Fem Reader
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—> Wattpad
—> Ao3
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You were sick. That’s what everyone told you, anyways.
Though, you never felt unwell or were in any sort of discomfort. In fact, you felt past the average on scale, and proceeded to show no prior or following signs that something was wrong or well—out of the ordinary. Though, your persistence that everything was alright and that you’ve never felt healthier was easily dismissed or taken with reservation once they saw you were bound to a wheelchair as a result of a vehicle accident a few years prior.
Your caregiver had sent you off to a care center a few hours out of town. Explaining to you that it was for your own benefit and not hers, but you knew better as she was beginning to lose patience from your parents’ dwindle in money, the only people who paid her frequently to take care of you while they were gone, and they were gone often, Ironically enough.
Rhode’s Hill Chronic Care Center was cold and sterile to a nauseating degree. It stunk of antiseptics, latex, and underlying smells of human waste. The sounds of constant beeping of monitors and machines that you didn’t even know existed were always heard no matter where you were. Nurses and staff were always too nice and always asked how you were feeling. They always came into your room at the most unnecessary of times within the day to check your vitals and make sure everything was still functioning properly. Whether it be in the later hours of the night when you were actually getting a decent amount of sleep, early in the mornings, after lunch,and before dinner.
And then, there was your doctor.
He asked that you call him Dr. Gideon.
However, It didn't take a fool to note that Dr. Gideon was an odd sort. Whether it be the rather oddity of an appearance he acquired or how he talked to you—how he always talked to you.
You remember when you were first introduced to him, you couldn’t help but find yourself intimated and even disoriented by his overwhelming height, looking like a giant compared to the rest of the nurses that had stood alongside him. You couldn’t see his eyes for the large metal visor that shaded over where they would’ve been, where multiple lenses and nodules seemed to jut out from, imaginably counting well enough for eyesight as you could feel his heated gaze on you immediately following.
He had the skin of a corpse, pale with multiple grafts of scar tissue lined along his face, even a large scar fractioned in the center of his bottom lip, down the core of his chin and divided what part of his chest was exposed. You thought that maybe he had fallen victim to some sort of accident but you still couldn’t have helped how spurts of chills had managed to hike up the trail of your spine as you looked back at him, watching as he smiled at you, exposing his uneven and unkept teeth.
He scared you a little bit, and you had a feeling he knew that.
That’s why you made sure when you came down with the common cold or a mere fit of congestion, you flared your clogged nostrils, breathed with your whole chest and played it well off as if you weren’t even sick at all, which you weren’t in the first place.
Because, when something was wrong, or the nurse was even so slightly concerned, when you needed to be examined—he was there. Almost as if waiting to have an excuse to come into your room and make himself useful to you.
But you didn’t want it, you didn’t want any of this.
You didn’t want to be poked and prodded like some sort of testee, being undressed so he could press a stethoscope against your left breast while hungrily eying the other. His hands sultry but rough against your skin, taking as many chances as he could get to knead, touch, and caress your flesh as if it were dough,
It was mortifying...
However, One day, there were no nurses, no staff, no inquiries about your wellbeing and no vital checks. It was odd, and at first you had assumed you had woken up so early that the nurses hadn't even thought about coming across your door then.
But, an hour passed, and then two, and then three.
No one.
You could still hear the clicking of blunt heels against the hard and cold tile floor from outside, the grating sound of beeping machines, the humming of distant exchanges back and forth, wherever that would’ve been.
But no nurses.
No visitors …
But then, you thought too soon, and the mere sound of a door opening sent your head spinning to who had come in.
Not a nurse ready to apologize profusely about “forgetting” you despite your personal preference to what actually stood in the doorway.
It was Dr. Gideon.
He nearly had to lean over and tilt his head slightly in order to pass through the door as a whole. But, once he got through and purchased a few steps in he looked at you and smiled that same smile that wavered you uneasy.
The horror you felt was wordless when you saw his hand draw up to your door’s lock, large fingers pinching around it and twisting it with a gutted latch, making you shudder.
“Hello, dearest.”
…
—> Part Two
no mondays in the cambrian era
diva down
𖥔 ݁ ˖ Yandere! Michael Afton x Reader .𖥔 ݁
When you woke up, the smell of iron and steel wafted your senses. Your head was so dizzy and afflicted by vertigo, you couldn’t tell where you were and briefly who you even were.
It was like the weight of the world was shackled to your limbs, unable to move them at all. Your wrist and ankles stinging and you couldn’t even find the strength to lift your head up by a few inches before letting it crash back against the metal surface that you laid on, the throbbing pain of some sort of headache being felt blossoming from the back of it. There something warm and sticky caked your hair to your scalp.
