Minors dni. requests semi-open for heated rivalry, NINAH and Backrooms (2026), inbox open. Age in bio please. I go by Gator or Johnny, 20+, He/It/Xe, FTM, AroAce, MLM, ASD. I only write male or ftm reader. Mental health in the dumps, so expect less activity.
We moved to the countryside after living in the city all my life and ive never had to deal with this many bugs and wasps. I ended up killing a wasp that kept going in and out of my room, and suddenly more showed up, so now i had to shut my window and doors. I guess ill die in this heat. I hate it here 🥲.
I’ve been enjoying your content for a long time and wanted to say you inspired me to start writing my own fics!! I just posted my first one today!!! Hope you have a great day 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾
Omg yay, im really happy i was able to inspire you. I read what you posted too and I really enjoyed it. I hope you have a good week, month and year too :3c
There's a woman on TikTok who made a robot-skin hand that asks you to touch it and is a little freaked up about human skin, and if you take your hand off it, it begs you to come back and touch it again. And I feel like no one else would understand me on this but you tbh
Kinda crazy i know exactly what you're talking about, I even think ive favorited and reposted one or two of the videos about it. I completely understand.
Hotd fanfic but its just (half northern?) bastard reader hanging out with their dragon. Neither speak a lick of high valyrian, both broke, dirty but living the life. Sitting by the ocean eating fish together.
Would be funny if reader spoke the old northern language and taught that to their dragon.
If you ever feel like adding any more pieces to the series, I'd love to explore how the dynamic would be if the reader struggled with the good old 'pression - the black dog been nipping at my heels, and I love some good old soothing via fanfiction. ✌🏻😅
I'd also love to see more of how Ilya would exist in this dynamic if he viewed the boys as his pups too. 🥹
Absolutely no stress on these, just thought if you were looking for any little ideas for fic inspo, I'd jump in. I adore your writing!
Something I'd be curious of your take on! As someone who was born with ICA (isolated congenital anosmia,) how do you think a reader in an abo-verse would navigate without a sense of smell? 👀👀
I hope you're doing well, king! 💛💛🫶🏻
Broody Omegaverse Hollanov rambles (ft reader and Luca)
Rambles
Me too twin, my depression has been heavy for a good while now. Reader’s depression symptoms are therefore based on my own. We gotta keep going though, we need to outlive the orange.
I’m amazed that my obsession with Heated Rivalry is still here and going strong. I've been reading a lot of omegaverse and BDSM-verse fics with them, so that’s been feeding me.
I really like the ICA idea, but I didn’t add it to this ramble. Feel free to send it again though.
Now, at this point, Ilya has started seeing you and Luca as parts of his pack and maybe a bit more. It started out with Ilya simply going along with it for Shane’s sake, and because it was pretty funny to see the rookies being smothered.
But at some point it starts to melt into something else. I don’t think he gets as obsessive and snappy as Shane does, losing himself in his suppressed instincts and all that.
Ilya does get a lot more protective and broody though. He keeps an eye on the entire team of course, but you and Luca get a bit more of it than the rest. Every member of the team gets scented, but only the two ‘pups’ get held so Ilya can rub his scent glands all over you.
Had Ilya been anyone else, he might feel comfortable scruffing Luca or you, or giving you two corrective nips or barks. But, we know how Ilya grew up, I can’t see him feeling comfortable exerting that kind of power over someone, even if it’s from a good place.
There are few reasons I can see Ilya using the whole, alpha voice thing. I never imagined it at something that could completely control someone, but it does trigger obedience and sparks of energy to go along with what’s being said. It can still be resisted though.
One of those reasons can be if you, like Ilya, deal with depression, and you let it consume you. Ilya knows from experience just how dark and heavy depression can be, and it’s no secret that Shane is the one who saved him.
It's Ilya who will notice it first, maybe even before you do. It's all the small things, like how you don’t seem enthusiastic, or how you don’t even seem to be enjoying your favorite snacks and treats.
