hey heraa, i would REALLYYY appreciate if you helped me out on this one question that has been killing me rn (it’s in bold on the bottom just incase u want to skip the tangent)
honestly, if i succeed in fulfilling myself that you replied, it'll raise my faith a little bit when/if I see that you replied.
I've been on this journey for the longest time I'm talking divineangelbee, planet, cine, bibi, dreamgrlsworld, daphne, the void obsession, the alpha waves, the mindless or just feeling while affirming, the self and void concept challenges for 2 weeks, and now applying states after edward art and neville and having things click with aphroditeapprentice and blushydior etc ; applying for months. But guess what idk what is happening and what's holding me back!
i know that if i was in the state, I obviously wouldn't be sending this message but since it doesn't matter what I do in the 3D and my human self wants to ask for help, I will ask for guidance.
I've even fulfilling myself, returning to the wish fulfilled whenever I think of my desire, I prioritize the inner man over getting physical results but you know, if someone was doing it right, it would reflected by now right? of course it would because it's the law.
I don't why it hasn't done so yet and l'm slowly and at the same time very quickly losing my faith because it's been like what, 2/3 years since I found out about the law from tumblr? I KNOW I'm meant to be living my dream life in a little cottage in Europe or big mansion in LA, I KNOW I was meant to succeed and live a life of my dreams because I deal with hard things in my life, I AM! MEANT TO SUCCEED. but what am I doing wrong if it's been months of fulfilling myself that it should've been my dominant state already? I feel good and every time I doubt, I know and tell myself that I ALREADY experience my desire in imagination and it HAS to reflect?
thank you, if you answer this I really would appreciate it :)
I'm going to try my best to answer this without further confusing you so sit tight and in the case that I do bring forward any confusion, do let me know.
In a nutshell, the point of manifesting (or moreso the purpose of life itself) is to appease hunger. That is, to free yourself from the feeling of desire (wanting something) by giving it to yourself whether it's money, the mansion, the dream life, appearance, I could go on and on because whatever you want to acquire is possible of being acquired (because imagination is limitless). If you know the law, you know imagination creates reality so imagination will always be your workshop and that is essentially how you change self (I AM).
Imagination isn't separate from reality because imagination is reality itself. Man's greatest downfall has been to separate the two as completely independent when that could not be further from the truth. When you turn to imagination and you use it to think about what it would feel like to have the face card and the mansion and the dream life, you are present in that moment to the point where it feels like a real experience. If you allow yourself to bask in the feeling of the wish fulfilled, it's as real of an experience as you reading this very post. Neville has previously discussed procuring the wish fulfilled in a way as if you are traveling through time to the end and witnessing the outcome firsthand, then you make your way back to the present and trust that it will unfold as you experienced. It's like when you watch a film you've previously watched and you already know what the ending is, you don't stop to think what could happen, you already know what will because you saw it yourself.
If time is a relevant concern for you and you're looking around to see if it's there, I'm afraid to say you haven't fully yielded to it. You simply thought of it and not from it. If you experienced it and knew that it was done, you would be appeased from hunger and you wouldn't desire it anymore. How could you want something you already have? Time is an obstacle that is standing in between you and the state of consciousness that asserts you as being someone who has the desire in question already in their possession. When you nail yourself to that state and I mean you fully yield yourself to it to the point where you don't feel separate from it anymore, the feeling of desire will vanish. You don't care about time, you don't care about the senses, nothing moves you. Why would it if you know it's yours? (Hint: this is the Sabbath)
I constantly receive so, so many "I did all of this, why hasn't it happened?" questions and I believe you when you say you really gave it your entire heart, but you should sit and ask yourself genuinely if you actually focused more on the thing itself versus quenching the desire you have for it.
I'm here once again to swear by the State Akin To Sleep and why I love it so much. I won't repeat the process since I went into it quite extensively so I highly suggest you read the post.
“Whatsoever you desire, when you pray, believe that you have received it, and you will.”
When I started understanding the SATS through the idea of it as "praying", it made so much more sense to me. You're not visualizing to get, you're visualizing to feel its reality so desire vanishes. If you use imagination to feel its reality (believe that you have received it), the 3D will follow and it shall materialize. This is one of the reasons why I love the state akin to sleep so much. It's such a simple and easy way to define the end and identify yourself with it.
