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wowww i saw twice today well technically yesterday⊠it was so fun i wish i could relive it đđđđ
alsooo iâm working on the smau and some other fics so feel free to request !! iâll try to get them done even tho i have a upcoming schoolwork field trip for three days IF THERES A SCREEN TUMBLR/AO3 SHOULD BE SEEN.
Yes, I think it was andysung! U had ofher jisung fanfic up too right?
mhhhh iâm not quite sure about me having other jisung fics up but andysung was indeed my old username eheh đ«Șđ«Șđ«Ș
Hi! I was wondering if you could write something where reader is Jisung's ex girlfriend and they see each other again at a friend's wedding or something, and decide to give each other a second chance?
It's okay if you don't, I just love your fics <3
COINCIDENCE I DONâT THINK SO
summary â your job as a executive producer was cut short after your old relationship with jisung, from the well known boy band nct got leaked leading to your guyâs break up. who wouldâve thought that you would meet at a wedding of one of his seniors.
an â yes i did my own twist on this đ«Șđ«Ș forgive me anon đđi hope you like it tho. i was so distracted lately and i didnât post at all, iâm so lazy gotta keep you guys updated đŹđŹ i actually wanted to use chen as the couole thats getting married but i remembered that tvxq was giving jisung allowance money after his cameo in uknowâs mv anddd changmin is married so its a winwin situation(winwin mentioned)
warnings â cursing, kissing (?), fuck ass shy jisung (yes i love shy and awkward jisung, tvxq/rv/nct127/nctdream members mentioned, kinda crybaby jisung, intended lower case, not beta read
never would you have expected your relationship with jisung to be leaked. it wasnât even obvious at all. no couple items to make it clear enough that you were dating, no public dates and no clips of you two in any way possible. you were shocked, being called into the conference room already made you feel paranoid, your face was out for the public to see, you snapped out ofnit when you heard your name being called. your body reacting faster than your brain. you looked up, your eyes wide and the hairs at the back of your neck standing up.
"yes⊠?" you replied in a shaky tone, shifting your position when your eyes met with jisungâs across the table, what was he thinking, you thought.
"this is really serious you know. everyone is attacking both of you. we need to keep his career clean, you are currently the reason for the damage." the staff member said, it seemed like he felt bad for you, would it count as pity? you thought, not like you wanted pity from anyone in this room.
"weâll have to fire you." was the last sentence you could register before documents were put infront of you. you nodded calmly, not having any more hope for anything pretty much. as you were about to sign the papers, two chairs scraped off the floor, everyone looked up, jisung and his manager are heading our. you could tell this would be the last time youâd see him, bowing to the both of them before they were out of the conference room. it felt like your heart fell down this whole building. your hands trembled as you signed the papers, standing up and leaving the room without uttering a word. you felt sad and embarrassed, was that all you meant to jisung or what? all these years and months, just for him to toss you away like trash. you bit back tears, rushing out of the back door of the huge building to avoid photographers.
as you sat in your car, you looked at jisungâs contact number before deciding to block him for good.
after being the main producer for uknowâs latest album, the members of tvxq have been showing you lots of support, happily signing most of your merchandise. as a lucky fan girl you thought you could only dream of attending changminâs wedding but here you were.
sitting down with seulgi and irene you tought nothing would go wrong, well you shouldâve taken notice after johnny, taeyong and doyoung cane to greet you, you shouldâve noticed when seulgi and johnny engaged in a conversation. you leaned back on the chair, looking up as another group of people approached your table, this time the one leading it was mark, your gut sank deep, just behind him was jisung next to jeno. you gulped down, bowing to them politely and sitting back down, quickly turning away.
"irene, why didnât you tell that he was going to be here, this will be so awkward now." you whined. irene just rolled her eyes, waving her hand up and down in a careless manner.
"just avoid him. he probably feels way more awkward than you do." she said in a monotone voice, but she was set on it. you shrugged your shoulders, you knew you couldnât fight against irene, a small giggle escaping you which made her raise her eyebrow.
"fine, iâll go out for fresh air real quick." you said grabbing you purse and fixing your skirt, she nodded as you walked off.
"jisung stop staring itâs rude." jeno huffed next to the youngers ear, poking at his side.
jisung gave him a small glare pushing his hand away, "iâm not staring." even he himself knew he was lying, but what else could he say. he sighed out, a small pout forming on his lips as his cheeks puffed out lightly.
"you look so funny. but youâre pissing me off, go follow her and apologise after one whole year. immature ass." jeno commanded, patting jisung on the neck, a small smack following.
