I want to be on Dr zaynes freezing cold operating table, in his nearly silent OR, surrounded by confusing, intimidating machines I don't understand, under blinding flourescent lights, waiting for him to open me up so viscerally that if he's not careful he'll kill me. I want him so in control over me, so far in me, that his black nitrile gloves are reaching inside my thoracic cage.
But it'll be ok, because I won't remember any of it. I won't feel any of it. I want the last thing I see to be him at the head of the table, surgical mask on. Blocking out those lights that give the OR an otherworldly glare and casting me in a dark shadow that makes my skin crawl with terror. But he's going to be the one I latch on to, even if he scares me. I'm going to look into those piercing, dominating eyes boring holes into my fear, my instinctive resistance and cling to the words that come out of his mouth.
He's going to slip a mask over my face and tell me to breathe as he holds it there. A small mercy that lets me stay close to him, as he tells me to count backwards from 99.
You text Xavier late at night. Late, late at night. So late, it could only really mean one thing when you say "come downstairs". You already have a man, he's next to you in your bed, asleep and holding you because he loves you soooo much. And you love him too, just. Not enough to not want Xavier.
Xavier, who you can hear scrambling around his room upstairs. Beside you, your boyfriend grumbles in his sleep and digs his nose into the side of your neck, hiding from the blue light of your phone screen. Xavier doesn't even bother answering, you just hear the lightest, quietest knock on your door. There's no way it even takes him five minutes to get there.
He knows you have company, and god it could burn him to ash inside that that's not his spot, but all of those feelings are secondary to coming when you call. Any and every excuse to see you, no circumstance is bad. Your boyfriend doesn't wake up when you slip out. not really. Just a soft noise in his sleep as he scoots closer to your empty spot. Cluelessly chasing the scent of you on your pillow while you answer the door in almost nothing at all. A tanktop and faded panties. When you crack open the door to see it, Xavier's eyes drop straight down, and then his jaw drops too.
If he wants to pony up some kind of speech, a reasonable though, you don't let him. You lean in and kiss him like he's your man. Warm, wet, dirty. He lets you lick into his mouth, and when you put your hands on his sleep warm chest, sliding up and down to feel, his whole body shudders under you. His hand smacks against the doorframe too loud, trying to hold on. You laugh at him, but all he does is kiss you back. Harder, moaning quietly into your mouth, curling his body over yours. That big, callous hand comes around your back to pull you into him, thumb brushing over bare skin greedily. He's leaning into the doorway, trying to get in.
But nope! That's not allowed. You wouldn't want to get caught when it's so fun sneaking around. You hush him, and pull away. One finger held over your smile, you take your sweet time, kneeling right down in the doorway.
You don't ask him why he's getting hard. He doesn't ask you what you're doing. Xavier's looking at you like he's not sure if he's awake or dreaming. All he does when you reach out to stroke it through his sweats, is raise his hand, meekly as though to grab your wrist. Shy. Half aborted and barely a protest. You pause anyways and let your hand hover so, so close. Smile up at him like you can have it
His eyes get dark, and he pushes into your hand, just a little bit. It twitches under your palm as he rubs himself against it. Slow, testing. Making himself harder and harder against your soft little hand. You feel so good its hard to think. All he wants to do is take what you're offering selfishly. Cheeks flushing when that sweet smile of yours gets bigger and bigger. He pulls his sweats down himself. Easing them down with his boxers so that you can grab it like you've both been dreaming of. Tiny kitten licks over the side of his shaft while you look up at hum. The noise that he makes when you stick your tongue out, broad and flat, showing him how wet your mouth is while you jerk him off makes you check over your shoulder, giggling, but his hand grips loosely in your hair to reign you back in right where he wants you,
he's not there, keep--
You don't even have to be told the rest. He whimpers keep going anyways while you lick over the crown. Teasing him, spoiling him with your mouth while he stands in the hallway where anyone could catch him. While you kneel in the doorway, sucking his dick where your man could see. What kind of lie would you even make up if you get caught? There's no way to misinterpret this if you get caught. You don't try to be quiet. Right now, you're Xavier's girl and you want him to know how good it feels to take care of him. You spread your legs so he can see the wet spot in your panties that you made thinking about him. Loving him.
You don't try to be neat and silence the damning slurping sounds. All you wanna do is focus on keeping your mouth gentle and sweet. His secret, perfect little star. He's looking at you like he wants to swallow you alive. When he won't let you play around anymore, you let his hand at the top of your head guide you down perfectly. Showing him what your boyfriend taught you when you swallow around him, putting your gag reflex to better use, stroking what doesn't fit.
