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Daytime Stream: Playing Overwatch

Playing The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt

Daytime Stream: Playing Overwatch

About to livestream Overwatch. Come join the chat and cheer me on.

Is it safe to tumblr yet?

Playing some new games

Dark Souls 1st Run: The Quiet Hour

Late Night Stream: For Mature Audiences Only

1st Run: Dark Souls

So yeah, began streaming, hoping to make this more of thing as more people come to watch me suffer, lolol!

Status update

Hi everyone it's me again. So, next month my sister is getting married. I am part of her wedding party and I got my suit together so that's all taken care of. As for my job right now, I'm a little hesitant on either staying or trying to find another job elsewhere. The job has been pretty tough on my mental state. It demands so much out of me and feels like I'm getting so little in return. I've been seeking counseling for the last three months. They have been able to start treating me with breathing exercises which in turn I think they're going to be doing hypnotherapy to help me cope with the way I've become over the past few years. Also next month I'll be seeing a psychologist who will be able to reassess my brain. I will say though the counseling I've been getting has been helping. I've been able to actually talk to someone and get a positive feedback from them. I feel like I'm not being blown off, and I've actually made quite some progress on discovering myself. I've been able to determine the way a grown-up and how it's caused me to have problems with dealing with many situations especially with people. From what I discovered last week I have been a person who has been worrying about everything around him all his life in order to better protect myself from anything bad happening. Of course in return this has left me quite a mess. It has made me very negative about everything around me in order to feel better about myself when something good happens. So I'm hoping over the next few weeks that I'll be going through Will help me make me up a more confident person and in return I may return to doing more updates on tumblr for you, my followers here. As for wanting to leave my job it's more of a bad set up that I have to cope with. The boss literally knows less about The programming that we use in the shop to do some of our work, and trying to teach him the rest has been unsuccessful. His wife tends to be hard on me and expects so much out of me but I have so little to give back. It's almost like she doesn't understand how much work we actually do in the shop and because of this I am now overloaded with work and trying to get stuff done on a time limit and it's just making me more stressed. Hopefully I'll be able to get through it but if not I've already prepared to find a job elsewhere. I'd rather work for someone who understands how the job works then for someone who believes this is how it works and how it doesn't work. Someone who's actually been in my shoes and can tell me whether the job is hard or not. Hell that description fits my coworker more than my freaking boss and his wife. I would honestly work for my coworker then I would for them. He fits the person I would follow as an employee. So anyway I'm just ranting now but yeah in short, seeking mental help sister is getting married I'm thinking about finding other work Seeing a psychologist next month and hopefully I'll be able to leave this town soon. Until next time guys. Just before I go I did all of this using my phone's dictation feature so excuse any grammatical errors I made please? Ty.