This is a side blog for writing. If you'd like to know more about me, or want me to follow you back, check out my main blog. That’s where I post my unhinged obsession with my fiancé, Illumi Zoldyck, and my art. I am a big fan of yanderes and the worst kind of villains, so that's going to be something I write a lot about.
To see my rules and boundaries and other information for requests, click "keep reading".
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Rules and boundaries
This is strictly a canon x reader/OC writing blog. I won’t write canon x canon. I may discuss them, but that’s it.
By default, I write gender-neutral reader! I try to avoid using any gendered terms or describing the reader too much. (With something like smut, I may use vaginal terms for reader). I write readers of any gender, just remember to mention what gender the reader is if you send a request.
I write all genres; fluff, angst, smut. I am comfortable writing almost anything, and I mean it. I am very much pro-fic. I'll tell you if I am too uncomfortable with what you request. Please don't take it personally if I refuse!
I mainly write about male characters, but there are some female characters I write about too (see the list in the end).
I let anyone interact! I just hope any minors would not interact with my 18+ fics! I will tag them as "MDNI".
!I try to write as many of the requests I get, but I can't write all of them! Sometimes it might take a long time before I get to your request, so be patient. Please check if requests are open before submitting one! (Displayed in my blog bio.)
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Current fandoms I write for and the characters I am more likely to write about:
Genshin Impact - Aether, Anemo guys, all tall men, Lyney, Clorinde, Layla, Raiden Ei, Eula
Honkai Star Rail - Caelus, Dan Heng, Luocha, Gepard, Sampo, Luka, Dr. Ratio, Aventurine, Sunday, Gallagher, Arlan, Misha
Bungou Stray Dogs - Osamu Dazai, Chuuya Nakagara, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Odasaku, Ango Sakaguchi, Ougai Mori, Edgar Allan Poe, H.P Lovecraft, Ouchi Fukuchi.
Hunter x Hunter - Illumi Zoldyck (anything I write of him will be very self-shippy), Hisoka Morow, Chrollo Lucilfer, Kite, Kurapika Kurta, Meruem, Shiapouf, Nobunaga Hazama
A/N: I made this because I was feeling insecure about my own gender identity, and also I've been having this HC for Hisoka specifically for a while.
Notes: This is mainly for trans men/women; I use terms like "boyfriend/girlfriend". But non-binary and any other gender could also react to this!
Warnings: Mentions of misgendering, some violence from Illumi.
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Hisoka
Hisoka will 100% accept you and love you as trans. He uses the right pronouns and words immediately and never makes a mistake. He is very proud of you. To him, it is simply obvious you are whatever gender you feel like.
If you get insecure about your identity, he just affirms you more aggressively. “What’s that my boyfriend/girlfriend? I see. But the last time, I looked at my gorgeous man/woman.”
If someone ever misgenders you, even accidentally, he will draw out his cards and look at the person very seriously. “They are a man/woman. Get it right, or next time I won’t be so understanding.” He has zero tolerance for transphobes.
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Illumi
He is fine with you being trans. It doesn’t bother him at all and it’s not a problem for him to use the right pronouns and right gendered words.
If you get insecure about it, he would just go “Why? You feel like this gender, so you are this gender.”
If someone accidentally misgenders you he will just correct them like “Hm? No, this is my boyfriend/girlfriend.”
If someone misgenders you on purpose… he will get pissed off and throw needles at them, not kill them but torture them. He very calmly looks at them while they cry in pain: “You want to try that again?”
A/N: I made this because I was feeling insecure about my own gender identity, and also I've been having this HC for Hisoka specifically for a while.
Notes: This is mainly for trans men/women; I use terms like "boyfriend/girlfriend". But non-binary and any other gender could also react to this!
Warnings: Mentions of misgendering, some violence from Illumi.
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Hisoka
Hisoka will 100% accept you and love you as trans. He uses the right pronouns and words immediately and never makes a mistake. He is very proud of you. To him, it is simply obvious you are whatever gender you feel like.
If you get insecure about your identity, he just affirms you more aggressively. “What’s that my boyfriend/girlfriend? I see. But the last time, I looked at my gorgeous man/woman.”
If someone ever misgenders you, even accidentally, he will draw out his cards and look at the person very seriously. “They are a man/woman. Get it right, or next time I won’t be so understanding.” He has zero tolerance for transphobes.
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Illumi
He is fine with you being trans. It doesn’t bother him at all and it’s not a problem for him to use the right pronouns and right gendered words.
If you get insecure about it, he would just go “Why? You feel like this gender, so you are this gender.”
If someone accidentally misgenders you he will just correct them like “Hm? No, this is my boyfriend/girlfriend.”
If someone misgenders you on purpose… he will get pissed off and throw needles at them, not kill them but torture them. He very calmly looks at them while they cry in pain: “You want to try that again?”
