Orange cat energy

just a whimsical gal who regularly crashes out

[gay-classics-student]

I'm back, to the two people who interact with my blog I'm so back.

[http-tempted]

maybe you don’t have insomnia, the moon just prefers you

[gay-classics-student]

I hate how I got emotionally attached to someone I wasn't dating, realised they liked me too late, they've now lost interest and are just being polite and now it's too late to actually tell them how I feel and now I'm just stuck with these feelings

Ig I'm just using Tumblr as a shitty really emo diary now but oh well

Like at this point it just sucks that something has made them loose interest and if now I'll never know.

Fuck, fuck, fuck,fuck,fuck

Like I don't even think it's worth it knowing for sure anymore because I don't want to move on cause idk if the constant hurt of not knowing but also kinda knowing they don't like me anymore is better or worse than having to completely loose hope

Guys I need to stop getting crushes, I'm too melodramatic for this shit

[gay-classics-student]

Guys, can my horoscope and astrology just not apply to me for the next couple weeks if I just choose to selectively not believe in it, can I please just unclaim this energy

[gay-classics-student]

I need to stop having ungodly levels crash outs then realising my period is in a couple days ts is getting embarrassing

[gay-classics-student]

I called them gay (I'm gay), stupid and told them I hate them

How do they not know I like them smh

[gay-classics-student]

Painting because crashing out after realising they're no longer interested in me because we both waited too long to confess is wrong

[gay-classics-student]

My room has gone from artistically messy to disgusting and a sign of mental illness

I still refuse to tidy it

[gay-classics-student]

Happy gay month little gay bitches

[chronicpessimistic]

blogging is awesome and i now understand

[natnormalatall]

roald dahl was antisemitic and misogynistic. george orwell was openly homophobic. edgar allan poe married his 13 year old cousin. dr seuss cheated on his wife (and was racist as well as antisemitic!). hp lovecraft was racist as fuck. anyways they’re fucking dead it’s not like you’re enabling their behaviors in the afterlife or something. then again I think they bleed into the books so uh keep an eye out for that

the difference between these old white guys and jk rowling is that the former group is all dead. jk rowling is alive and using your money to oppress trans people

[gay-classics-student]

Guys this is so shit, why have I read every Solitaire fanfiction that exists

[gay-classics-student]

Why is being weird now a genre of person? Why do I have to watch anime and play deltarune to be clear considered weird? Maybe I was weird in a bringing spells into school, feminist gothic literature and try to convince people I was a pshycic way?

[redstonedust]

love wearing all black in public i hope no large gaseous heat emitting orb in the sky comes along and makes my day worse

[tyler-aint-real]

Rocky horror is one of the only films with a “be yourself!” Message that I really love. RHPS says, yes, you might be hunted and prosecuted and killed for doing what you were born to do, but it’s not worth living life if you’re living a lie.

Give yourself over to pleasure. Don’t dream it, be it.

Or, at least, that’s what I got out of it.

[gay-classics-student]

Do I dye my hair again ( I am gay, in the middle of exams and have no money, my hair is currently box dyed red but I last dyed it about 2 months ago)

Yes (red)

Yes (orange)

Yes (green)

Yes (blue)

Yes (purple)

Yes (pink)

No (boring)

Voting ended onMay 17

[gay-classics-student]

I need to stop posting shit on here, Jesus Christ I forgot I posted half of this