Let him cram what doesn't fit down your throat anyways until tears are falling and you feel your own warm spit staining your camisole. He holds you there for long, long seconds. Until you're squirming on the floor and you wanna touch yourself so bad that squeezing your thighs together is all you can think to do, until Xavier gives you something better, and shoves his leg in between them, and your hands come to grab the back of his thighs while he fucks your throat, getting leverage to tease yourself more, make yourself even cuter, even more pathetic under him. Letting him make you feel the way he's always wanted to. Desperate for him. Needing him. Playing with your tits for his pleasure, teasing yourself until you moan so loud around his cock that he shushes you, mocks you with that same finger over his mouth that you thought you were so funny for.
Shh...
You barely remember why being caught would be a bad idea by the time he comes in your mouth, holding you down like you'd even think of moving. You're not thinking of anything at all, just how good it feels to feel his dick twitching in your mouth, spilling come on your tongue, milking it all out, tasting everything he has to give you.
He guides your head back to lick him clean, feather light, rewarding you by pushing his leg further into you, giving you more to grind against.
Did you miss me? He asks
You know the right answer. The right answer will get you a one way ticket upstairs. Your panties won't even last the trip up the elevator. But you pull yourself together for the long game and instead you get up off your knees, letting him help you up, use it as an excuse to hold you close enough that your chests brush as you breathe. You stick your tongue out proudly, showing him everything he gave you. And then you swallow it down.
The last kiss is just as hungry as the first; hungrier, like you're not satisfied. You're not. He's not. He's chasing the taste of his come in your mouth. Your clit is throbbing in your panties. Thinking about what you're about to do makes it hotter.
Rafayel loves shopping for you! when he likes something you don't feel confident enough to wear, he won't buy it, but only if you let him take a picture of you for posterity. He'll pose you like a doll in all kinds of embarrassing ways. He won't take them from his phone but he won't let you delete them from your phone either. Sometimes he asks for your phone when he's grouchy so he can see how cute you are.
And when he looks through your phone you know what he's looking at, and he knows that you know. So you end up buying most of what he likes and praying to God you never have to wear it.
1. Invite you to a formal dance he knows you don't have clothes for, say he'll buy you a dress so don't worry about it, and then make you come over and get ready at his place so he can make sure you look alright, bc you're not gonna make him look bad and then when you step out of his bathroom, he tells you to do a spin for him
And tells you that wait, no, what is that line right there?That's your panty line. Eugh, gauche.
And when you try to defend yourself, he's going to talk to you like you're stupid and explain that nobody does that, girls nowadays don't wear anything so conservative. But like no, it's... Cute. And he should have known better. He should have bought his employee panties. He would have picked a set that's nothing like what you would have. But it's too late for that now! And he doesn't have any panties!
You'll just have to take them off. He won't let you go to the bathroom, bc you'll probably try to sneak them by him.
If you take too long, he'll take them off for you, but you know that if he does it, he's going to bitch and moan mean things the whole time he does, about how pathetic, she can't even walk in those heels..they're not even that high. What, do you think he's gonna peek? You wish! You're just his employee that he has do everything for! You're hopeless!!!
And he won't step back when you bend over, and he won't look away or anything. If you stumble a little bit, he won't catch you. Hell let you feel stupid when you hand him your balled up dirty panties, and grin at you and tell you to get in the car.
Sadist Rafayel who loves humiliating and degrading you for no reason! Cause he's pretty and bored and you are the lone fish in the transparent fishbowl of his world! He's going to tap the glass! You're like a little ballerina music box to him except he's a yandere so he never ever ever ever wants to close you! You can tell him to stop, but only if you really, really mean it! So if you don't stop him, you must want it at least a little bit, right??? right??? He's using you like a security blanket that he chews on to go to sleep at night, and if he lost you he'd blow snot bubbles crying in the middle of the street. KFC breakup.
It has a huge variety of historical recipes from different regions, taken from manuscripts, transcribed and translated, and a whole section of notes about the context for the recipe. It's really fun and I AM going to try a couple of these recipes.
Look at how this lamb recipe is presented:
This is just such a fun way to learn more about historical foodways and discover traditional cuisine.
Look at all the filters you can use:
Maybe if I can forage some good blackberries this year, I can make a 300 year old recipe for blackberry wine!