When I use the SATS, I let myself sit with the wish fulfilled by thinking of what the end would look like, what would I hear, who would I be with, what would I see, etc. and I focus on it until I'm consumed by the feeling and acceptance of it and then bring myself back. I trust that my prayer has been answered because I felt the reality of it, so that must mean it's already mine. If for some reason I would feel doubtful or separate from that state of consciousness, I would simply induce the state again and focus on its reality. Do this as many times as you need to until you no longer feel compelled to because you're certain that your prayer has been heard (See: the Sabbath).
I highly encourage you to assess how you're going about manifesting and to use the State Akin To Sleep to catch the mood so you can nail yourself to it. You said it best yourself, you were meant to succeed and live the life of your dreams. Remember that failure is only an option if you let it be one. Don't give up, my love <3
Hey loves! Aphrodite apprentice has unfortunately deactivated her blog. Her posts were very helpful to the community so I thought I would collate a master-list of her posts! Hope this is helpful
All post credits goes to aphroditeapprentice.
“Wait it’s that simple? Like feeling is not even emotion, it’s just acceptance?”
Q&A
“i just want it to happen now”
Try to BE instead of have in order to manifest .
Surrender(yield) to a new state.
“I am NOT satisfied with “having it” in my imagination.”
Something that works great for me, especially if you are in a undesirable State
Your only “job” is to fulfill yourself
3d isn’t something separate from me
“I AM”
“How can one start preparing for the new year manifestation wise?”
Do want you want instead of “have to do”
“I can’t seem to let myself feel the wish fulfilled, I am scared that if I allow myself to accept my desire(s) in my imagination I won’t want it in the 3d anymore”
“how can i deal with the 3d”
“What does Edward art and Neville mean by fulfilment?”
When i identify with my inner man, is it just like “yeah i have what i want in my imagination, so i don’t have to worry” and then go on with my day? thats it?”
My goal is to not live in desire. For anything.
“How do I change my physical appearance without obsessing over the 3d?”
ꫂৎ Neville Goddard quotes that I personally find super duper goated. 🤓!!!!!!!!
I have gathered a bunch of Neville Goddard's quotes I feel that are super helpful, they come from the man himself!!! Anyways, sit back and breeze through. GUYS. THESE ARE GOATED. I PROMISE.
ꫂৎ-"Your inner being is he who men call God."
ꫂৎ-“If you judge after appearances, you will continue to be enslaved by the evidence of your senses.”
ꫂৎ-“You are already that which you want to be, and your refusal to believe it is the only reason you do not see it.”
ꫂৎ-“All you can possibly need or desire is already yours. You need no helper to give it to you; it is yours now. Call your desires into being by imagining and feeling your wish fulfilled."
ꫂৎ-“Because of your belief in external things you think power into them by transferring the power that you are to the external thing. Realise you yourself are the power you have mistakenly given to outer conditions.”
ꫂৎ-"Stop trying to change the world since it is only the mirror. Man’s attempt to change the world by force is as fruitless as breaking a mirror in the hope of changing his face. Leave the mirror and change your face. Leave the world alone and change your conceptions of yourself."
ꫂৎ-"Disregard appearances, conditions, in fact all evidence of your senses that deny the fulfilment of your desire. Rest in the assumption that you are already what you want to be, for in that determined assumption you and your Infinite Being are merged in creative unity, and with your Infinite Being all things are possible."
ꫂৎ-"Nothing appears or continues in being by a power of its own. Events happen because comparatively stable imaginal activities created them, and they continue in being only as long as they receive such support."
I don't know why "[insert creepypasta character] wouldn't treat you like that, they'd abuse you!" Is even an argument in the first place? Like yeah sure, maybe, but I like imagining otherwise?? Let people be, a lot of people in this fandom have been seeing them as their comfort characters since they were like nine, why do you care?