Then you start avoiding nesting time, and skirting around Shane when he’s trying to scent you and chirp at you. It becomes clear you’re trying to punish yourself, working harder, resting less, cutting off stuff you like to eat, drink or shows you like to watch. It's so incredibly familiar to Ilya.
Luca and Shane notice too, little by little, especially when your scent becomes flatter. I imagine that scent is a part of communication in the omegaverse, and it’s just part of day to day life, so it becomes noticable that you’re struggling when your scent changes.
It's not a lot, and if people don’t know you they won’t realize, but these three have become your family/mates/comfort/etc depending on how you read this. You withdrawing from them hurts everyone involved, but Shane and Ilya have enough experience to not let it crush them too much.
Anyways, back to the alpha voice/suggestions. Ilya would never want to be like his father, so he tries to avoid throwing his alpha-ness around. That is until your depression gets so bad that you let it hurt you.
This can be through different means. Like self-harming in less obvious ways, rubber bands, gripping ice, pulling and pinching yourself, or letting yourself get hurt on the ice because you feel like you deserve it.
After one too many scraps on the ice that he knows you could avoid, Ilya finds himself snapping. His inner alpha has been wound up for a while, but seeing you get thrown down, your head smacking against the ice hard enough to crack it open had you not worn protection, is the last straw.
Shane, being in protective omega mode immediately wants to get involved, to chirp, nip and scent, but Ilya talks him down using that thick alpha tone. He tells Shane to care for their ‘other pup’, to take Luca back home and keep the nest warm.
Had Shane nod been so deep in omega-space he could have easily resisted, but he trusts and loves Ilya so much that he does just that.
I don’t believe they’d do stuff like corporal punishment in the omegaverse, unless it’s something specific for your relationship. That does not mean Ilya doesn’t want to just shake you, bite you and make you understand he loves and cares for you.
Everyone knows to leave you two alone, and even in as dark a spot as you are, you know you’ve fucked up. This leaves you two in the locker room, where Ilya starts out being your captain about it.
He goes over your plays, how you getting hurt fucks up the game, messes with stats, the team, etc, etc. It's on purpose, so he can be the mean cold captain first, to cut it out more clearly, to show you that you’ve been getting hurt, a lot, and he knows. They all do.
It's clear Ilya is struggling on the edge of being Ilya, and being alpha. He wants to just curl up around you in the nest, to bite you and mark you all over and rub his scent filled drool all over your skin. The logical part of Ilya knows he needs to actually talk with you first though.
You might have found the sight a little funny, had you not been hurting and feeling like a wet beaten sock. Ilya’s canines are sharp and dripping alpha venom, his eyes wild and his scent thick and conflicted.
He wants to yell, you can tell, but Ilya won’t. He has too many memories of his father yelling and hurting him, and Ilya would never want that on anyone else.
Smelling his scent is what finally makes you cry. Scents are so hard to hide, outside of pills, injections or patches. Where you can lie with words and actions, scents a much harder to disguise. Sure, you can learn to fake them, but it’ll always smell wrong.
So smelling Ilya’s deep love, fear, possessiveness and intensity makes you choke out a sob. It's strange, to know someone cares so deeply, even when you feel like a worthless piece of junk who deserves none of it.
Hearing Ilya talk about his own depression and struggles only makes you feel worse, in a sick and vulnerable way. What if you’d made his depression worse, or reminded him of things he would want to forget?
Ilya though, seems to clock this immediately, because he does the same thing. When he’s finally run out of steam, Ilya wipes a tear from his own eye and just hugs you, as he rubs his scent gland all over your own.
Maybe he even salivates and rubs it all over your neck and shoulders, a clear and strong alpha display of care, possession and want, be it romantic or platonic.
Ilya might scrape his fangs against your skin, leaving red lines but never breaking skin, just to get it through your head. He, Shane and Luca all love you, no matter how ‘broken’ you think you are.
Ilya helps you shower and care for whatever bruises and pains you have, and then you get brought to the nest, because of course you do.
You'll find yourself in the middle of a cuddlepile, surrounded on all sides by love and acceptance. They're sad you didn’t come to them for comfort, but they also all understand, even Luca.