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Pairing: 18+ | Vampire Rafayel x Vampire Hunter Reader
Tags: Gothic, Victorian, Steampunk, slow burn, violence, friends to lovers, angst with a happy ending, dirty talk, explicit consent, biting kink, mates, smut, primal kink, 3rd person pov, all 5 LIs are included
Summary: In a world riddled with danger; vampires, werewolves, and humans co-exist. Rafayel, a vampire with a hidden motive, disgraces his kind by spending his days with a Huntress, a woman who hunts his own. Together, they are misfits, bonded by a traumatic past, paving a new path side-by-side.
Word Count: 5.2k
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Instead of "you," reader is addressed as "her." This is also a much darker fic in comparison to my other works.
âWe should probably get the sink fixed soon, cutie.âÂ
As if taunting them, another droplet of water splashed and echoed in the steel sink. Just a few feet to the right, a chunk of the countertop was cracked.Â
âI donât think thatâs in the budget this month.âÂ
Rafayel looked to the Bounty Huntress, the young woman sitting in their recliner; a book in one hand, the fingers of the other picking at the loose strings of fabric beneath her. On the coffee table between them, her gun, disassembled, was left next to her cleaning supplies.Â
He scooted near the edge of the couch, and pulled his dagger from the sheath on his thigh. Examining the blade quickly, he put it back in its home as he stood. âIâll take an extra job tonight, then.âÂ
Finally, her eyes met him from over the top of her book. She watched as he grabbed his trenchcoat off of the coat hanger, shrugging it on. He donned his leather gloves before looking back at her.Â
Silent words were exchanged. Come home. Donât overdo it.Â
âIâll see you in the morning,â was her verbal response, his head nodding to let her know he heard. Then, he was out the door.Â
When she heard the latch click, she walked over, making sure the additional locks were secured. Now with Rafayel gone, she made her way down the short hall to their bedroom. Unbuttoning her Victorian blouse in the process, she shrugged it off her shoulders, letting it fall to the ground.Â
Their bed was on the floor, the materials needed to make bedrames limited, resulting in the recent inflation of prices. The blankets atop of the mattress were an ugly green, the pillow cases an even uglier copper. Rafayel had given her a major lecture when she brought those home, something about color theory, and how someone of his caliber couldnât be caught dead in something so atrocious.Â
She smiled to herself. He slept harder than she did.Â
Kicking off her boots, the Huntress crawled in, laying on the side furthest from the door. Pillows were rearranged, then she relaxed, cocooned. It gave her the false sense of anotherâs presence. Even when Rafayel would eventually join her, their bodies never touched.Â
Night was the worst time for the Huntress. She curled into herself, bringing a hand up to run down her neck. Her neck was smooth, until her hand followed the slope to the base of her shoulder. There, where the strap of her tank top rested, were two punctures, about two inches apart from one another. Small rivers of phantom blood flowed down past her breast, the others her shoulder blade.Â
Thatâs where the infusion of âhisâ scent was the strongest, or thatâs what Rafayel had told her. He had always despised that conversation, the look on his face would never fail to be savage.Â
Rafayel had been the only witness, in which he had chosen to remain. While she never had blamed him, he never forgave himself.Â
As much as he brought her comfort, there were some topics that were forbidden, untouched, and ignored. Her eyes grew heavy the more she thought, the more she wondered why they never talked.
Ignorance, after all, was bliss.Â
A hard thump against the wall startled her awake. Instinct had her reaching for her gun, only for her to remember she had left it on the table, unable to use.Â
She closed her eyes, calming her breathing. A small part of her sincerely wished if she ignored it, whoever was in the house would go away. There was barely any money to their names, nothing within worth any value. Not even her blood.Â
That thought allowed her to rise, and she slowly tiptoed to the frame of the bedroom door. She peeked out, the living room down the hall dark, except for the faint light that spread from the kitchen.Â
Near the door, two glowing orbs of blue were looking straight at her. It scared her for a split second, before she calmed.Â
âRafayel,â she whispered, taking the step out of their bedroom slowly. His eyes followed her movement, he jerked forward.Â
âCareful,â his voice was deep, âslow and steady.âÂ
That was how she would proceed, exaggerating every movement till she pulled the chain connected to the overhead light. It flickered before settling, revealing Rafayel, breathless.Â
And bloody.