“Looks like someone’s waking up.” You could hear a man’s voice call out, though you weren’t sure where it was coming from, you were surprised you could even register what was even being said as the overwhelming ringing that swelled your ears took up the majority of your hearing.
You winced slightly, the room blinded with light that made it hard to stare on without mashing your lids together, eyes throbbing mercilessly and swelling with moisture that drew from the corners of your eyes and down your temples.
The sound of footfalls against ceramic tile was heard, though you weren’t sure it was coming from, allowing for your eyes to heatedly dance around your surroundings. Though, where you laid, you were limited with what you could even see.
And then a silhouette stepped into view. But, between the brutality of the light and whatever head trauma you had endured, you couldn’t quite see anything past what slender and tall build the man had.
“I was starting to worry that I was too rough with you.” He was heard stifling a soft snicker through his words.
You swallowed, feeling like sand paper against ragged rocks as you did, wincing and letting something close to a pained whimper escape through your nose.
You couldn’t even remember where you were before you woke up, or what you were even doing. Your memory felt so bleary you could only find tid-bits and pieces of what had gotten you in this situation, but not enough to create a soluble image, almost like a puzzle of sorts.
“I know, it hurts. I apologize profusely.”
Your lips parted, trying to find the courage to press your vocals enough to manufacture verbs, nouns, and adjectives, sentences expressing your concern and how much in pain you were in.
“You did put up quite the fight, I must say.” You could hear him think for a moment,”Almost getting away at one point, really.”
“But, I like you.”
Your tongue drew out past your lips and slid across your split bottom lip, collecting an iron taste as you attempted to wet your mouth.
“Where—“ your voice cracked, cracking so painfully that you couldn’t help but to sputter into a fit of dry coughs,
”Where am I??”
You were hoarse as your throat burnt under each syllable, no doubt were you dehydrated, unsure of how long you had gone without a drop of water.
A pause swelled the air, silence soon followed where you could hear your heart ram itself within your ribcage, visibly budding out of your chest if you paid close attention.
You could barely hear something outside of the room shrill, it was mechanical and quite frankly sounded terrifying and painful. You never heard anything like it, and you didn’t want to find out what it was.
“Why would I tell you? You’d simply run away again and it’d just be another unnecessary game of Cat and mouse.”
Your face tensed.
“…And I’m really getting tired of playing that game, Y/n.” You could feel the pressure of a hand being positioned right next to your head, a few inches from the shell of your ear.
“How do you know my na—“ you squinted, seeing the shadow of his head take up the majority of your vision, being able to draw small yet subtle features out from his face, like a toothy grin, the bend of his nose and the curve of his left cheek bone, the rest couldn’t help but be blotched out by dark circles blooming in your vision.
“Silly, I know everything about you.” He announced, feeling calloused fingertips brush against the helix of your ear while in the process of brushing away a few stringy strands of hair.
“[Your birthday]…” his thumb traced down the side of your face,
“[Your Zodiac sign]” fingers traced sling the curve of your throat,
“And…” You imagined him looking away as if embarrassed, but you knew better,”Your menstrual cycle.”
You choked back, a combination of yelps and muffled whines escaping you, trying at your restraints around your ankles and wrists as they were heard churning and raking against the table you laid on. The leather cuffs showing no signs of ever budging.
A wave of bile was felt welling up at the pit of your throat, a mere gag ripping past your lips before attempting to whip your head from side to side.
You were going to be sick.
And then your jaw was clutched between a firm thumb and four fingers, compressing the fat of your face to the center and swelling your lips outward.
“I know, I know…” he let out a laugh,”I’m a weirdo. Stalker, pervert, what have you—“
“But, you’re going to love me.”
“You know that??” He asks heatedly.
You shook your head with utter refusal, choking on saliva, his digits digging into your jaw and undeniably was going to leave bruises if he dug into your face any further.
Within the corner of your eye, you could watch as he grabbed something and lifted it over the lamp in front of you. Something close to a mechanical chip with two sharp prongs that stuck out on both ends of the device. Almost like some kind of mechanical plug.
The mere nudge of his center digit triggered a red light on the top of it, where the prongs separated into multiple spindly pieces that spun dangerously in intervals.
“Even if it takes a few trials and errors to do so.”
𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝙸𝚝.
.𖥔 ݁ ˖🕷.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ✩₊˚.⋆⁺₊✧ 𖥔.
Summary ⟢ After suffering amnesia from a severe accident, you wake up to find yourself in an unfamiliar house with an unfamiliar man, a man that acquaints himself to be your husband.
But, is he truly who he says he is?
𖥔 ݁ ˖ ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝔽𝕠𝕦𝕣 .𖥔 ݁ ˖
Tick…
Tock—
Tick…
Tock—
Tick…
Tock—
The constant ticking of the wall clock in front of you sounded ruthlessly, every time it’s minute hand would clack against every toggle of a second it felt as if needles were being inched deeper into your ear drums.