You don’t have to be ‘fixed’ or ‘perfect’ with your omega and alpha (and whatever designation Luca is... I don’t think I ever decided), you just have to be there with them. They'll be there, and help you find a way, on the good and the bad days.
Hell, maybe they can even find ways to help you enjoy things you liked again. Shane, Ilya and Luca just want you to stay and to keep fighting, and are happy to be there with you when you do.
HELLO! I have a question! Have you seen DD:born again? If so, Do you ever plan on writing for bullseye? Bc oh that man...
i sadly have not seen it. i just havent really, been assed to watch a lot of marvel stuff for a very long time. Bullseye is very hot though, hes so strange I wanna keep him in a little jar with holes on the top, like a bug.
Im planning on seeing the new spiderman movie, but thats mainly cuz my sister and I always go see spiderman. Im crossing my fingers that peter is miserable in this movie.
These are some animal suggestions because I love weird or somewhat unknown animal! (This might be long sorry)
Hyrax, kinkajou, coatimundi, maned wolf, Willow Ptarmigan also known as an awebo bird, bat eared fox, binturong, red-tailed black cockatoo with the dark blue starry night wings, peacock tarantula, and harpy eagle is all I can think of for now
Have a good day/afternoon/night! 🦭🤓☝️🫶
Random batfam hybrid headcanons
I thought it would be funny to just imagine batfam members as some of these animals, so here we go.
I had a really fun time with Jason. Let me know if y'all have more animal ideas.
Bruce Wayne (Kinkajou)
Has a super long and flexible tail, as well as a long and flexible tongue. Has spots of fur around on his body like his chest, the base of his spine, his neck, etc. It's so soft.
Is extremely flexible, even as he gets older. Does need to warm up a bit after all these years and putting his body through so much stress.
Will use his flexibility in ways to tease his partner, wink wink. Both his body but also his tongue, wink wink.
Is pretty much strictly nocturnal, both because of batman work, but also because he’s a kinkajou. Does mean he can get extra grumpy and grumbly during the day though.
Has a massive secret sweet tooth. Will fuck up some jello or fruit. Would gorge himself as a kid because sweet treats brought him comfort, Alfred had to put a stop to it, introduced him to dried fruit instead.
Doesn't vocalize as much as other kinkajou hybrids, but there’s noises that have been pretty much worked into every member of the batfam. Specific chitters, purrs or hisses that they all know what mean, and then react to.
Dick Grayson (Peacock Tarantula)
I imagine as a tarantula hybrid, Dick would have a second pair of arms and sharper fangs. Think like the ones Miguel O’hara has in the spiderverse movie.
As a tarantula hybrid, Dick would have sensitive eyes when it comes to light, since they’re nocturnal, at least peacock tarantulas are. This does mean he is more active at night, which is useful for hero work.
This does mean that Dick can get a bit moody and grumbly during the day, and will huddle up in his ‘nest’, aka your bed, which is covered in blankets, pillows and webs.
And yes, he does produce webs, no, not from his butt. I’m thinking from his wrists like spider-man. The webs are not sticky, instead being more on the silky side.
As a peacock tarantula, Dick also likes being up high, so sometimes you’ll catch him just climbing the ceiling, or he’s crawling way up and away in the batcave.
As a last thing, I like to imagine that most spider hybrids, small or big, will do the defense postering when feeling threatened. It's something he had to train away for when they’re out patrolling. Will still do it if you surprise him.
Jason Todd (Willow Ptarmigan – Awebo bird)
At first most people assume he’s a larger bird, since bird hybrids aren’t as noticeable, like Dick having four arms and stuff. It becomes more obvious when his eye comb turns bright red during the spring.
His plumage does change color depending on the season, so during the summer his feathers are a brownish-red, and during the winter it turns white. It matches the white spot in his hair pretty well.
Being a willow ptarmigan makes Jason a lot more territorial than when he’s just a human. Crime alley is his territory, and he’ll chase away other bold hybrids who think they can take it spot. He's extra bad during mating season.
Jason gets borderline obsessive during spring, and hovers like crazy. He's always checking on you, chirping or makes the ‘awebo’ noise.