Can we also talk about how bad the abuse take is?? Like saying they’re abusive bc they have trauma/ mental illnesses is really shitty. Realistically if any of the pastas were in a relationship it might not be 100% healthy bc they’re bad people and literal killers, but to jump to abuse to make them “edgy” is soooo tasteless. Also half of yall criticize stories like Clockwork and others for throwing in needless “edgy” content and then turn around and throw something serious like abuse around. Abuse isn’t something that should be used for “edginess or realism”. Y’all just demonize mental illnesses and trauma and hide behind “canon and realism”. It’s not crazy to think that the pastas would treat someone they care about differently than a victim. Also multiple of them are/ were in healthy canon relationships(Jane, Toby, Bloody Painter etc.) and are shown to be healthy friends with each other in other canon media. (For example Creeps with LJ as the MC is a healthy friend with Will) Begging you guys to get a grip. If someone wants to imagine Jeff as their loving bf who cares? They’re not real. This is coming from someone who likes “realistic” portrayals of them too. But abuse and other gross edgy shit ≠ realism.
Writing Jeff as a necrophilic rapist ≠ good writing. Writing Toby as an abusive “crazy schizophrenic” who bashes his s/o s face in with his fists ≠ good writing. If you actually read my post I said I like realistic creepypastas a lot. But they have to be researched and done well. I literally think Jeff is the worst of the worst. No where did I make him or Toby uwu infantilized bfs. In fact I quite literally said multiple times I’m not a fan of that. But I like realistic stuff like decent into madness, realistic dialogue, character analysis, in depth realistic hcs, well researched information on mental illnesses/ trauma, taking the characters personally into account. (For instance a character who’s ACTUALLY abusive is Puppeteer, not Toby) Not them being p3d0s, rapists, abusers etc just for edgy content, shock value and for the hell of it. Not just for Jeff and Toby (although they get it the worst, especially lately) but all of them. I really think depth and nuance are important and when you just slap “abusive” onto everyone I think it takes away from the amazing concepts and stories we could have and again, Lowkey demonizes mental illness. (For example someone said to me Toby is mentally ill and for that reason he would be abusive. Really gross.) Also, these are silly fictional stories on the internet that were written in 2009-2016. If you don’t like my hcs, content, account, me as a person or whatever you have the freedom to block me and never ever see my or anyone like me’s content ever again. And you can look at all the “realistic” content you want. No need to be rude. Chill out.
never in my life have i seen people that write pasta headcanons where they make them pedos or cannibals just because. it's not that I believe that this kind of mentally ill + abused people commit abuse and gross edgy shit just because tho.. and im not demonizing abused and mentally ill people because in real life not all of them are bad, cus by "this kind of" people I only mean this characters who are MURDERERS and that already makes them pretty bad and sick people. of course you can write Jeff as a necrophilic rapist and Toby as an abusive crazy schizophrenic s/o beater and make it right/well thought-out. as you said, they're silly fictional stories and there's little to no canon stuff to psychonalize and even the most realistic hcs are the authors personal interpretations with significant differences between each story. I mean, to me it's crazy to think that a boy who grew up in a very dysfunctional family with his dads favorite sport being to beat him bloody wouldn't repeat this cycle of violence but that's just me and Im not gonna force you to believe it too. and sure there are people that don't have the slightest idea of how mental illness works and write ridiculous or poorly done stuff but I'm not talking about them, they're indeed a problem tho and that's the people who are actually "demonizing"/ridiculing mentally ill people... anyway the only thing I said it's that serial killers commit crazy shit and abuse people and you are not proving me wrong,just like I said before I don't like it either when the logic is mentally ill = abuser (without actually going in-depth in the character's story and writing interesting and well done stuff), but like it or not it's indeed one of the aspects that the majority of people like this share. and what the hell bro, who said that I don't like you or your content? don't take it too personally dude chill out, I don't even want to block you
I don't know why "[insert creepypasta character] wouldn't treat you like that, they'd abuse you!" Is even an argument in the first place? Like yeah sure, maybe, but I like imagining otherwise?? Let people be, a lot of people in this fandom have been seeing them as their comfort characters since they were like nine, why do you care?