But you just couldn’t help but stand there and stare at the painted sage green wall in front of you. Staring at every single texture and possible imperfection that had been made within the wall’s surface within manufacturing.
You were searching for that same pulse that had flung you back from the wall as if it were it’s own organism or living thing by demand, the former search of the spider no longer any of your concern.
Maybe it was all in your head?
You looked down, an uneasy look cascading over your features.
No, it couldn’t have…
You couldn’t have just imagined all of that.
A pulse within the wall as if the house had a heart, and then a force that sent you nearly tumbling to the floor…
It didn’t seem right.
At all.
Ding—Dong!—
A panicked cry ripped from your lips, the loud and sudden sound of the front door’s doorbell being set off.
You were so startled you nearly jumped out of your skin, feeling your face flush and your body sizzling.
The frying pan you had taken to the current room you were in was almost immediately taken in your grip, holding in a defensive manner as you peaked out from the doorway, stared down the stretch of quiet corridor and at the front door, it’s stained glass sending a collection of colors along the old floorboards under the sun’s influence from outside.
However, through it all, you could make out the tainted and blurred image of orange hair that laid messily along the shoulders of a girl that stood on the front porch.
Your brows stitched together.
You couldn’t see her face thanks to the stained glass art depicting a red rose within the center, blocking out any further features of identification.
“Who’s there??” You asked. Trying to sound as bold and potentially irritable as possible, but under strain your voice tended to be weak and crack awkwardly, and that’s exactly what it did.
You still held the handle of the pan within both hands, inching closer to the door, passing multiple rooms and hearing the floor creak under your weight.
“This…This isn’t really funny.” You whispered, briefly entertaining the idea that it was a group of children playing around and reeking havoc as young neighborhood children tend to do.
You came to a stop at a certain point, only reaching a few inches from the door, and watching as the blurred girl along the other side ducked down and out of sight before popping back up, making you slightly recoil back before watching her twirl around and flee the front door. Heavy boots being heard pounding brutally against the porch and down the front steps.
You stood there for a minute, just staring at the door, until your arms managed to drop to your sides, accidentally dropping the pan to the floor and hearing it clatter brutally next to your feet.
But you weren’t necessarily concerned by the noise or the shape of the cooking utensil as you quickly raced to the door, hurriedly twisting and unhooking the deadbolt and then jerking the door open with so much volition that you nearly pulled it off it’s own hinges.
And then there was nothing.
Your head whipped from side to side.
Up the street, down the street.
Nothing.
You even stared hard at the playground and beyond from across the street, staring past those harrowing trees and bushels of greenery, never to see a single pitch of movement or a fleeting glimpse of orange.
It was odd.
All of it was.
How did they manage to disappear out of sight so fast?
You let out a sigh, before backing up and into the house, readying yourself to pull the door back to it’s frame until your eyes caught something resting at your feet.
You paused, looking at it and then your brows lifted with perplexity.
Resting on the doormat was a rolled up parchment of paper.
You cautiously looked around again, maybe hoping you could find whoever was responsible for leaving it there before bending over, plucking it up and hastily retreating back into the house with a narrow eye.
…
A map.
It was a map.
Though poorly depicted, you could still point out particular spots and locations interpreted through chunky strokes of a crayon etched along the article of paper.
You could see the substandard shape of the home you were currently living in, two parallel lines that represented the street, uneven triangles and shapes to represent the playground across the road, and a patch of poorly illustrated trees to represent the woods past the playground. A large and dotted line trailing from the home, across the street, past the playground, through the woods, and past that was…
You tilted your head, staring past the patch of trees, to see other landmarks labeled such as a stream, a fallen tree, an upward incline and then a drawn out barricade labeled “The docks” with a big fat ‘X’ crossed over it all. The dotted trail ending then.
You stared at the paper for a while, unsure how long exactly. Unsure how to take the entire thing as a whole.
And then, through the thin paper you could see words scrawled out along the back of it where you flipped it around and stared at it.
In pencil read, “You may not know who I am, but I need your help. Follow the map and find me at the red X.”
A breath, that you had no idea you had been holding, fumed from your nose. Chest caving.
Who made this?
And why give it to you?
Following questions began to well through your brain, pulsing through your head so fast that you just couldn’t keep up, concern writhing in your chest so much that it begun to swell into something close to anxiety, making the urge to gnaw on your nails hard to ignore.
But, instead, you rolled the piece of paper up, tossed it into your bedside drawer, and returned back down to the kitchen where you dabbled around with ingredients and food you already had within the refrigerator and the pantry.
After all, you had grown quite hungry after all the unnamed events that had occurred.
…
You weren’t a master chef when it came to cooking, nor were you terrible. You were just sufficient enough for it to not make you or anyone sick to their stomach.