Won't admit to it, but has does displays for you before, aka strutting, fanning his tail and his eye combs, and will catch himself making low gurgling noises at you.
He's always so embarrassed about it, but you love it, because it shows he feels comfortable enough with you to allow himself to do such things.
He does nest, but not to the same degree as Dick. Something you can do for him, is to make a nest. Jason tries to act all calm and cool about it, but you’ll catch his tail fanning and his feet doing little struts because he’s all preening about his mate making a nest. Its adorable.
Tim Drake (Red Tailed Black Cockatoo)
As a cocktatoo, Tim has a crest. But he’s gotten really good at hiding it in his hair, since the black feathers mesh well with his dark hair.
The only person who can make his crest raise and puff is his partner, and mostly when you love on him so much that Tim gets distracted and overwhelmed. You can also do it by giving him other, ahem, surprises.
Cockatoos can be very loud, and normally Tim would be, but he was raised to stay professional and polite. Can get very loud though if he needs to, or if he gets very excited or angry.
Instinctively likes spending time with others, especially other birds. It can be a struggle sometimes because Tim will want to hang around Jason, and Jason gets all territorial and tries to dive-bomb him.
Has a strow jaw and enjoys nuts, can crack a walnut with his teeth without issue. Enjoys cracking nuts for you and feeding them to you, his plumage puffs up when you eat them.
Wants to act natural and cool, but he does get kinda crazy during mating season. Only when you two are alone though. Watching his tail fan and his little dances is kinda charming.
Duke Thomas (Bat eared fox)
Has really large fox ears, and will regularly joke that he’s ‘all ears’ if asked if he’s listening. Has incredible hearing because of these ears, and can track criminals much easier because of this.
Loves when you rub his ears, just grab em and scratch, you might get some fox chirps and chitters from him if you do. Will sometimes just make cute eyes and lean his head towards you for ear scritches.
Is nocturnal like most of the family, so he likes to stay up and spend time with the others. Isn't as moody as the others when he has to be awake during the day. Does like to cuddle up in a sunny spot at times.
Speaking of cuddling up. Duke, as a fox, likes to huddle up underground or just in hidden pockets. This means his bed is pretty high off the ground so he can build a ‘huddle’ under it. Aka a comfy blanket fort.
Is more used to letting out his hybrid halfs vocalization, since he grew up doing that. This means you’ll catch him barking, chittering, and yipping at times.
Grooming is one of his love languages, aka caring for your hair/fur/feathers/scales/etc, as well as you brushing his tail or doing his hair. Will sometimes nibble on you to work his scent into your skin.
Damian Wayne (Binturong)
Has a long and thick prehensile tail. Sometimes will just hang out with Bruce, and their tails will wrap around each other, it’s adorable. Also has long white whiskers that he somehow hides when he’s out as Robin.
Damian is pretty flexible too, both from training but also from being a binturong. Really great at climbing too, and will climb different things at the manor, or anywhere else hes comfortable.
Is nocturnal like most of the family, which just kinda goes hand in hand. Does not show his annoyance when he’s awake during the day. Will allow himself to curl up in your arms or rest against you though.
As a binturong, Damian likes to scent stuff, both his things but also people he cares about. Wants to act all disconnected and cold, but has scented every member of the batfam on multiple occasions, yes even Tim.
Does mean he scent marks you too, not that you mind. Loves when you scent him back, or let him borrow (steal) your clothes to wear. Gets even happier if you wear his in return.
He won’t purr much, but will do it with you and especially when you guys cuddle. Starts chittering and purring if you start scratching his neck fur. Will deny doing it, but keeps arching his neck at you wanting more.
Enjoys sharing fruit with his partner, it’s actually one of the most obvious signs that he has a crush. He will share fruit with people he trusts, but if he has a crush then it gets more obvious, especially mixed with other behavior.
