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Indie Selective OC RP blog. Cadmus from my novel series, Seven Devils. Read rules for more!

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New muse!

My muse, @gcdmistaken aka Cadmus, has been added here to my multimuse in order to have all my muses on one blog!

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[gcdmistaken]

theresastargirl​:

She was dangerous as well, she knew that, given who her father was. She could easily put him at risk just like he was probably weighing that decision as well. Ophelia felt like some days it was a task to even take care of herself, and now she was offering to help another. She was leaving that up to her double hearts with the protectiveness. “Then it’s settled then. We’ll look after each other.” She looked up at him, smiling faintly. “We’ll make this work, yeah? Have you got somewhere you’re staying at currently? I’ve got a flat not far from here and the couch is plenty big enough for a bed.”

“I’ve been staying here and there, I guess. Anywhere I can find so...no, guess I don’t have somewhere.” Abandoned places had been Cadmus’ best bet currently. That could get lonely and he even got caught sometimes but it hadn’t ever been difficult to escape. It’d be nice to be somewhere he’d been invited to for once rather than living in the shadow hoping no one noticed him. “I’ll stay on one condition. You have to promise me I won’t be any trouble to you. Or at least that you won’t let me be any trouble.”

[consigndarkness]

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[gcdmistaken]

theresastargirl​:

“Yeah, kinda. Unique.” She repeated the word, watching as he seemed to become a bit happier at that. It was good that there were people out there that could relate to being one of the last of their kind, but on the other hand, it was also painful to know that others were experiencing the same thing as her. “But, we can stick together, yeah? Make sure that we don’t end things for our line and all that?” She was now a bit more protective of the boy, even if he wasn’t entirely a child like herself, she still wanted to make sure he was okay. 

“Yeah...” Cadmus paused briefly, glancing down at the table as a few thoughts swept through his mind. Sticking with him was dangerous, he knew that. The angels after him were relentless. They’d stop at nothing and stoop to any level needed to get what they want. Could he really put someone else through that? It’d certainly be nice to have someone around for once and if things got too bad, he could always bolt. Finally, he nodded, allowing the smile - a little hollow at this point - return to his lips. “Yeah, we can. I...I’d really like that.”

[parismemes]

ANGRY SENTENCE STARTERS.

“get the fuck out!” “if you say one more word i can’t promise you’re gonna leave here in one piece.” “shut up!” “are you kidding me?!” “stop acting like my feelings don’t matter!” “everything’s just a fucking joke to you, isn’t it?” “you have no right to talk to me that way!” “i’m so mad at you i can’t even see straight.” “i’m not talking to you right now.” “if you have something to say, you can say it to my face.” “you don’t ever think about anyone but yourself!” “fuck you!” “i could seriously strangle you right now.” “i’m so goddamn tired of everyone always expecting things from me and never giving anything back!” “i wish you’d just shut your mouth for a second.” “why can’t you ever listen to me?” “oh, so now you’re gonna blame me for this?” “it was your fault!” “i’m trying to have a nice night and you just had to waltz in here and ruin everything, didn’t you?” “god, sometimes i wish we’d never met.” “i love you, but i really fucking hate you sometimes.” “grow the hell up!” “you don’t deserve a warm welcome after what you did.” “is it so hard to admit you’re wrong?” “have you ever even considered what i think about all this?” “i hate you.” “i don’t want to do this anymore!”

[roleplaymemeworld]

☆  LIGHTS WILL GUIDE YOU HOME - DEATH SENTENCE STARTERS  ☆

“I don’t feel so good…”

"I think I got hurt pretty bad.”

“Please tell me I’m going to be okay!”

“I don’t want to die yet, please don’t let me die!”

“I’m so sorry. I never wanted to leave you so early…”

“I wish I could see them one more time…”

“Don’t worry, it doesn’t hurt anymore…”

“I can’t…breathe!”

“I’m sorry, I’m too tired to keep talking…”

“Tell him/her I love him/her…”

“I’ll see you again one day…”

“Hang in there, I am calling for help!”

“Please don’t die on me! I need you!”

“Shit shit shit, this looks very bad…”

“Okay, don’t close your eyes, keep talking to me!”

“I always thought we’d grow old together…”

“I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you…”

“Don’t leave me, please. I can’t do this without you.”

“There’s so much blood…”

“You can rest now. Your fight is over.”

“It’s okay to let go. You’ve been so brave.”

“I love you. I’ll always love you and I’m here. You don’t have to be afraid.”

[stmichael-achieved]

            ❛  i am the archangel michael.  ❜

[gcdmistaken]

An indifferent expression masked any of the anxiety he may have been feeling deep down. Cadmus always expressed caution around angels. And from the rumors he’d heard? This one was no joke. Not one to be messed with, for that matter. “I’ve heard of you.”

