later, nerds

likes: existential crises, fanfics, bsd beast dislikes: myself, society, sour candy

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Thinking about how Rashomon would have just dissipated after Akutagawa died (chapter 88) while Atsushi was escaping

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Akutagawa talks like he wants someone to ask him what a word means

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Chuuya at one of the windows like:

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ngl i was running on the assumption that Bram had just mentally told Chuuya to be extra chill and that’s why he wasn’t acting like the other vampires

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idk guys…this Akutagawa has suspiciously good posture

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say sike

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passive-aggressive foreshadowing

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not the way Akutagawa was posing in Dead Apple

being how he envisions dazai and Chuuya

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the fact that atsushi decided he would resort to robbing someone in order to eat and survive…

while Beast Akutagawa was just over here munchin on weeds like a feral little-

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i’ll never shut up about this

proud, stubborn, contemptuous Akutagawa confessing his lung disease at the very last moment, watching as Atsushi realizes what it all means

and

he

apologizes

no patronizing words, no button pushing, no dramatics -just a guy apologizing to the only person who ever really gave him a chance to grow

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all that pain about to worth it for this scene tho