Im not sure how swamped you are with requests so please dont feel rushed to finish this. Also hope youre having a good day? Night? Afternoon? Anyways, what about a male boyfriend who dyes their hair all the time (specific towards manic panic:]) but like how would the batboys react to that/how they would feel? :□
Batboys x male reader
Headcanons
It’s been a while since I've written about the batboys and just DC in general. It's good to be back (insert smirk emoji. Insert sunglasses emoji). Are they ooc? Prolly. Do I care? No.
Dick Grayson
I don’t really think any of the batboys would mind you coloring your hair, and neither would Dick.
He mostly just sees it as one of your quirks, and is curious about what color he’s gonna see next.
Expect him to joke about you coloring it ‘nightwing blue’ for his birthday, and will actually be pretty touched if you do actually color it ‘his’ color.
If you’re one of the people who starts coloring your hair when life is falling apart, then Dick knows that too, and knows that when the dye shows up, you’re gonan need more attention.
Jason Todd
Jason’s seen his fair share of dye jobs. He's seen professionally done work, and stuff done in a rank gas station bathroom, so you can’t surprise him, even if you get dye all over the sink.
He knows how to clean up blood, so of course Jason knows how to clean up hair dye too if need be.
Won't color his own hair, it’s too identifiable, but he does like to hang out in the bathroom with you when you color your own.
Has tried to color the white part of his hair though, more than once, but it never lasts. You might be able to convince him to let you color it temporary colors, if you’re cute enough (you always are)
Tim Drake
Honestly, doesn’t mind or care too much, if it makes you happy then it’s fine. Will spend time looking into different brands though, just to make sure what you’re using is safe.
Has caught himself doing a little too much research into hair dye and how to do it and treat it.
Like Jason, Tim likes to hang out with you when you color your hair. It becomes part of his schedule and something he too uses to wind down.
This means if you one day decide to just grow your hair out, poor Tim gets nervous and tries to figure out what changed. Only calms down when you say it’s just so your hair can breathe a bit.
Duke Thomas
Duke too has had his fair share of dye attempts, has even done it once or twice on himself, but not as much as he’s done it on friends or just people he knows.
Is actually really good at dying your hair. You suspect he’s somehow using his powers to get all the shades right when it comes to mixing and applying. He can also spot when you need to spruce up colors again before you do.
Actually came into the relationship with knowledge on hair care and how to keep the color vibrant, where? You don’t really know and you haven’t asked yet.
You guys have your own shampoo and conditioner, Duke is even sweet enough to put dye in your soaps when you need it.
His powers lets him see stuff differently, so he also enjoys your hair more than the average guy, to him you’re just so colorful and it’s so you.
Damian Wayne
Damian himself won’t color his hair, but he won’t mind when you dye yours. Do expect him to judge your choice of dye though, he won’t accept you using brands that do stuff like animal testing, or can cause cancer and stuff.
He's really good at helping you pick out shades and apply them. He'll huff and say of course he is, but you’ll catch him looking a little soft about it, because it’s something just for you two.
Your hair color is important to him, not the specific color or anything, but seeing you so lively and colorful lightens some of the pressure in his chest sometimes.
Does hawk on you about your hair care though, since he doesn’t want you to go bald. He won’t mind if you go bald, he loves your spirit not your looks, but if he can avoid it, he will.
hello hello hello!!!! i know that this is kind of old and so i completely understand if you're not interested in writing any more about it but i would love love to read more about broody omega shane x luca x male reader!!! you wrote it so well :)))) i love when writers use chirping or snuffling or crooning etc for abo stuff so much!!! but again no pressure!!! <3 <3 <3
More broody omega Shane Hollander (and some broody alpha Ilya)
Rambles
Now featuring more Luca. Did you guys know that Hollanovaas (Shane x Ilya x Luca) is my guilty pleasure? This can be read as romantic or platonic. Reader is also there.
You can read the other broody omega shane stuff here and here.
I’ve been reading a lot of mpreg and just straight up nursing fics lately so,,, I feel like it shows.
I like to think the entire centaurs play into Shane’s omega instincts. It's not talked about much, but they all know how the hockey world is, and can only assume the pressure Shane has been under all these years.
