andrew loml

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[gayforandrewminyard]

I FUCKIN HATE HAVING ANXIOUS ATTACHMENT ISSUES. UGH. I WANT TO END IT ALL. Omg it's so embarrassing to just exist.

[yellow-cat]

remember to be scared all day so youre not caught off guard when it happens

[house-of-booklr]

- Neil Josten

[gayforandrewminyard]

This art is by @evyltalks I found it on Pinterest and omg I can't stop thinking about this Neil.....😫😫😫😫😫😫

[starwaalker]

[gayforandrewminyard]

LMAO

[schnuspi]

we have all of these different responses to (childhood) trauma and abuse

Neil: flight

Andrew:fight

Kevin: freeze

Jean: fawn

Riko: double it and give it to the next person

[melita-m]

The Foxhole Court P.2

I’m still working on putting together a breakdown but the fact that I learnt so much by making this is making it hard every time I implemented something I learnt a better way of doing it which is probably why it took 5 months to build lmao. Even now the urge to rebuild everything from the ground up is strong, and I’m ngl that urge will probably win. Mainly on a texturing and optimisation level though it’ll still have the same structure.

Anyways I’ve started blocking out the exterior and the sheer size of this thing is insane. (65 THOUSAND SEATS NORA??? THATS TO MANY SEATS!!! Damn near set my desk on fire rendering these the fan was running so hot) I will be trying to post more WIPs though, and maybe a fly through animation of the place but it may kill my mac so no promises.

Viewport renders below

Everything modelled, rendered and composited in blender, textures painted in clip studio paint.

Also support on my last post was insane thank you all sm, before I started posting here last year my agoraphobia extended to social media and it’s been years since I’ve been able to post my art publicly.

[dtilmnh]

Reminder that Neil's response to finding out Andrew was afraid of heights in the airport, was to give him airplane crash statistics and tell him that he was sure it was a quick death.

[gayforandrewminyard]

I love that

[gayforandrewminyard]

Missing someone who reminds me of Andrew and I really just wanna puke I want to KMS FUVKKKKKKKKLLKKKKKKKKKK YES I'M CRASHING OUT.

[tactiletelekonesis]

thinking about how everyone portrays aaron as full blown hating neil and like yeah hes mad neil stuck his nose into his business and is hooking up with his brother, but aaron looked upset about neil being hurt in baltimore when neil made it to the hotel room, aaron didnt say anything to the fbi on neils behalf to protect him just like the rest of the foxes, aaron didnt refute nickys claim that itd be a unanimous vote for neil to stay after baltimore, aaron helped matt move the couch for them all to sleep in matt and neils room after baltimore and was part of the sleepover, aaron congratulated neil after learning about ichirous deal because he was glad neil wouldnt be killed, aaron spotted that andrew would fight for neil before neil even knew, aaron let neil move in with andrew (yes, most of it was to keep katelyn away from andrew but he couldve just not brought her to the dorm)

hes mad at neil and will likely hold a grudge for ages, but he still cares. he still cares

[nelicadraws]

Did someone say angsty sexual tension?

[gayforandrewminyard]

Hi couldn't talk about how much I love two certain gay men who love each other to death but they're not dating because I was busy contemplating if life's worth living (it's not but atleast I've got AFTG to obsess over)

[ouijacine]

You’re too sweet for me 🍇🍓🍉🌶️🍒

(August Patreon don’t forget to sign up to ouijacine.com before the end of the month)

[polartss]

One of many third book makeouts 🫡

[polartss]

prints here!!!

[instigatorjosten]

walking in on Andreil making out must be so fucking weird for people who know Andrew. because you can’t look scary when you’re making out w someone. it turns your brain off, you don’t even feel like you’re in your body. so Andrew’s guard must be as down as anyone other than Neil has ever seen. can you imagine you have this idea of Andrew that he is so scary and insane and intimidating and you avoid him always and then suddenly there he is blushed like a fucking tomato looking very annoyed you interrupted them but hey you really are five foot, i hadn’t noticed

[dykekarkat]

just saw the craziest fucking edit i had to pause why have i never thought about aaron and neil both looking like their mother's killers.

[gayforandrewminyard]

Completed TGR, what's the purpose of my life now?