The waves

This pain, this pain, this on-going withering of the body this moulding of the mind, all this agony of the soul - for living

[fairycosmos]

don’t understand where people get the energy to be an active participant in their own lives. the days just happen to me for real

[georgianakings]

I'm tired of filling silence with words,  just to make things matter

G.k

[cosmicwizdom]

[georgianakings]

you broke my heart like i never thought it could break.

and i dont mean it like it hurts

not because it doesnt but because it feels like someone vaccumed what was left out of my tenderness for u and ran away with it.

i have wanted, so badly, to be close to you

i have had faith and believed in you

and i didnt want to be harsh because i thought you were hurting

and i was so wrong

you are wearing this plastic, shiny facade and at times it is wonderful!

Is relatable, I can understand

and then i peel off the shine from you and you are so empty and filled with distaste and bitterness that i just cant believe its you, that i chose to close my eyes and touch only the soft parts.

and its not your fault, for sure.

I am guessing i broke your heart too.

i am telling you that at one point i valued you so much and wanted to give you all my loving, because i saw you so capable of being able to carry it.

it is my fault to be puting so much on your lap when you werent even able to carry your own bullshit.

i dont trust you anymore

no matter how much i love you and i do, i do..i do.

i just dont like you.

your grotesque masquarade of not giving a fuck is making me sick ..

because i know you dont.

its one thing to be indiferent.

and its one thing to actually be an empty motherfucker.

so,here, you broke my heart!

and i dont believe in you anymore

and i have no faith in what you can be or if you can do better

but i hope you prove me wrong

[georgianakings]

I am sitting at the end of this year, whatever year this might be As I lost track of time some time ago.

I look back to the months I left behind and I rewind my heart.

I wonder where melancholy starts I wonder when is life going to stop give so much if she is just going to wash it all away

I s t a n d at the end of this year and I demand all my beginnings back,

I am tired of digging graves to stock away my memories.

[georgianakings]

Am încercat să te iubesc, dar n-am putut.  

Am strigat la tot cei pământesc și mut,

 Să  îmi dea ceva, să te ador

ca la inceput. 

Și mi-ai spus și tu, plăpând, că nu  mai vrei  

Și mi-ai spus că vrei să pleci  

Am tot încercat să te iubesc, dar n-am putut

Am încercat să te las sa pleci si n-am mai vrut.  

Din orgoliu te-am ținut, doar într-un loc.  

Am încercat să te iubesc, dar n-am putut.  

[georgianakings]

 Eu stau și stau și mă gândesc..  

 La mâine, la ieri, la tot ce e nefiresc. 

 Mă gândesc la câți m-au vrut 

 câți m-au iubit și câți m-au urît... 

 Și mă întreb, dar eu ce sunt? 

 O sumă de iubiri sau o sumă de disprețuiri? 

 Sunt un rezultat frumos sau sunt o caricatură numită om?  

 De aș fi mai sus, mai sus de atât...  

 Ce aș fi?  

 Cine sunt?

 Și mai presus de vrutul altora și de simțul multora 

 Mai presus de întrebări și de nevoi.. 

 Eu de vrut, când am să mă vreau?  

 Când am să încep să mă suport? 

 Când am să încep să nu îmi mai pun o mie întrebări cu Cine sunt? 

[georgianakings]

I wrote your name in salt due to the fact that 

I never tasted your sweeter side. 

When I was looking at you, your eyes were filled with Sea 

and even now, I don’t know if you were unhappy. 

Or if I was unhappy 

Maybe  I  just wanted to turn my bitterness into poetry. 

I wrote your name in salt because you stung!

No matter how much sweet water I poured on you 

your taste never changed. 

Somehow, I still wanted to feel you on my lips. 

Always, Always.

[athenaresource]

CHARACTER FACIAL EXPRESSIONS (WRITING REFERENCE)