âYours?â She asked, keeping her eyes on him as she reached behind herself for the medical dressings on the counter. It took her a few attempts before she felt them.Â
âSome of it.âÂ
With a wince he let his trenchcoat fall, sliding off his shoulders. When he had to shimmy to make it fall a little more, he hissed. Fresh blood surfaced at his chest from two tiny holes.Â
She raised an eyebrow.Â
âPretty sure she didnât know whether she wanted to fight me or fuck me,â he smirked. âI mean, you have eyes, can you blame her?â
With said eyes, she rolled them, slowly unbuttoning his shirt to reveal the wound. He looked down to watch her ministrations, placing him so close, his bangs brushed against her forehead.Â
âDid she . . .?â She hated the implication, her own scars burning.Â
âNo,â he whispered, helping her press the gauze to his wound. âEven if she had, sheâs dead.âÂ
She had to apply more pressure, causing him pain. His head tilted back till it hit the wall, he grimaced, baring his teeth.Â
Two lethal fangs poked out from underneath his top lip. She imagined they had to be throbbing, begging him to find a source of blood from a person, an animal, anything. He needed to heal.Â
The sight of them used to invoke fear, especially when she first met him. Now, he could expose them to her when teasing, when fighting side by side.Â
âKeep the pressure,â she commanded, and walked over to her wallet, pulling a meager amount of cash. Flicking through the paper, she counted, relieved she had a few dollars to spare. Once she replaced his hand with hers, she waved the money in front of him. âTake it.âÂ
Blue eyes softened, hesitation swirling within. âI donât need -â
âYou do,â the Huntress shoved the wad into his front pocket. The majority of his money had recently gone to gear, leaving him with nothing much. âGo.âÂ
She had to look away as his eyes tried to hold hers, silently asking her to stop him. He knew he was her weakness, especially when he looked at her a certain way.Â
When he still hadn't moved, she huffed. âGive me one reason not to go.âÂ
Words didnât leave his mouth, instead his eyes landed on her shoulder. She couldnât tell if that was in reference to what had happened, or his need to protect her.Â
âNot going just makes it real what happened,â she turned away, taking a seat in her usual spot, that god awful recliner. Gently, she added, âIâll be right here when you return.âÂ
When she grabbed her book, he realized no argument would win her over. It never did.Â
He stepped out of their humble flat, shutting the door behind him. His trench coat still hung loosely over his shoulders, the white of his shirt underneath his buttoned vest ruined with blood.Â
Rain pelted off the cobblestone, the oil light within street lamps reflecting from the puddles. Heels clicked, and boots trudged through water. Top hats tilted in favor of listening to women, some brims held in gloved hands as the owner was involved with his lover.Â
As it was the dead of the night, all eyes glimmered in the darkness, fangs hid behind soft lips.Â
The hiss of steam echoed in the distance, and gears clanked after initial pauses, stuttering minutes later. When the sun would shine again, the poor would get to work, manufacturing whatever was the hype amongst industries. Horses would roam the streets, carriages carrying those with money inside.Â
With a sigh, Rafayel began the walk, his head low. When the Huntress was at his side, he was confident, defensive. Sometimes she even would say territorial. He had to be. Now, he would prefer to stay out of trouble, his wound not only slowing him down, but his sense of frenzy stronger.Â
His fangs, they ached ever so terribly. It was all he could think about.Â
Hands in his pockets, he made it to his destination, the red glow of light seeping from the curtained windows. He felt he was going to be sick, eyes closing as his fangs elongated a smidgen more.Â
A hand slid over his shoulder, the strong scent of perfume wafted through the air. The paper in his hand crumbled, eliciting a crisp crunch as he made a fist. He had to do this if he wanted to protect her, if he wanted to stay by her side.Â
She had sent him to a blood bank, a place where humans gathered, those who were addicted to the bite. Within fangs a potent venom was stored, if released, it created a heavy, dense pleasure. The victim was then prone to whatever the biter sought. It was up to the vampire whether they wanted to bestow such a high on their prey. If they wanted it to hurt, in the midst of battle, their fangs did nothing but tear. Â
These humans, they were addicted.Â
And Rafayel wouldnât contribute to their enslavement.Â
He turned to look at the woman, her low-cut dress revealing she had already given her very essence for the evening. Her green eyes, most likely full of life hours prior, were dull, looking at his mouth.Â
His heart nearly gave out when she smirked. âA young one,â she observed. Before he could stop her, he knew she had been in a bank for too long. âA Tempered, at that.âÂ
