GENERALBDSM

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Smoked liikeee 10 marlboro golds and drank some gin tonic yesterday, i think life is good !!!! Heres a dumb picture or wtv

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Hate them i hate them i hate them i hatw them i hate hate hate hate why did i ever bother to ever ever ever ever even get so close to them i just wanna stop caring but then they'll ask for an explanation which im so lazy for i dont feel like it at all

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Dude im so tired of my fucking friends they care too much about everything ever meanwhile my laid back attitude is just ohmygod. I FEEL SO STRAINED. MY FREEDOM. IRS. ITS. ITS SO LIMITED AROUND THEM HUGHJHG

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I think I'm slowly loosing my sanity but its okay cause i find much more comfort in this rather than whatever you WEIRDD healthy people constantly do!!

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Ima smoke the fuck out of some marlboro gold tomorrow

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Hvbbbbbhbbbv mom can u give me some money pleaseee

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Fuck bro cant stop stabbing my thigh !!!! Im fucking zTWEAKINN!!! feelin like kevin spencer tho thats a pro lol

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Im really close to pulling another all nighter against my own will and i really don't know what the fuck to do, its AGAINST MY OWN WILL. and the nap i took earlier after school isn't really helpful at all, i'll try to somehow sleep but i donno how well it'll go for me, sigh.. yare yare.

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my soulmate ( @generalbdsm ) and this fuckass gif that i cant stop thinking about

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Holy shit giggling rn

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Oh only if some slightly but only slightly evil to some extent sadistic person (bonus points if slightlyyyyy masochistic) came into my life and we both had a really beautiful relationship friendship thing develop between one anotherrr

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Still thinking that time when i told my friend about my past, like. I was going insane, the only reason i told him about it vaguely, i usually hold back. Anyways he said "____ didn't deserve it!!" (____ is my name ok) and like yeah no shit sherlock whats there to deserve go fuck yourself next time you can't think of something better to say i'd prefer a half assed I feel bad this happened to you rather than a you didn't deserve ir considering i literally just told him- WELL WHAT I TOLD HIM NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS

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Thank you to my dumbass friend i always bully and he doesn't want me slimed out for it🤍 always there for me for my episodes and he doesn't make annoying jokes that make me hate him🩶bros actually funny🖤

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Everyones always useless when im on the verge of having a veri veri bad episode 🙄🙄them whores probably being fucked up the ass while i die

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Momm why did u have to catch me lackingg i was so close to finally finding a proper dealerrr MOMMM NOW I HAVE TO FIND UNCONVENTIONAL WAYS TO MAKE THE VOICES SHUT THE FUVK UPOOOO

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Writing about the usage of drugs because the urges are so bad i might just inject water into my fucking veins bruh holy shit can someone get me a cigarette cause apparently a whole bottle of beer wasn't enough for today. Usually just an energy drink works, which i know is weird but everyone has their own things that help okay leavmealone