Can we also talk about how bad the abuse take is?? Like saying they’re abusive bc they have trauma/ mental illnesses is really shitty. Realistically if any of the pastas were in a relationship it might not be 100% healthy bc they’re bad people and literal killers, but to jump to abuse to make them “edgy” is soooo tasteless. Also half of yall criticize stories like Clockwork and others for throwing in needless “edgy” content and then turn around and throw something serious like abuse around. Abuse isn’t something that should be used for “edginess or realism”. Y’all just demonize mental illnesses and trauma and hide behind “canon and realism”. It’s not crazy to think that the pastas would treat someone they care about differently than a victim. Also multiple of them are/ were in healthy canon relationships(Jane, Toby, Bloody Painter etc.) and are shown to be healthy friends with each other in other canon media. (For example Creeps with LJ as the MC is a healthy friend with Will) Begging you guys to get a grip. If someone wants to imagine Jeff as their loving bf who cares? They’re not real. This is coming from someone who likes “realistic” portrayals of them too. But abuse and other gross edgy shit ≠ realism.
abused serial killers with mental disorders are not like the most interesting people (in that way y'all want this headcannons or whatever to be). literally they are miserable pieces of shit with similar personalities and stories, but they are all abusive and/or toxic. is it wrong wanting to write something like that? it's just realistic 💀 y'all write like crazy shitty and repetitive stuff about Jeff the killer being your quirky cutie pie adorable goofy sunshine bubbly sex-addicted bf and that's okay... it's really okay because anyone can interpret this characters however they want so let's just leave alone this few writers lmao everyone complains about those realistic writers like they're some sort of plague but I've been scrolling forever through tumblr looking for stuff like that and I only found one account
Im sorry if this is repetitive but how to actually get into a state? I get what the feeling and wish fulfilled means but how should I accept it? Is it by persisting in my aff? I think I'm missing something here.
you change your state with acceptance. i made a post here about acceptance.
what i do is in meditation, i ask myself "what would i LOVE to be?" but i ask as the inner self, not as the outer self. so i answer that question honestly and then i claim(assume) "I AM___" or "I have___". i just accept it in my imagination. i don't do vain repetitions, i feel myself to be it as a present fact. you're not accepting anything in the 3d. leave the 3d alone. the 3d doesn't exist to me when i meditate, it's just me in the world of imagination where I'm god. you accept it in imagination, not in the 3d. accepting in imagination is easy when you see that your desire already exists in imagination and it's WAITING and BEGGING for your acceptance. so basically you BE it in imagination/consciousness.
you can persist in your affirmations if that's what you want, but affirmations do not manifest your states do. and you, the inner self, are the collector of states. persist in accepting/experiencing/feeling your desire as a present fact in imagination.
comments i saw on ng reddit:
The only reason one would struggle with satisfying a desire in the mind is because you're trying to DO something or CHANGE something. All you're actually doing is giving yourself something you want in IMAGINATION. You can imagine anything you want in there. Has there ever been a time where you imagined telling someone off in your imagination? Did it feel good to you to do so? It's the same principle...just applying it to something you want. When you really feel like you've imagined something without actually trying to CHANGE something then you will feel satisfied
It's understanding that you have the power right NOW to give yourself anything you want, in your mind. When you do that you realize that is the real you...when you fall in love with that state so much you can't help but want to reside there more and more and you meld with that and then you naturally start thinking FROM that state rather than thinking OF it like Neville talks about. Honestly, you don't even have to accept it. Test it in your mind. Give yourself what you want in your mind and feel the feeling of relief and joy of having it now. You can't help but accept that you received it (in your imagination) because you already felt it. It comes down to the fact that you aren't identifying with the inner man. You're identifying with the mirror image.....
edward art has a writing here about acceptance. i highly highly recommend you read his series if you haven't already!
⚜️ God is man's consciousness, his awareness, his I AMness.
The definition of God’s name JODHEVAUHE:
JOD: the hand that builds within your world, what creates
HE: a window or an eye
VAU: a nail
HE: another window/eye
JOD is your I AMness, out of this awareness all states of awareness come. HE is your imagination and your ability to perceive. You imagine or perceive something which seems to be other than Self. VAU, your ability to feel yourself to be that which you desire to be, As you feel you are it, you become aware of being it
To walk as though you were what you want to be is to take your desire out of the imaginary world and put the VAU upon it. You have completed the drama of creation. I am aware of something. Then I become aware of actually being that of which I was aware.
Lastly, HE, another eye. This one represents the visible objective world which will only ever demonstrate to you that which you are conscious of being You do nothing about the objective world; it always molds itself in harmony with that which you are conscious of being.