Rafayel pushed away, taking a few stumbling steps back. The younger the vampire, the more prone they were to falling prey to the frenzy. It meant he was also weaker than his counterparts, no match to those who threatened him and his Huntress, unless they couldn't control their instincts.Â
He grabbed her wrist, the womanâs eyes lighting up in delight, turning her vein up to him. She frowned when he shoved some of the money into her palm. No matter her profession, she needed to live. This is what he did whenever the Huntress tried to convince him to feed. He didnât want it to be a waste of money; however, coming home with unspent money would reveal his deceit.Â
The woods were plentiful with animals that were easy to hunt. She never caught the scent of dirt.Â
Following his usual path, Rafayel skirted through multiple alleyways, sticking to the brick walls. He made it to the iron gates, a small smile molding his lips when he spotted the guard. It was an old man, hunched over, a walking stick in his hand. A hood covered his face, preventing others from seeing who he was. Rafayel only knew he was an elder human due to his scent, his impending death stuck to his skin.Â
He handed the rest of the money to the guard, leaving the gates to enter the forest. This place was forbidden to the majority, full of danger and the unknown. Rafayelâs bribes over the years had made him the exception.Â
The eveningâs hunt went smoothly, the small animal seemingly admitting defeat the minute blue eyes landed on it. He had made sure the poor thing hadn't suffered, draining it of everything it had to offer.Â
A nod from the guard was all the greeting he got when he returned into town, his wound healed, energy revitalized.Â
He followed the same pathways he took to get there, returned to the bank, then followed the same route back to his home. It was mindless, and allowed him to indulge in his thoughts.Â
The Huntress had promised sheâd be in the exact same spot. He could envision it - her book in one hand, feet off the ground, heels pressed to the back of her thighs. Sometimes, sheâd attempt to explain the plot. That was when he could absorb her animated gestures and expressions, and heâd learn what made her kick her feet, giggling at a declaration of love written on a feeble page.Â
She would be within his territory, protected by what he had declared was his. That warmth she provided, the life that kept his heart beating, would welcome him when heâd open the door. She might have thought he felt obligated to remain by her side. She was sorely mistaken.Â
Except, he wouldnât be opening the door.Â
It was already open.Â
In a blur of mist and shadow, he was through the threshold, body materializing to collide with another.Â
He heard it before he felt it. Wood splintered just as a gunshot rang through the air. A bullet nicked his calf, searing the skin. The scent of burning flesh wrapped around his gag reflex, tightly, irritating him. As if that hadn't been enough, the table him and the other vampire landed on pierced them both. The leg of the piece of furniture went through the lower abdomen of the intruder, entering Rafayel at his hip.Â
He hissed, baring fangs.Â
âRaf!âÂ
He knew she had been alive before he even entered their home, having scented her prior. Hearing her scream his name, soothed his pain as he rose, ignited his will to fight.Â
Rafayel ran his hand over his hip, feeling the sticky, thick, coagulating substance. After he had just gone through efforts to heal. Luckily, his catchâs blood still coursed through him, and his skin was beginning to close, as if an invisible needle and thread sealed him shut.
He looked around the room, cataloguing the bullet holes in the wall, the shattered window, destroyed table, and pushed over couch.Â
Now that leaking sink was the least of their problems.Â
His Huntress had put up a damn good fight, and heâd bet good money if he hadnât of moved their enemy, the bullet that had struck him, would have ended the life of the vampire laying the ground. There was a reason she was one of the most requested Bounty Hunters this side of the forest.
The vampire was reaching for the wood embedded in his stomach, body convulsing as it continued to succumb to insanity. He reeked of frenzy, eyes dilated and fangs dripping with venom. He would continue to fight until he was unable to move even if his limbs failed to function.
Rafayel took a few steps to stand in front of the Huntress, taking her gun from her hands slowly. Then he returned, kneeling by the vampire on the ground. He placed the barrel to the intruderâs forehead, then shielded his own face with an open hand.Â
He pulled the trigger.Â
Blood splattered across his open hand, little droplets slipping past his parted fingers to land on his cheek, forehead, and ear.Â
He didnât have time to fuss about that. Anger resonated deep within him, something volatile. It surged, curled. He felt this once, long ago.Â
Already kneeled, it didnât take much for him to fall forward onto his elbows, holding his head in his hands. The floor was cold against his forehead. He savored the sensation.Â
He wanted her to leave - no, stay. He didnât know. She was everywhere in his mind, every sense rushing to locate her.Â
He could do nothing to stop himself.