"no hyung are you crazy?!" "go." and with that jisung was out of the wedding hall, heading to the huge balcony outside.
the balcony was huge, decorated with beautiful flowers and furniture probably for later when everyone will be outside. there you were leaning against the railing, phone in hand and your thumb nail between your teeth.
jisung mustered up the courage to approach you, his confidence faltering with each step. he gulped down, taking one last deep breath before fully standing behind you. he tapped your shoulder lightly, you almost couldnât feel it, it was that light, but it was familiar enough for you to turn around, you hair flowing beautifully as you did.
your eyes met, and your heart skipped a beat. you pushed your phone into the pocket of your blazer, awkwardly taking a step aback.
"heyâŠ" jisung said, his voice shaky and unsure. he scratched the back of his neck. he could already feel the small red spot from jenoâs smack a few minutes before.
your eyebrow raised, but your demeanour faded. you couldnât always stay mad at him right, you thought. "oh.. jisung?" you said awkwardly not knowing what else to say.
"i came to apologise. i knew what a asshole i was for walking away, i really regret it. i wish i wouldâve said something to protect you but i was afraid and immature. iâm really sorry, i really am. you donât have to accept my apology, i just felt like a burden carrying this guilt on me without knowing how you have been and if youâve been struggling." he went off rambling like he always did when he was a nervous wreck.
you just stood there, waiting till he finished. your eyes flowing over his face, settling on his eyes that sparkled with tears that dared to drip down his face. you caressed his arm in a soothing manner to get him to calm down, it was obvious that he was feeling guilty and felt sorry.
"itâs fine. i forgive you, donât apologise, and of course donât cry." you said hugging him. he slowly leaned his head against your shoulder, you felt a tear drip down his cheek. your hands went up and down his back, small hiccups leaving his chest. you pulled away, looking him in the eye, smiling softly.
"i love you⊠" he whispered, your thumb wiping away the access tears. he slowly leaned in capturing your lips into his own. a peck was enough to prove both of you, you pulled away chuckling.
"letâs not cry." you said laughing, you fixed his hair as he laughed along.
"youâre right, we arenât babies anymore i guess." he said jokingly, fixing his suit.
"mark would disagree with that." you said before you walked back into the wedding hall hand in hand.
Mama i want more jisung x reader smau âčïž
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note â i had to make this post for the fifth time now, i donât know why tumblr hates me đ¶âđ«ïžđ¶âđ«ïž this is hella rushed even tho this request has been sitting in my inbox for a heck of a while. itâs also pretty short, so if you guys want a continuation let me know eheh.
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I swear I know u! U had a different username right??? But I canât remember what
hehe⊠i used to have another acc and i alsoo had a different username here, BUT i hated it smmm i had to change it i think it was andysung? it was just not so creative bcs all my other usernames are creative etc etc, soo yes ure probs right đ„čđ¶âđ«ïž
Hiii, how are you? (â âąáŽâąâ ) I hope you're doing wonderful ^0^!! Okay so when I got the notification for your smau, I went to click on it and it showed me this ;-;
I'm not sure if it's on my end and just a setting I need to fix. Do you know? (Sorry if I'm bothering đ)
haii, iâm doing bad my ear hurts but thatâs not the point rn ^^
i know exactly what you are talking about, i think tumblr hates me. whenever i upload/edit they IMMEDIATELY flag it and i alwayssss have to appeal it đ¶âđ«ïžđ¶âđ«ïžđ¶âđ«ïžđ¶âđ«ïž
6. marriage
note â i actually just realised how i didnât post this but here you guys go. i actually struggled while making this, and in the middle of writing i started bawling my eyes out. so enjoy my tears đ¶âđ«ïžđ
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hai people, i assume you all saw the news of mark leaving nct. iâm sad, i really am, but not in a para social way. itâs just really sad because iâve practically stanned nct since their debut and i followed them for a but while they were smrookies, so yeah practically half of my world has been destroyed. nct has been apart of me since i was young, i even covered chewing gum when it was released, so iâve been slightly attached but not to the point of being obsessed. i hope everyone and everything is going well, i hope no one is feeling too sad besides the people close to mark. i hope mark will find his true happiness and his true self, thank you mark for all of these 10 years. đđ
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4. sheldon? (đ)
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here you were, not attending your 3pm class and instead getting ready in your room, but you guessed it was worth it. you were going on a date with jisung, jisung from middle school. the weird loner that was friends with the popular kids. you definitely never saw this coming. sitting at your vanity while karina and haechan were seated on your bed doing what ever, you didnât pay much attention to what they were doing, solely focusing on your meet up. you finished your make up, spraying the setting spray on your face and fanning it.