I added this in because it’s like a little formula:
JOD + HE + VAU + HE = God
Your I AMness + your imagination + your ability to feel the fulfillment of your desire + your consciousness out pictured = the fruition of your manifestation
You are conscious of being, aren't you? Certainly you are. You are also conscious of something that is other than yourself: the room, the furniture, the people. You may become selective now. Maybe you do not want to be other than what you are, or to own what you see. But you have the capacity to feel what it would be like were you now other than what you are. As you assume that you are that which you want to be, you have completed the name of God or the JOD HE VAU HE. The final result, the objectification of your assumption, is not your concern. It will come into View automatically as you assume the consciousness of being it.
The son of God’s name reads as JODHEVAUSHINAYIN
SHIN: a tooth. This tooth symbolizes consumption, or destruction. I must have within me the power to consume that which I now dislike.
I, in my ignorance, brought to birth certain things I now dislike and would like to leave behind me. Were there not within me the flames that would consume it, I would be condemned forever to live in a world of all my mistakes. But there is a SHIN, or flame, within the name of the Son, which allows that Son to become detached from states He formerly expressed within the world.
To have the power of creation means to be able to conceive and then become that which you conceive. To have the power of destruction is to be able to eradicate what you no longer wish to be conscious of. Combined, you can bring forward the desirable and leave behind the undesirable. If you can create, you can also deteriorate.
Man is incapable of seeing other than the contents of his own consciousness. If I now become detached in consciousness from this room by turning my attention away from it, then, I am no longer conscious of it… It can only live within my objective world if I keep it alive within my consciousness… But I would not like to keep alive within my world all of my mistakes. So I, in my infinite mercy gave to myself, when I became man, the power to become detached from these things that I, in my ignorance, brought to birth in my world.
⚜️ When you pray believe that you have received, and you shall receive.
Praying = manifesting. Ask and you shall receive. If you assume it is yours, so shall be. Accept your desires as a fact and they will become a fact. Very straightforward! Once you believe that your prayer (intention to manifest) has been (will be) answered, you no longer covet your desires. In fact, they’re no longer your desires because to label something as a desire is to imply that you are conscious of the fact that it is not yet in your possession.
When satisfaction is yours, you no longer hunger for it. If the hunger persists you did not explode the idea within you, you did not actually succeed in becoming conscious of being that which you wanted to be. There was still that thirst when you came out of the deep. If I can feel that I am that which but a few seconds ago I knew I was not, but desired to be, then I am no longer hungry to be it. I am no longer thirsty because I feel satisfied in that state. Then something shrinks within me, not physically but in my feeling, in my consciousness, for that is the creativeness of man… When a man prays successfully he believes that he is already that which he desired to be, therefore he cannot continue desiring to be that which he is already conscious of being. At the moment of satisfaction, physical and psychological, something goes out which in time bears witness to man's creative power.
Suppose I want security. I cannot get it by knowing people who have it. I cannot get it by pulling strings. I must become conscious of being secure. Let us say I want to be healthy. Pills will not do it. Diet or climate will not do it. I must become conscious of being healthy by assuming the feeling of being healthy.
⚜️ Make elsewhere here and then now imagine that your objective is so close that you can feel it.
Although you believe yourself to be confined to the evidence of your five senses, you can believe anything in regardless of time and space. You do not depend on sight, but rather you depend on your mind to materialize what it is that you want. If you dream of vacationing in Greece but your senses tell you that you are elsewhere, you shut them out by closing your eyes. Allow yourself to dwell in the thought of being in Greece right now until your mind is consumed with that thought. When you do, you’ll feel it so real at this very moment that when you open your eyes you’d be shocked to see that you aren’t there.
All of your senses bear witness to the fact that you are here in this room. Everything tells you that you are here, but perhaps you do not want to be here. You can apply this toward any objective. The room in which you are seated at any time -- the environment in which you are placed, this is your rough or sensibly known world… Simply remove your attention from the region of sensation which at this moment is the room round about you, and you concentrate your attention on that which you want to put in its place, that which you want to make real. In concentrating on your objective, the secret is to bring it here.
If your desire is to be beautiful, you do the same. Whoever it is that you want to be at this very moment, assume that that is you right now. Shut out the 3D and ponder the idea of being your ideal self until it feels real to you. After that, know that it is done.