His arms caged her, palms flat against the wall. A lamp lay broken on the ground, flickering. His breaths were harsh, fangs biting into his bottom lip as he battled within. She kept her hands at her sides, fingers tucked in against her palms. He whimpered, lifting his head to look at her. The step he took forward, made him stand straighter. The smirk gradually forming on his lips told her one thing - he was losing control.Â
Rafayel pressed the side of his face to hers, inhaling deeply. His entire body crowded hers, trailing the tip of his nose from her pulse point up to her hair.Â
âThis isnât enough. The desire to devour and consume someone . . . you feel it too, right?âÂ
Her reaction was involuntarily, liquid fire dripping down her veins, pooling where she refused to acknowledge. His voice had enough roughness to it, teasing a side of him she secretly desired, maybe even dreamt about.Â
His chuckle was rapacious, sensing her reaction. He needed to push her a little more. His fang grazed the base of her jaw, near her ear, his movements predatory. âDoesnât it sound fun? Itâs like taming a wild animal.âÂ
The power he had over her was growing stronger. His pull was resolute, overwhelming, so damn tempting. Danger, to some degree, was alluring.Â
âCome on, cutie,â he drawled. âTame me.âÂ
âNot tonight,â she hissed, pushing on his bare chest, hard. It allowed her enough space to gain some leverage. They collapsed to the ground, her body landing over his to straddle his waist, hands wrapping around his wrists. She held him there, hands next to his head. He stared at her in return, eyes entertained.Â
Thanks to years of hunting his kind, she knew it wouldnât be much time before he was overpowering her again.Â
âWhen I thought about this -â His eyes roamed down to where their hips were joined, and he arched, just enough to apply pressure for the both of them. âIt was usually you beneath me. But this . . . I could get used to this.âÂ
âWell donât.â Her act was to appear annoyed, aware she was his prey. Any falter in her facade and heâd go in for the kill. Staking his claim on her would do nothing but bring him danger.Â
Vampires were possessive, unspoken rules upholding the foundation of their culture. They were also fierce lovers, loyal beings who would sacrifice their all in order to protect the one they devoted themselves to. No vampire was ever rumored to take a second - their vow was eternal.Â
Sometimes, when she allowed her mind to wander to forbidden territory, she wondered where he would lay his claim.Â
If he would even want to, at all.Â
Her mind flirted with such dark and heavy desires, then as quickly as it played with them, it would run away. Desire was a cornered animal. Whenever she reached to touch, its ugly teeth would snap, threatening her, keeping her away.Â
Then, she would try again, slower, even more methodical. Someday, she expected she might not get the same result.Â
Some might call her a fool for continuously trying.Â
She needed to make a decision. Time was ticking, slipping through her fingers like sand.Â
She knew he was deep inside of himself, the vampire constantly locked in a battle between who he was and the part of him he branded as imperfection.Â
Talking sense into him would do no good, he would twist every word, every meaning. She needed to shock him, catch him off guard.Â
She swallowed, feeling some sort of crazy.Â
Without a second thought, she leaned down, mouth finding his neck.Â
Her teeth were blunt, and the mark would fade within a week or two, but the connotation remained the same. Slowly, she raised her head, unsure how he might react. She had either proposed a temporary claim, or challenged him. As a human, she could never fully understand his perceptions.Â
âWhere did you learn to do that?â When she heard his voice, she fully sat atop him, hands leaving his wrists to rest on his stomach. As a result, his thighs bore most of her weight. He seemed completely unbothered by it. Now, he appeared shy, head turned to the side so he wouldnât meet her gaze.Â
The room was rather dim thanks to the destroyed lights, but she was convinced she could see the redness of his cheeks, even his ears.
She covered her mouth with the back of her hand, embarrassed.Â
âSo easy,â he whispered, beyond pleased, then her world shifted.Â
Once on her back, he grabbed her ankle, pulling her down as he leaned over her. His hand had caught her wrists, one hand large enough to keep her wrists pinned above her head.Â
âThis human thinks she can claim me?âÂ
She gasped, fear constricting her lungs.Â
She was a prisoner within his hold, hands clenching as she attempted to wiggle her wrists out of his grasp. It amused him instead, his head tilting as he observed her. A smirk formed, showing a glint of his fang, blue eyes narrowing.Â
If he was in control of himself, if they were in a bed, sweaty and connected, his smugness alone might push her over.Â
His hand reached to his own neck, feeling over the mark located there. He removed his fingers to look at them, entranced, as if the mark itself left residue on his fingertips.Â
âLet me go, Raf,â her plea brought his eyes back to hers. Intense, he seemed conflicted. If his instincts accepted her claim, he wouldnât harm her.Â
His gaze drifted to her shoulder, fingers finding the claim tainting her skin. He wanted to replace it with his own, and own every inch of her body and soul. She would be his, just as she made him hers.Â
Ah, but it wouldnât be forever. Her lifespan was merely a blink of an eye compared to his.Â
His fangs would need to sink into her skin -
Pain sprouted from within, images racing across his mindâs eye. The day he had felt so helpless, immobilized by the shackles of fear as the scent of her blood, sweet and delectable, permeated the air.
