Demons / Defeats @genericosmopolitan - Tumblr Blog

I’ve got fake niggas showing fake love to me

Straight up to my faaace.

Fuck this incessant entitlement,

a product of this flawed environment.

Why do I have this desire to delete my social media, burn bridges, and withdraw my savings to run away? haha. From bills, from the 9-5, from my failures.

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MF DOOM

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the calendar of small talk

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The social algorithm

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my favorite time of the year is that week in March where no one talks. complete silence 24/7. perfect

Envelop Me

I often wonder,

I often fall,

I often blunder,

I often stall

But in it all...

He tells me I'm no good because

he never understood.

His satisfaction was an abstraction of jealousy.

And obstruction of the good in he.

A bane to his positivity.

#poetry #expression

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Perfection

Friends, brothers, associates. Everyone is individualistic and it amazes me as I come to know the different personalities of those around me. I'm surrounded by motivated individuals, hard workers, young and old, positive and negative.

It's been awhile since I felt the pressure of expectations, responsibility, and commitments. The promotion of progress beats the promotion of perfection, right?

Well, I just can't seem to come to terms with my father, brother, sister..

Sometimes I feel like they all hate me; Sometimes I feel like my friends judge me and honestly it's probably true.

But whether I view this as an unavoidable aspect of socializing or a burden upon my shoulders to which I am affected, expectations will remain constantly: Expectations.

Exercise, Hard work, and Progress keep me sane aha. As well as all the other things. I'm not an unhappy person, I just know that I could be happier.

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Anthropomorphic Tree

Anthropomorphism which is the recognition of human-like characteristics or form in animals, plants or non-living things. This tree, which can be found in the Outer Banks of North Carolina, has roots which have taken a human-like form.

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Do you ever begin to reminisce

When happiness appears to be amiss?

It fills the void...

I come back to this silly notion

that you could restore my prior devotion.

In this sea of doubt:

I'm inclined to beg for a fatal fallout.

Oh yes, the pessimist!

He who sees the glass half empty

Will allow despair such easy entry.

Wandering, Wondering,

Laundering, Pondering.

#poetry #expression #pessmism

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@TrusTheInstinct

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Expectations. Whether they come from others, family members, or yourself, are still expectations.

Are you happy with how things have turned out? What about how the future seems? Our past? Things change, people change, the team changed.

Or did I change? Is the absence of driven passion an implication of my failure? Or perhaps it is an alarm, signalling the dire obligation to my brothers. It would appear I am in my own hands, a death sentence.

Individual commitment to a group effort - that is what makes a team work, a company work, a society work, a civilization work.

Vince Lombardi. The tension arises, what will unfold?

Brotherhood

Where is that fire and passion, fueling the naive individual thrust towards greatness. Or was it failure. Who knows anymore.