You couldn’t remember how you came about with how
to cook, you just knew that you needed to or you would have possibly starved within your youth to adolescence. Assumedly, the grown-ups in charge didn’t prioritize whether you had eaten or not but, you couldn’t say for sure.
Then, the combinative sound of an engine’s hum and the whining of tires against asphalt was heard from outside.
You nervously looked away from the pot you had boiling over the stove and to the clock that hung along the far wall, next to the kitchen’s window that overlooked the front lawn.
4:07.
You swallowed, feeling your saliva go down your throat with difficulty.
Your eyes panned to the window, seeing the exact teal and white Oldsmobile car that had pulled out from the driveway that morning had returned, cruising into it’s former place, hearing the humming abruptly stop as it was shut off and then a lean blonde man that you had no issue identifying had leaned out from the car, peering around the opened car door before getting to his feet.
You snapped your head back around, unsure if you were afraid or nervous.
Nervous in the sense, as if it were something similar to how you would feel towards some kind of high school crush that you were fated to see in between classes by a glance.
Or afraid in the sense of the fact that you didn’t quite know him yet. He was still quite the stranger and despite the little bits and pieces of memories of the man that deep into your mind, you still felt this restriction to not full-heartedly trust him. Fall into his arms and embrace him like he seemed to expect.
You peeled a dry patch of skin from your bottom lip, fidgeting with the large wooden spoon that you’d spin and whisky along the contents of the pot.
A few seconds delayed before the sound of the door unlatching from the outside with a key was heard and then shutting firmly behind right as you’d flinch under the sudden sound.
You waited for god only knew how long before the sound of floorboards creaking under the thick slab of oxford soles were heard, right outside the kitchen.
You only stood there, acting oblivious. Still whisking the spoon along the inside of the pot with the present sensation of eyes drilling into the back of your head.
You could hear footfalls softly trail into the room, stopping by the small table to lay something heavy down, perhaps a briefcase or something before continuing deeper into the room, inching closer and closer to your person until it felt almost suffocating and his presence was right behind you.
You wanted to break silence, turn around smile at him as if you missed him, play into this role of a wife until you reclaimed all your memories to the point that being a wife to this man was almost natural for you.
Arms then were felt slithering around your torso, looking down to see his hands collect at your front midriff where the tip of his thumbs would affectionately rub the fabric of your gown, feeling it against your skin, frictioning it pink.
You swallowed again, staring at the steam that whirled up from the pot and dissipated into the air above you.
“Evening.” You whispered, almost breathless.
“Evening.” He replied back, hearing that same leer through his words.
You could feel as the angle of his jaw then rested softly against the corner of your shoulder, where you could feel hot breath balm against your neck, sending the entirety of your body into a fit of gooseflesh.
“What’re you making?” His words hissed against your earlobe.
You paused. It was a simple question, but you couldn’t find your words. It really was distracting when you were being held in the way you were, his lips an inch from your neck and the curl of your ear, while his breath coated your skin.
It was almost as if he were doing it on purpose.
Just like how hard he was staring at your mouth that morning, his thoughts undoubtedly entertaining the choice of kissing you before he left for work.
You sucked on your two front teeth.
Part of you knew that he knew that you wouldn’t have really done anything to push him away either.
“Vegetable soup.” You replied, turning your head to the side to look at him, almost immediately staring into his pale eyes that began to pinch upwards under the pressure of a smile, feeling his chest cave against your back.
“Smells delicious. By any chance, do you think you’ll have enough left over for me?”
You looked back down at the pot, chopped pieces of carrots and tomatoes swimming around in seasoned broth.
“Yeah, should have enough.” You replied,
Vegetable soup was what you had to work with. You were sure you could’ve come up with something else entirely, but in the moment, as you were looking at all the vegetables, spices, and other ingredients laid out along the counter, you just opted to fix a pot full of soup. Seemed easier in the moment than anything else.
“Thank you, Sweetheart.” A pair of lips were felt against the side of your face, right at the mere curve of your cheek where a dimple line would’ve been.
Your face creased with an unsettled grimace right before ducking back and leaning away from him, fingers coiled around the handle of the spoon with so much force it could’ve splintered.
“Oh, Too soon?” He whispered.
You didn’t answer, looking away with hot ears and iron shut eyes.
“I apologize, I must’ve gotten too carried away…” he trailed off into a quiet laugh, fingers fidgeting with the fabric around your waist again before all together pulling away, giving you a moment to breathe.
“Is there anything you need help with?”
“I don’t think so.”
“Okay”—he paused—“Well, I’ll go help set the table then.” He said, turning, though pausing for but a second before leaving the room and headed towards the dining room.
When he left, you couldn’t help but to huff in an odd sense of amusement at the man’s overwhelming attentiveness.