Summary: Your yandere lover understood "heart for Valentine's Day" a little too literally.
A/N: My two favorite yanderes <3 Sorry I am a little late on this, but I got this idea and I rather post it a few days later to Valentine's Day than wait a whole year.
Warnings: Blood, human heart, implied kidnapping, Stockholm syndrome? Suggestive in the end. Mahito, Illumi. Read at your own risk.
You regret mentioning Valentine's Day to Mahito. He was a little too interested in it. He asked you questions, and when you answered truthfully he'd have a wide grin on his face. You particularly mentioned a heart, meaning a heart-shaped box of chocolate.
You should have been more specific.
Mahito had left, for what you did not know. Nor did you question it. You much rather not think what Mahito was doing. But soon he returned, a bag in his hand. It was leaking blood.
"Darling!" Mahito yelled happily. "I have a Valentine's gift for you!"
Your eyes widened. Valentine's Day gift? From Mahito? Part of you was happy that he'd do something so sweet for you, but the rational half of you recognized the bloody bag, which couldn't be good.
"Really?" you asked carefully. "But I didn't expect anything..."
"Just open it!" Mahito pushed the bloody bag to you. You'd be a fool not to take it, so you did.
Slowly, you opened the bag to see what was inside. The moment you saw the fleshy texture and the red, your eyes widened and your own heart stopped.
What was inside was a human heart. It was covered in blood, meaning Mahito had taken it directly from the source; a living human most likely.
"Well??" Mahito asked eagerly. "Do you like it?"
It took a bit, but you took a deep breath, closed the bag, and gave Mahito a sweet smile.
"I appreciate this, but... I meant a heart-shaped box with chocolate."
Mahito's brows rose a bit and he looked confused. Then he shook his head. "Well, you should've specified! You said 'heart' so I went to look for a fitting human heart for you!"
A sudden guilt flashed through your body. But why? You put your head down. "I'm sorry..."
Mahito looked at you confused for a moment, and then his lips curved into a wide grin.
"It's okay. How about you return the favor~?" You raised your brow, looking at the curse with confused eyes.
"Come on, darling", Mahito mocked. "You know exactly what I mean."
Your whole body tensed as Mahito walked close towards you, a sleazy grin framing his face.
You were in the Zoldyck mansion, as usual, tidying some rooms up. It was part of your "spouse training". Even if after marriage you wouldn't be doing much tidying, it was still a useful skill to know, said your mother-in-law.
"Excuse me", you suddenly heard a voice behind you. It was one of the butlers.
"Master Illumi has returned."
Your heart sank in your stomach. Even if he had domesticated you, you still felt fear when hearing his name. You suspected he didn't take those negative emotions away completely.
You walked to the front door of the mansion, waiting for Illumi to return. As the Zoldyck estate was large, it still took a while for Illumi to come.
But he was surprisingly fast and appeared in your watching distance in no time. You already smiled, making sure Illumi wouldn't detect any attitude.
"Welcome back home!" you bowed deep as Illumi stepped inside the mansion.
"Back home what?" Illumi asked. His tone was normal, but your heart stopped for a second. His aura was dark, and threatening.
"Back home... m-my love?" you corrected yourself.
"That's better", Illumi said. “I may have to drill that into you."
You were silent, frozen in fear.
"But since you're here", Illumi suddenly took a box wrapped in a ribbon and gave it to you. "Happy Valentine's Day."
You couldn't believe it. Your fiance, who most of the time was very stoic and serious, was giving you a gift. You tried your hardest to suppress your smile. The fear you had was almost all gone. You bowed lightly, then began to unwrap the ribbon. It fell and you lifted the top of the box.
Your smile faded as quickly as it came and the fear returned when you realized what was in the box. It was a human heart. The blood around it was dry but vibrant; it was quite fresh.
"What is this?" you asked boldly.
Illumi tilted his head to the side in confusion, like you asked a strange question.
"It's Valentine's heart", he answered, as casually as ever.
"Dear", you began, "I wanted a box shaped as a heart full of chocolate!"
Illumi tilted his head on the other side again, staring at you for a few seconds. Then he straightened himself and took the box away from you.
"You should've been more specific then," he said. You didn't have time to argue more. You simply nodded.
Suddenly, Illumi got very close to you, his lips being a few millimeters away from yours. You couldn't help but lean away a little, but it didn't matter as he followed your movements. He was smiling in a devious way.
"Then, I'll have to make your own heart pound fast."
Your cheeks instantly heated up, knowing exactly what he meant.
If an author removes their work from AO3 you do NOT have the right to re-upload it. It does not belong to you. It was removed. You do not have the authority nor ownership to decide what happens to it.
I am getting genuinely incensed by the amount of works I'm seeing being re-uploaded by so called "fans" because it was removed by the author. Does it suck that a piece of work you enjoyed was removed? Absolutely.