[nevertrustasupe]

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[trashmemes]

TRAGIC AESTHETIC I SENTENCE STARTERS —  a bunch of quotes pulled from pinterest boards. feel free to make alterations.

i’m having a hard time describing how i feel.

did we really go through all this for nothing?

people do bad things when they are trying to survive.

i don’t know who i am anymore. i am no one if i’m not self-destructing.

no matter what i do, i can’t get better.

and now i have nothing.

when are you going to stop punishing yourself for things you cannot control?

i replay that moment every night in my head.

they’re dead because of you.

maybe i lied when i said i was okay.

i am tired of being brave.

loneliness really fucks you up.

this isn’t normal. this isn’t the way normal people live.

my mother is ashamed of me.

it’s been a long time since i’ve felt right.

he’s not coming back.

we’ll never be those kids again.

everything i love turns to shit.

i’m terrified that if i try my hardest, i still won’t be good enough.

what a terrible mess i’ve made of my life.

acting like you don’t care is not letting it go.

i wish i could have saved you. please forgive me.

ghosts? sure. i know all about ghosts. 

there will be no miracles here.

i wish i could let all this anger go.

why can’t things that are good just stay?

too many people leave without saying goodbye.

i don’t know who i want to be anymore.

what doesn’t kill you makes you wish you were dead.

the trouble is that you think you have time.

sometimes i still can feel his hands.

i’ve wasted so much time becoming nothing.

where is all the time that heals?

oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.

i am the monster you created.

[gcdmistaken]

theresastargirl​:

“Tell me about it.” She mumbled as she held her mug tightly between her hands. “Lots of unknown. Lots of uncertainty. There’s just…” She sighed, shaking her head a bit. “Might not be the only one out there. But if you are… you’re not alone in that regard. Cause I’m one of the last ones of my kind too…”

“You are?” Cadmus asked, looking up to meet her gaze as the distance fled from his eyes. He found a small amount of comfort in that. A potential friend that was just like him in that regard. His smile grew more genuine, head nodding a few times. “That does make me feel a bit better. I guess it makes us unique, in a way. We’re like flakes of snow, you know?”

[nevertrustasupe]

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[leneemusing]

more misc memes

“  change isn’t easy.  ” “  i just wanted to say i’m sorry.  ” “  i guess being angry was/is just easier than being sad.  ”  “  what did you want to tell me?  ” “  it was supposed to be simple.  ” “  you’ve got blood on your shirt.  ” “  you can stay with me.  ” “  what did you want to show me?  ” “  i miss ____ more than i thought i would.  ” “  i don’t like to talk about it, but i wanted you to know.  ” “  shut up. please.  ” “  fuck off.  ” “  hush, i’m trying to kiss you.  ” “  you’re lucky you’re cute.  ” “  i fucked up.  ” “  i just want to take it all back.  ” “  i can’t sleep.  ”  /  “  can’t sleep?  ” “  we should get a pet.  ” “  if you have something to say, spit it out.  ” “  i’m allowed to be angry.  ” “  she/he aint even that cute.  ” “  just hold me.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ”   “  i just need time.  ” “  i already made my decision, you’re not going to change that.  ”   “  nothing you can say will surprise me.  ” “  everyone leaves, eventually. either they move on or they die. they leave and i’m left behind.  ” “  death is a part of life. i accepted that a long time ago.  ” “  i don’t fear death. i fear anonymity.  ” “  listen to me, please.  ” “  i’m not even sure what to say to that.  ” “  that should probably shock me, but honestly it doesn’t.  ” “  am i supposed to care?  ” “  i do care.  ”   “  you make me happy.  ” “  you look beautiful like this.  ”   “  if this is your idea of fun, i don’t know what to say to you.  ” “  it terrifies me.  ”   “  just let me show you how i feel.  ”

[gcdmistaken]

theresastargirl​:

“So, you’re an enigma then?” Phee questioned, studying him a bit before taking a sip of her coffee. “How’s that work then? What are you?” She wasn’t trying to be accusatory, but inquisitive. Here was someone before her that wasn’t of this world either and she was more interested in learning more than anything. “Are you the only one like yourself out here?”

It was a question Cadmus didn’t have the answer to, but he certainly knew he was the only one out there like himself. Not always the easiest thought to process. He used to think on it way too much, but nowadays, the uneasiness was replaced with indifference. Finally, he shrugged and smiled slightly. “I am and it’s a big universe, you know? Sometimes, that makes me afraid.”

[rpmemestm]

aftermath.    some angst memes for your feels.

“you did this.” “tell me you didn’t do it!” “was it worth it?” “is she/he/they….?” “you had to do it, you had no choice.” “it’s us or them.” “it’s all your fault!” “it’s all my fault.” “stay the hell away from me!” “you’re a fighter, now get up and fight!” “this is on you!” “do you blame me?” “if you could go back and change it all.. would you?” “i knew you would let me down.” “did we win?” “did we lose?” “everyone we ever cared about.. they’re all gone.” “you die, i die.” “if i die, i intend to go down fighting.” “i can’t lose you too!” “i’m the bad guy.” “i got you. you’re safe now.” “we’re too late.” “i’m scared.” “come back to me.”

[nevertrustasupe]

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[gcdmistaken]

theresastargirl​:

“Oh, and you don’t?” Ophelia questioned, eyeing him. “So where are you from then? And how’d you know I’m not one of the human lot? You certainly look human as well so…” Unless she had missed an obvious sign that he wasn’t, but he looked like a human boy. “Come on then. Let’s swap our interesting backstories now rather than idle chitchat.”

“Of course I don’t,” Cadmus said, shaking his head. He knew of an angel that dealt with the concept of luck, but overall, it was something that only existed for those who needed it. “And you just feel different, you know? I can’t really explain it but I have a way of knowing. I don’t really think I can explain where I come from either. It’s somewhere in between everywhere and....no where.”