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I am finally leaving this blog. Cindy will be watching after it. If you're just hearing of this and are having trouble finding me, I'm sure she will be able to answer your questions.
I've fucked up too many times here and I've become too dependent on this blog.
Goodbye.
hey well i was going through tags and i saw your post about um having a rough time with a breakup and i know you said you were leaving for a while but i wanted to say that you deserve happiness and security and love and believe me i understand how it can feel like your life just stopped and it's hard to function but a point will come when it'll just be a sad but distant memory. time keeps going and so will you and you'll learn to be happy on your own terms. stay strong <3
Thank you. I can't wait for things to get better.Â
I don't think I'll ever be able to remove the stamp on my heart that he has left but maybe someday i'll learn to just ignore it.
Again, thank you.
hello dear followers
it appears to me that i am having a slight mental break
i think in light of this i will be leaving this blog, at least for an unforseeable amount of time
it will not be deleted, rather kept as a sort of museum, curated by my friend Cindy
i will probably do this tomorrow night
if you would like to keep up with me, you can find me at airconditionersounds.tumblr.com. the content will be different and i will be posting a lot less. but i will be there.
if you are worried about me please know that for the first time ever in my entire life i will be contacting a doctor to help start sorting this all out
for any other information about me, how im doing, or whatever, you can send an ask to airconditionersounds (like anyone actually cares though, hah)
im not sure what else to say
bye
I hate everything i want to rip everything off the walls and throw things across the room and smash things under my feet and i want to hurt myself again and i feel like im either going to cry all the time or scream or im just numb and dont care about anything or anyone or any future, i dont think i want to die but i dont see my life ever turning out interesting or worthwhile or happy and the one person who has ever made me feel interesting and worthwhile and happy is across the country in love with someone else and is telling me over and over that i need to find happiness for myself and to stop having feelings for him because it would have never worked anyways and you are the only thing i care about and the only thing i think about from when i wake up to when i fall asleep and everything reminds me of you and i cant enjoy music anymore because every song reminds me of you and i cant eat anymore because everytime i try i think about you kissing her and fucking her and loving her and i lose my appetite and everything is for you, i would do anything to just go back and i hate everything i hate everything i hate everything
you dont tag trigger warnings?
i always get shit when i talk about this but the reason i dont tag tw is bc
a)Â the term âtriggerâ is meant to refer 2 those with PTSD those w severe anxiety and/or survivors of various forms of abuse it indicates an extreme reaction 2 certain stimulus like a panic attack/flashback/blackout caused by ur brain being unable to handle the resurgence of something horrific that happened to uÂ
b) with that being said, i dont post triggering content. i havent talked about serious triggering shit on this blog for a long time in fact i think the last time i tagged smth was when i reblogged this youtube video about domestic abuse probs like 6 months ago nowadays i just reblog pretty pictures and make fun of anonsÂ
b) i get a thousand messages everyday from ppl suggesting i should tag shit like âspiders, âbloodâ, âfeetâ, âghostsâ, etc and it seriously pisses me off that u guys really believe âtriggeringâ equals âit makes me uncomfortableâ im not here to make tumblr a better place for u im not even getting paid man itâs ur responsibility to take care of yourself when it comes to these random ass âtriggersâ if u cant see a gif of a ghost on ur dash you shouldnât be online at all
d) in fact, ive come to the conclusion that demanding one of these lame ass trigger warnings itâs just a way 2 identify yourself as even more aware even more solicitous than the person who failed to ~adequately~ provide such a ridiculous warning. when i see ppl tagging âtw: spidersâ i cant help but think they are not demonstrating a sensitivity towards a topic but rather they just wanna be âseenâ doing so 2 demand that others âoughtâ to do the same to validate oneâs politics. this whole âtriggerâ business is less about protecting ppl from potentially re-traumatizing events and more 2 do with flagging up your right-on credentials even if it means silencing those who have actually gone through actual traumatizing events.
Iâm so sorry
Iâm so so sorry
WHO THE FUCK BROUGHT THIS BACK
Seriously who brought this back
I know you donât like to talk, but you gotta do it for her.
I'm not ready for VidCon, I don't think i can do it
sexuality: poussey speaking germanÂ
MY ULTIMATE CREATION
john green is really spinning out of controlÂ
He looks so genuinely upset
When Johnny saw Winona for the first time he was 26 and she was 18. They were every adolescentâs dream - he was a teen idol and she was little more than a teenager. They knew of one another through their movies but they met in person at the premiere of Great Balls of Fire, Winona wore white and was in the hall drinking a Coke. âIt was a classic glance,â said Depp, âlike the zoom lenses in West Side Story, and everything else gets foggy.â âIt wasnât a long moment â echoed Winona - but it was suspended.â
They met again several months later at Johnnyâs âhomeâ at the Chateau Marmont and they talked about their mutual love of Catcher in the Rye and the soundtrack from The Mission. A week or so later their union was blessed during their first official date, by the LSD guru, Timothy Leary, who, just like in a screenplay of a dark rom-com, was the godfather of "I have never had a boyfriend and I stay at home with my mum and watch old movies" Winona and the idol of the Beat Generation "I finished trying out all the drugs there were at 14" Johnny. Shortly after that she had a ring on her finger and he had âWinona foreverâ tattooed on his biceps.
She said things like: "When I met Johnny, I was pure virgin. He changed that. He was my first everything. My first real kiss. My first real boyfriend. My first fiancĂŠ. The first guy I had sex with. So heâll always be in my heart. Forever. Kind of funny that word." He responded with: âIâd die for her. I love her so much. I donât know what I would do without her. Sheâs going through a lot right now. I wish I could just kiss away the pain, make it go away, stop it, kill it! If she, you know, I donât know what I would do. Iâd kill myself. I love that girl. I love her. I love her almost more than I love myself.â Or: âBelieve me, this Winona Forever tattoo is not something I took lightlyâŚHer eyes kill meâ.