Someone, who they both had called a friend, betrayed a trust they all had imagined was unbreakable. Stronger than Rafayel, he could do nothing, as she pleaded he shouldnât lose his life.Â
From that day forth, he had devoted himself to becoming her shield, asking for nothing in return. His failure that day was all he would ever take from her. Other vampires scorned his existence, but that was a small price to pay, if it meant never seeing her life drain from her eyes ever again.Â
He found himself once more.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, his body lying over hers and his arms curling around her shoulders, supporting her head. âIâm so sorry.â
As if he was someone she had never met, her hands hesitantly came to rest on his back. Rafayel wouldnât dare to look at her, scared if he saw her fear, heâd never forgive himself. Heâd see âhimâ in his reflection.Â
That thought made him flinch, seeking comfort in the body beneath him.Â
âWe canât stay here,â her words brushed past the shell of his ear. Arousal was the furthest thing from his mind, yet he still melted, vulnerable.Â
âAre you afraid?â The question wasnât complete. His eyes closed, âof who I am, I mean.âÂ
She sat up, pushing him up with her. He sat defeated, straddling her legs. The pout on his lips acted as cold water, snapping her out of the intense moment.Â
She stood, reaching out her hand to help him up. Once he grabbed it, she hauled him to his feet, meeting his gaze. âThe scariest Iâve ever seen you was that day you couldnât decide on an outfit for your date last year. Destroyed even my side of the closet. If I can handle that, I think Iâm fine.âÂ
He remained still, watching as she quickly grabbed a small, leather backpack, and began filling it with their essentials. Drawers and cupboards banged shut, cutlery rang out as utensils fell, all loud sounds that made him wince.Â
Rafayel took a step back, mind calculating what it would take for him to run, how far he could get before she realized his absence. He had heard her heartbeat, loud and clear. She wasnât lying.Â
That bothered him.Â
âYou should be afraid,â he was weak in his resolve, stamping out all embers of hope that burned within. âI donât know who I am in those moments.âÂ
The Huntress didnât falter in her step, walking past him to grab her trenchcoat. âRafayel, when someone says they arenât scared of you when they should be, you shouldnât try to convince them to think otherwise.â She held out the bag to him. âAnd you wonder why youâre still single.âÂ
He made no comment, slinging the bag over his shoulder as she pushed her arms through the sleeves of her coat. Even the simple action of her pulling her hair out from beneath the collar grounded him.Â
âReady?â She prompted.Â
He looked around one last time, knowing more vampires were on their way. His eyes focused on their small kitchen.Â
âGlad we never fixed the sink, cutie.â
They hitched a ride on the back of a cart carrying supplies out of town. Both of them sat on the edge, legs hanging off the side so boots dangled haphazardly above the cobblestone.Â
Marsh was what they saw for miles, the air humid and thick with a scent that had the woman gripping the wood at her side. She couldnât imagine what Rafayel was enduring. Aside from the creak of the battered wheels, the water at their sides bubbled, and crows screeched above, her companion remained silent.Â
The lamp next to the driver swung with the sway of the cart, casting shadows across Rafayelâs face. He hadn't told her where he planned to take them. She had simply followed, allowing him to take the lead. The dead of night was his domain, where his blue eyes would flash and fend off any hungry creatures.Â
She had learned early on that the claim on her shoulder held no weight if the vampire who bestowed it upon her was nowhere in sight.Â
She had also learned that many vampires lost their respect for Rafayel when he defended one who wasnât his.Â
Judging by how the female vampires eyed him, he was special, strong and beautiful. He must have been wasting his potential on the likes of her, is what she could only assume they thought.Â
She never took it to heart, but it would be a lie if she said it didnât deflate her here and there.Â
Not that she expected their relationship to venture into romantic territory.Â
Him embracing her after the attack earlier that day was the first time he had ever purposely touched her.Â
His comments about imagining them, about her being beneath him, she had attributed to his frenzy. Vampires wanted to claim, sometimes dominate, and were rich in seduction and sex. He never looked at her with eyes that told her that was true when he was in control.Â
Instead, deep within those violet galaxies, was only hesitation.Â
She shook her head, physically trying to dismantle those thoughts. She must have looked like a wet dog drying, since Rafayel snorted by her side.Â
âWeâre almost there,â he said, not bothering to tease.Â
Almost there turned into a few more hours. Again, she had to consider he was a vampire, their flow of time was different.Â