But its not your right to decide to re-upload it. If the author removed it, they did it for a reason, and they shouldn't have to fight you for the right to decide that they no longer want that work available to the public.
"But they can just let me know they want it removed!"
Newsflash. They did. When they removed it in the first place.
Nothing. You had stared at your phone’s screen for the past ten minutes waiting for a message, but nothing. The movie was about to start, and you waited outside for your date. If he was busy, you would’ve at least wanted a message so you could’ve avoided being a nervous mess and overthinking everything. You sighed, putting your phone in your pocket. He was not going to come.
But since you had gotten ready, and you were already at the movie theater, might as well go watch a movie. But not the movie you were meant to go watch with your date, it was not your type of movie anyway. There was a horror movie about to start, just what you needed.
“Uh… one ticket, please”, you said to the seller. She gave you a ticket and you went in to buy some snacks and a drink.
The theater itself was almost empty, aside from a group of loud teenagers. You hoped they would calm down before the movie started.
You sat down a few rows behind them, sinking in the seat, hoping to disappear. From the corner of your eye, you saw a glimpse of light blue. You didn’t mean to, but you turned your head to stare at a person a few seats away from you. A man with long light blue hair separated into three sections that were tied from the ends. You could see he had some sort of scarring on his arm and face, as it looked like they were stabled together.
You might’ve been staring for a little too long because suddenly the man’s eyes turned to you as he glanced at your direction. Your eyes met for a second.
Quickly you returned your sights to the big screen and hoped he didn’t think you were some kind of creep staring at him. Your cheeks felt hot. Were you blushing?
Some time had passed and you were focused on the movie. It was as cheesy of a horror movie as you thought, simply perfect. However, the teenagers a few seats away in front of you never stopped being loud. You tried to ignore them at first, but it was getting more and more annoying as they went.
You were almost about to throw your drink at them, but before you could do anything, the man next to you moved. You swore it almost looked like he just slipped past the seats like he was liquid, but surely you were seeing things. You watched as the man touched their faces, and then suddenly they all went silent. He returned to his seat.
You couldn’t help but stare at him, and it was like he noticed because he suddenly turned his head to look directly at you. You felt your cheeks heat up again.
“T-thanks for telling them to be quiet,” you said. The man tilted his head.
“They were so loud, stupid teenagers.”
The man didn’t say anything, just smiled, but it was not a warm friendly smile, it was more... sadistic. You shook your head, surely you were simply imagining things. Why would this nice man smile in a creepy way? You smiled back. His smile did not change, so you changed your sights to the movie.
After the movie had ended, you got up and left the theater. The blue-haired man stood up at the same time as you, but it looked like he went in a different direction. You were already out before you could even register what he was doing. You quickly messaged your best friend about your “date”.
You couldn’t see the man watching you.
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It had been a few weeks already, and your date was a no-show. He suddenly stopped talking to you completely, and it felt like he was gone for good.
You walked the streets, and for some reason, you never felt like you were in danger. But this time, you could see three strange men in front of you. Your whole body tensed as you saw the men. They stood in one place.
“Well, well, look what we have here”, one of the men said. You were not trained in the martial arts, so you panicked a little and backed away.
The man was following your moves, a grin on his face. You started to feel the anxiety fill your body. What should you do?
“What? AGH-!”
Suddenly one of the men… disappeared. Another man was standing next to you; it was the same man as in the theater. You recognized his blue hair and clothes. The man grinned wide and reached his arm out, further than it was humanly possible.
“You humans disgust me”, he spoke. He stretched his arm at one of the two lasting men, and the moment he touched him, he exploded. You completely froze in fear.
“What the hell??” the last strange men yelled, taking a step back.
“You’re not even worthy for me to use”, the blue-haired man said, his tone sinister. “So die.”
Before your attacker could even turn around, he was also exploded into gory body pieces. Both you and the man next to you were lightly covered in red blood. Your whole body was shaking. Who was this man? Did he also do something to the teenagers?
“P-please don’t hurt me”, you whispered with a shaky voice.
The blue-haired man seemed confused. He tilted his head to the side. “Hurt you? Why would I hurt you?”
You couldn’t even properly look at him, or answer his question.
“You can see me”, he suddenly said, a warm wide smile framing his patched face. “You’re special.”
Suddenly, you felt his hand on your head and a flash of purple appeared in your vision. Then, black.
“Don’t worry my little human, I’ll take good care of you~.”
I’ve been thinking about Kenjaku’s darling with him when Yuki asks him that question; What kind of woman is your type?” and Kenny gets excited and says Yuki's name instead because he knows she is strong.
But, you're there standing next to Kenjaku, unamused. You glare at him. If looks could kill, Kenjaku would be dead.
“That have better not been your answer.”
Kenjaku then mildly panics.
“Of course not darling!” He points at you. “That’s my type, this person here is my type!”