Take the idea that you want to embody, and assume that you are already it. Lose yourself in feeling this assumption is solidly real. As you give it this sense of reality, you have given it the blessing which belongs to the objective world, and you do not have to aid its birth any more than you have to aid the birth of a child or a seed you plant in the ground… Your present environment vanishes, all the circumstances of life change and make way for the coming of that to which you have given your life. As you walk, knowing that you are what you wanted to be, you objectify it without the assistance of another.
You remain faithful to this subjective reality and you do not take back from it the power of birth. You gave it the right of birth and it is going to become objective within this world of yours.
⚜️ A complete transformation of consciousness rubs out all evidence that anything other than this ever existed in the world.
Neville speaks here about leaving the old story, your previous state of consciousness, behind. You completely forget about what you were once conscious of that it doesn't even occupy space in your mind. When you appropriate a new state of consciousness, you let go of everything you previously accepted matter-of-factly, since you are now conscious of otherwise. If your goal is to manifest wealth, you cannot even give credence to the idea of ever being poor.
You so completely rub out poverty in your mind's eye that there is nothing in this world you can point to and claim, that is where I left it.
⚜️ Everything comes from within, not from without.
It all starts with YOU. Circumstances do not matter. It doesn’t matter how difficult the predicament or how optimistic the goal. Whatever it is, you can achieve it. Your desire is symbolized as a mountain that you may believe to be challenging to climb, but when you begin to see yourself as someone who’s capable of climbing said mountain (you change your conception of self), you know that you’re all you need to bring your desires into being.
I can by simply feeling that I am what I want to be transform myself into the likeness of that which I am assuming I am; I know now that I am all that it takes to scale this mountain… When I feel that I am what I want to be I cannot suppress the joy that comes with that feeling. I must always contemplate my objective until I get the feeling of satisfaction.
Your conception of self, how you see yourself in relation to the world and how you see the world in relation to you, is the blueprint of your reality. How you carry yourself as well as the experiences that you have you will always be portrayed in correspondence to your self concept.
I do nothing to make it visible in my world; men, women, children, the whole vast world round about me, come bearing witness. They come to testify that I am what I have assumed myself to be, and am sustaining within myself. When my world conforms to my assumption the prophecy is fulfilled. If I now know what I want to be, and assume that I am it, and walk as though I were, I become it and becoming it I so completely die to my former concept of self that I cannot point to any place in this world and say: that is where my former self is buried. I so completely died that I defy posterity to ever find where I buried my old self.
⚜️ You cannot put new wine in old bottles or new patches on old garments.
Leave behind your old conception of self. Whoever you once thought you were, who you no longer want to be, let that person stay in the past. When you step into a newer version of you, do not bring along fragments of the old you. Let the dead bury the dead. Remain faithful to your new conception of self that you can’t even imagine ever being the old you. It does not matter if your reason or the world around you denies it. Don’t look back and don’t concern yourself with the how or the when. As far as you’re concerned, you are now the person that you desire to be, who possesses what you desire to possess and who does what you desire to do.
Knowing this law by which a man transforms himself, I assume that I am what I want to be and walk in the assumption that it is done. In becoming it, the old man dies and all that was related to that former concept of self dies with it. You cannot take any part of the old man into the new man. You must be a new being completely.
You have dominion if, as you walk the earth, you know that your consciousness is God, the one and only reality. You become aware of something you would like to express or possess. You have the ability to feel that you are and possess that which but a moment before was imaginary. The final result, the embodying of your assumption, is completely outside of the offices of a three-dimensional mind. It comes to birth in a way that no man knows.
i never was a religious person. before being into law of assumption i was pretty much a law of attraction freak, but now i have to say: after reading/listening neville’s lectures go out and read the bible or if you don’t have one just search for bibles quotes.
the moment you realize that every quote about God refers to YOUR wonderful human imagination, that every quote is about the power that you inherently have inside you, it’s freeing and mesmerizing at the same time.
isn’t it amazing that we’re this powerful? if you feel like it even put some bible phrase as your lockscreen and everytime you hear or read the world “God” and how powerful he is, remember his powers reside inside you as your imagination and if you trust it you will not fail.
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