This town was lively. Paperboys ran through the streets, earning coins from passerbyers. Shops embedded within brick buildings had their lights on, seamstresses hard at work designing clothes. Butchers hacked away at meat, throwing scraps to the dogs that roamed amongst shoppers. At the corner of one street sat a mechanic, tinkering away at a steam bot. The Huntress had seen one of those once, a small machine full of cogs and liquid that made it connect two pieces of fabric to another. He probably had planned to sell it to the seamstress a little ways down.Â
Rafayel hopped off the back of the cart. His leather boots nearly slipped on the damp cobblestone. His Huntress landed next to him, eyes surveying the assortment of people and buildings. Or rather, the assortment of people, buildings, and vampires.Â
âWhere are we going?â She finally asked, following the vampire along a route he clearly had travelled before.Â
What she didnât know was that it was many years ago.Â
âTo the leader of the local coven,â he responded.Â
She didnât reply, fascinated by more trinkets hidden within shops. The town they just fled from was far behind the times, a dystopia Rafayel thought he would never escape from. While she was curious and lost in a world of wonder, he was on high alert.Â
Up a small hill sat a mansion, dark and foreboding. Only when Rafayel began the ascent, did the Huntress become a little concerned.Â
Yet she never expressed that, even when they reached the door and Rafayel used the knocker.Â
No footsteps were heard, not even a breath. She could have sworn no one was residing in the house, until the door opened.Â
He made Rafayel appear small.Â
His boots were pristine, clearly polished that same day. His slacks didnât bare a single wrinkle, and his belt buckle glimmered under the porch lamp. The cuffs of his white shirt were rolled up, exposing thick forearms. Atop the shirt was a black vest, and similarly to his pants, had recently been ironed. A single band of leather wrapped around his upper arm. What that was for, she had no inkling.Â
Red eyes, as bold as rubies, landed on her. Occasionally when the early morning breeze came by, strands of silver hair flitted past the vampireâs heavy gaze.Â
Unconsciously, the Huntress stood behind Rafayel, looking over his shoulder.Â
âYou came back.âÂ
This strangerâs voice was deep. Rough in all the right places. She wasnât sure if it would be better used as a loverâs whisper, or to soothe one to sleep after a nightmare.Â
âWe need a place, for a bit,â Rafayel remained steady with his tone, not backing down.Â
Whoever this man was, exuded strength, confident in his demeanor and stance.Â
âAnd why should I let the vampire who hunts his own into my sanctuary?â The vampire looked over the Huntressâ form again, this time pausing at her shoulder. âAnd one who travels with a claimed Huntress, it seems.â
Rafayel narrowed his gaze, âbecause-â
âSylus, heâs one of ours.âÂ
The voice that said such words projected from behind Sylus, but the origin remained unknown. Whoever it belonged to sounded gentle, reminiscent of a plush pillow and warm blankets heated by the morning sun.Â
Sylus didnât make much of a change in facial expression, if anything the lack of a welcoming smile made him almost appear perturbed by their intrusion.Â
âA week,â Rafayel calmly pitched. âThatâs the longest we need.âÂ
Sylus chuckled, amusement loud in his action. The Huntress frowned, it seemed condescending, as if he knew something they didnât.Â
The silver-haired vampire stepped aside, smirking. A glint of fang stuck out from beneath his top lip.Â
âWelcome to my humble abode, Hunters.âÂ
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Easy Homemade Florida Water Recipe No.1
Enchant your herbs using the following tags.
Lavender/Lavanda - for cleansing, protection and peace of home, mind, body and spirit
Orange/Naranja - for spiritual cleansing, to attract good fortune and luck, removal of stagnant energy.
Rosemary/Romero- for cleansing, protection
Cinnamon/Canela - for speed, to attract good luck and fortune
Cloves/Clavo - for domination of adverse conditions, to attract good luck and fortune, to remove negativity and purify spiritual vibrations
Mint/Mentha - for purification of energy, cleansing, protection and the attraction of good luck and fortune
Tangerine/Mandarina - for purification, to attract positive energy, uplift and bring abundance, to clear away negative influences
Lemon/Limon - to purify, cleanse and promote clarity
Mix together in a decent sized bottle, using distilled water and one cup of cheap high proof Vodka or Rum as a preservative, charge on your altar, in the moonlight or using your prayers.
the only way to square "i hate cops but not the troops" is if u hold the victims of the troops as less important than the victims of the cops. and that's just not a very defensible point of view
men make themselves feel morally superior by obsessing over the Epstein case, when their pornographic interests and intense desire to prevent any sort of legal protections regarding sex and children indicate that if they had the money, power, and connections, they would be on those flights to the island in a heartbeat, justifying it as many of the perpetrators hiding likely currently do - 'she's probably 18 and getting paid a bunch so surely she wants to be here. i'll just not ask any questions'.