"you going already?" you heard karinaâs voice speak up. "yeah, not gonna lie tho, iâm a bit nervous." you admitted, your lips pressed in a thin line, totally forgetting about your lips gloss that could be messed up by now. "well, donât be. i can assure you jisung will be even more nervous than you. he might even shake." haechan chimed in, he giggled a bit. he wasnât wrong, besides heâd know because him and jisung were friends.
"alright then, iâll get going. keep an eye on sheldon." you yelled from the hallway. "i still wonder till this day on why you named you hamster sheldon, the hell were you thinking." haechan yelled right back, his eyes wandering to a huge cage set up for your hamster, karina laughed a but, her eyes turning into a crescent moon shape.
you finally arrived, pushing the door open to the starbucks you and jisung had planned to meet at. your eyes scanned around the tables to see where jisung was sitting at, he had messaged you 5 minutes before that he had already arrived. your eyes landed on the back of the coffee shop, the table at the back next to the window. you fixed your hair hastily, luckily jisung was on his phone, you cheered inside of your brain, hurrying into the bathroom. you checked your appearance thru the mirror, you outfit looked good enough, you thought to yourself. kinda basic tho, you were wearing a white button up layered with a gray camisole and loose beige trousers, nothing to fancy or boring. you sighed out, walking out of the bathroom, you donât even know why you went into the bathroom. you walked towards jisung, you fingers lightly tapping on his shoulder because his back was facing you. once he turned around you saw his side profile, you realised how much his features had changed, he looked way more mature. even though you had checked out his pictures it still couldnât be compared to him in real life. you smiled, sitting down on the opposite chair.
âhi jisung, you look great." you said trying to come across as good as possible. your eyes followed his motions. his hands covering his lips as he smiled and the rosy tint on his cheeks. wow, his appearance changed but he was still the same shy kid you remembered.
"o-oh.. thank you, you looked good too." he said, slowly removing his hand from his face. a small smile splaying on his lips. "i hope i didnât keep you waiting too long." setting your purse down, you parted your hair a bit from the back. jisungâs eyes followed every movement that you did. for a minute nobody spoke, you waited for him to respond, a slight raise from your eyebrow managed to somehow snap him out of what ever trance he was in. "no worries, i only waited maybe about five minutes or so, should we order?" he said, his chair squeaking as he stood up, waiting for you.
jisung and you were at the cafe for nearly for four hours. sharing you interests, old memories, debating and much more. you enjoyed it, occasionally teasing jisung to get a reaction out of him, you definitely found him cute. he even walked you home, insisting. he waved while you unlocked the door to your apartment, you waved back before walking in and rushing up the stairs. a quiet squeal escaping you. you let out a breath from having to walk up so many stairs. you unlocked your door, being greeted by not only haechan and karina but also by giselle, winter and ning ning. you were only gone for four hourd and they had already gathered together at your house. you snorted out.
"how was it?!?!?" haechan said curiously, taking out his phone, typing on it as if he was a reporter taking your report. you walked inside and closed the door behind you. "i enjoyed it actually, didnât except him to be cute tho, thought heâd act hella tough." you said in a calm manner, smiling to yourself while remembering your date with jisung. "ohhhh, look at how sheâs smiling!!!" winter squealed out loudly, you raised your head and rolled your eyes. all five of them were laughing, it was not that funny you thought.
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helloooo people, i thought i should show a sign of being alive đđđđ
for today i have planned to upload three or even five things !! some related to the smau of jisung and the other will probs be written. đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„č i have spring break and i also have nothing to do soo a winwin situation, winwin mentioned. đđ also plss request stuff, cause to be fair iâm def not the most creative person. i donât have rules because iâm fine with writing anything.
alsoo, i saw the tds4 concert clips and oh lord they were so cute. i wonder what they were crying so hard about?? what ever, i might post smth related to crybaby jisung. đ„č sooo
hello people, i thought i should give an update. i havenât been posting much nor have i been updating đđ iâll try to finish the smau with jisung quickly or to atleast post another chapter, if i post something else, itâll probably be something written. i hope u guys enjoy my writings tho, i have so many drafted stories BUT they are all half written đ so⊠my requests are open, open all the time. so please request stuff, because iâm curious of what my followers like đ„čalso i finished all my exams, so iâll have extra time to post. iâm currently working on a story for my ao3 đââïžđââïž hehe and also iâm still writing another jisung fic and i donât know when iâll finish that one. ig stay tuned, and look forward to more rants bcs tbf my life isnât always boring đđđ
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