And well, who wouldn’t want to be scented and chuffed at by THE Shane Hollander. Plus, it becomes a bit of a running thing to see who Shane is herding that day. His inner omega simply has a keen sense of who needs extra care, or who needs to be barked at so they get medical attention or take a break.
I imagine that you tend to be the more chaotic out of the ‘pups’, aka you and Luca, so Shane can be seen staring you down and curling his lip like an overprotective omega with their pup.
This doesn’t mean Shane isn’t a bit too overbearing with Luca too, because how can he not.
Shane starts making omega noises at the team, but the ‘come here pup’ mrrps are just for you and Luca, most of the time. Shane’s done it once or twice for other members of the team, like Troy that one time he got really emotionally hurt during a game and needed comfort.
At some point, the team starts setting up temporary nests at the back of the tour bus. It's really just a pile of blankets and pillows on the back row, but everyones welcome to just cuddle up and relax. What can I say, sometimes you just need to be snuffled and licked by an omega who cares.
It helps in no way that Ilya plays along, and even enjoys it, to the point where Ilya’s inner alpha starts reacting like Shane. It's not as strong for Ilya, but he does start getting a bit huffy and opinionated towards the teams comfort and pack activities.
Now, imagine that it’s become pretty much tradition for Luca and you to go to the Hollanov nest when the team is on the road. They don’t even bother booking rooms for you two anymore.
Now, also imagine that it’s been a very stressful time for Shane lately. It’s easy to tell, for the team anyways, that Shane is hanging on by a thread, and he’s been trying to cope with the stress by being extra omega with the team.
Neither you, Luca or Ilya think about it much when Shane’s laid out in the nest, on his side and letting out little cooing mrrps and chirps, his pupils so blown his eyes look near black.
His scent is so thick it almost sticks between your teeth like taffy, and there’s a certain milky scent to it. Not like cows milk, but something sweet, like those milky ice cream bars.
All four of you start cuddling, and it takes a while for you to register that Shane is shuffling around. Luca’s the one that was caught in the omega’s arms, so you and Ilya can only watch as Shane starts shuffling Luca down.
At first you assume Shane just wants to curl around Luca like normal, because you’re still big and tall hockey players.
That is until Shane tries nudging Luca towards his chest, letting out thick purrs and little coos. And poor Luca is already so scent drunk that he can barely keep his eyes open, and just kinda accepts it when Shane coaxes his mouth open with a thumb.
And sure, maybe you or Ilya should stop it, but like... it’s both kinda hot but also kinda sweet, ya know? Nursing can be seen as a pack activity and all that, but it’s just never been on anyones mind since Shane hasn’t had pups yet.
Shane just seems so satisfied and happy when Luca starts suckling, kneading at Shane’s stomach like some kinda pup. You look back at Ilya, who just seems bewitched by it, and who can blame him.
Ilya tries to open his mouth to speak, to discourage it, maybe, but Shane grumbles at him, all dissatisfied omega, and the Russian shuts up.
It takes a lot more shuffling around the nest, but Shane gets settled on his back, with Luca lying on his left, still attached to his chest.
Your heart jumps when Shane turns his attention to you, making those same ‘come here pup’ noises. Sure, you should probably not but... well... Ilya doesn’t seem angry, at all for that matter, so maybe you crawl over and latch on too.
It all gets kinda blurry and melty after that. It's not like Shane produces a lot of milk, since his body has just started and all that. For the most part it’s just a comfort action, to stay attached and suckle, like a very intimate and intense pack bonding thing.
I like to think that Ilya’s own instincts are going haywire too, and he finds himself lying at the edge of the nest, his back towards his omega and (pups) rookies, turned towards the locked room door, like some kind of broody protective alpha from olden times.
And hey, omega milk can have a lot of good stuff in it, so it’ll be great for you and Luca on the ice. Except now neither of you can stop thinking about it, and find yourselves laser focused on Shane’s chest when the team is changing in the locker room.
The team isn’t weird about it. It's just pack stuff, ya know? Some even call it cute and joke about joining. At some point if you pay attention, you can catch Troy’s eyes lingering on Hariss’s chest in a similar manner.