EYES/BROWS

his eyes widened

her eyes went round

her eyelids drooped

his eyes narrowed

his eyes lit up

his eyes darted

he squinted

she blinked

her eyes twinkled

his eyes gleamed

her eyes sparkled

his eyes flashed

his eyes glinted

his eyes burned with…

her eyes blazed with…

her eyes sparked with…

her eyes flickered with…

_____ glowed in his eyes

the corners of his eyes crinkled

she rolled her eyes

he looked heavenward

she glanced up to the ceiling

she winked

tears filled her eyes

his eyes welled up

her eyes swam with tears

his eyes flooded with tears

her eyes were wet

his eyes glistened

tears shimmered in her eyes

tears shone in his eyes

her eyes were glossy

he was fighting back tears

tears ran down her cheeks

his eyes closed

she squeezed her eyes shut

he shut his eyes

his lashes fluttered

she batted her lashes

his brows knitted

her forehead creased

his forehead furrowed

her forehead puckered

a line appeared between her brows

his brows drew together

her brows snapped together

his eyebrows rose

she raised a brow

he lifted an eyebrow

his eyebrows waggled

she gave him a once-over

he sized her up

her eyes bored into him

she took in the sight of…

he glared

she peered

he gazed

she glanced

he stared

she scrutinized

he studied

she gaped

he observed

she surveyed

he gawked

he leered

his pupils (were) dilated

her pupils were huge

his pupils flared

NOSE

her nose crinkled

his nose wrinkled

she sneered

his nostrils flared

she stuck her nose in the air

he sniffed

she sniffled

MOUTH

she smiled

he smirked

she grinned

he simpered

she beamed

her mouth curved into a smile

the corners of his mouth turned up

the corner of her mouth quirked up

a corner of his mouth lifted

his mouth twitched

he gave a half-smile

she gave a lopsided grin

his mouth twisted

he plastered a smile on his face

she forced a smile

he faked a smile

her smile faded

his smile slipped

he pursed his lips

she pouted

his mouth snapped shut

her mouth set in a hard line

he pressed his lips together

she bit her lip

he drew his lower lip between his teeth

she nibbled on her bottom lip

he chewed on his bottom lip

his jaw set

her jaw clenched

his jaw tightened

a muscle in her jaw twitched

he ground his jaw

he snarled/his lips drew back in a snarl

her mouth fell open

his jaw dropped

her jaw went slack

he gritted his teeth

she gnashed her teeth

her lower lip trembled

his lower lip quivered

SKIN

she paled

he blanched

she went white

the color drained out of his face

his face reddened

her cheeks turned pink

his face flushed

she blushed

he turned red

she turned scarlet

he turned crimson

a flush crept up her face

WHOLE FACE, ETC.

he screwed up his face

she scrunched up her face

he grimaced

she winced

she gave him a dirty look

he frowned

she scowled

he glowered

her whole face lit up

she brightened

his face went blank

her face contorted

his face twisted

her expression closed up

his expression dulled

her expression hardened

she went poker-faced

a vein popped out in his neck

awe transformed his face

fear crossed her face

sadness clouded his features

terror overtook his face

recognition dawned on her face

SOURCE

[verge-angst]

T h i s h e l p s s o m u c h t h a n k y o u

[noahwyles]

@nicehatgeorgia Here’s a pretty good resource for facial expressions! A good place to get started. 

[tinybearswithjetpacks]

So cool! I repeat the same facial expressions too much.

[colorcoated01]

I needed this! Now, to make some lower lips quiver 😘😘.

[georgianakings]

There will be a time when you wont fit in the world of the people that once meant the world to you

G.k

[georgianakings]

Leaving is not always a choice.

Leaving sort of happens...

You drift away and you drift some more and that is all

G.k

[georgianakings]

The thing is that...

Between you and me, I am the one that can make you the most benevolent and kindest creation or the worst of beings.

I smash you into words and I make you whole; I give you shape and lips to kiss and hands to hold and heart to beat...

But I cant seem to give you feeling.

G.K

[georgianakings]

Tell the world i swallowed stars. That is me, where the moon stands.

Tell the world the sea has called and i took it by its hand

Its me at the pit of it, shadowed infinity.

Tell the world i went back home. That is me that awaits by the door. That is me who waves goodbye.

Tell the world i swallowed stars

That i shine better in the sky

That i took this soul of mine and i left this corpse behind

G.k

[georgianakings]

I ve been watching you

And you have missed the longing in my eyes.

Deep abyss of want.

Truthfully, i know that i dont need you.

That i can make myself be gone.

That your presence is not necessary.

But i want you.

With every inch of my body,

I let myself desire you.

[georgianakings]

I will write all my unsent suicide notes in honey

So that maybe, just maybe..

When I read them over a glass of wine they will taste sweet, not bitter like the bile in my throat when I'm cutting my wrists in the edges of paper.

G.k

[georgianakings]

I wanted to fuck you because there was no other option left.

Imagine me being so in love with you, just because you beamed at me and made me feel soft

And then I loved you, but you didn't and everyone seemed to understand why that was.

So here I am. Devour me. I have been bleeding you out for centuries.

G.k

[georgianakings]

We stand in front of the gate and we whistle and we play games

In the garden there's a road to the river

And we stand in front of the gate and we whistle and we play games

Once...

I saw a black cat crossing the street and a man rushing after her

The cat was drowned in the river

We stand in front of the gate and we whistle and we play games

And the river is overfloding

And we pretend to not see the cat drowning.

G.k