Lazy days with Jungkook were a rare luxury. His large reserves of energy meant he was always up to something even when he was on a break.
The balcony doors were open and a cool breeze drifted through the bedroom ruffling the sheet that covered you. It was already noon but you were still tucked happily under Jungkook's arm. Both scrolling mindlessly through your phones you brought it up, “You’re going to be 23 soon, I think we should have a party.”
He put his phone down and rolled into your side. “I was thinking about going to Jeju,” he said matter of factly.
“Oh, were you going to invite me?” you asked smiling.
“I was going to invite everyone, my family, the guys and yes,” he giggled, “I guess you can come too. Would that be okay?”
Running your fingers through his messy hair you pushed it back out of his face and nodded.
“You shouldn’t have to plan your own party Jungkook, we can do it together."
You had a week to figure things out, guests, accommodations, food. You really just wanted to give him the best birthday, he deserved it.
Jungkook however, wasn’t being very cooperative. Everytime you asked questions he shut you down, if you brought it up he brushed you off. He was downstairs at the gym when you came across his to do list.
Schedule Dinner and party space✔
*do not forget to pick up the package*
Puzzled as to why these were already checked off as done you messaged Joon.
Y/N: Hey Joon, I just wanted to invite you to Guk's party in Jeju. Are you down?
Joon: Yep, already confirmed with JK last week.
Y/N: What kind of cake do you think I should get?
Joon: I thought that the guys were taking care of the cake? Don’t worry about anything, I think everything is already organized.
Flopping on the couch your mind wandered to a million different conclusions as to why he was cutting you out.
Jungkook’s key turned in the lock, the door squeaking open announcing his arrival. He was looking through his phone as he dropped his duffel bag on the floor.
"Hey Babe, Joon said you messaged him about the party?"
He walked over to where you were sitting and tapped your nose with his finger.
"I’ve already taken care of everything, all you have to do is pack."
Feeling disappointed your face fell into a frown.
"Jungkook, I just wanted to take care of you for once, to be able to contribute something.”
He looked flustered, “I’m sorry baby, I just didn’t want to burden you with it.”
Upset you stood up, “I can’t believe you would think that throwing you a party would be a chore for me…I feel fucking useless."
Your statement trailed off as you walked away to your bedroom.
Y/N: I know I’m probably overthinking and being too sensitive but Tae...does he think I'm incompetent?
Y/N: If Guk doesn’t think I’m capable of throwing him a party…this is so stupid… but he certainly can’t think I’d be a good wife. It’s been two years Tae, we’ve never even discussed marriage. Does he think of me that way at all?
Tae: Noooo Y/N, he loves you so much. You are totally over reacting. Please, don’t make this an issue, it’s his birthday.
You didn’t know but in the other room Jungkook was busy texting Jin for advice.
JK: I don’t know what to do, Y/N is mad at me for not letting her help with the party.
Jin: Coming to your smartest Hyung for love advice, good choice. Here's my wisdom, Just make up a job and ask her to do it.
JK: That’s Brilliant!! Thank you.
He made a quick call, arranging that you would be the one picking up the last unchecked item on his to do list, the package.
He pulled the bedroom door open and lay down beside you, “I’m sorry, I’ve been keeping a secret from you.”
You set down your phone giving him your full attention.
“My brother is going to propose to his girlfriend, he swore me to secrecy, that’s why I’ve been planning everything, so she won’t find out.”
You felt your temper rise, “Are you fucking kidding me? You finally get your birthday off, you haven’t had a personal party for years and your brother's using it to propose to his girlfriend all while making you plan it for him?”
Jungkook laughed, “It sounds kind of shitty when you put it that way. It’s really not that big of a deal Y/N, I’m happy he wants to share it with everyone.”
How could you fault him for wanting to help his family? He was such a giving person and it was part of the reason you loved him so much.
“If you really want to help there’s one thing left that you can do."
It was all set, the flight was leaving at 3pm and you had been tasked with picking up the box and keeping it safe until the party. Arriving at the jeweller the older man greeted you kindly. "Would you like to see it?”
He opened the iconic tiffany blue box while you nodded. It was a beautiful square cut diamond on a vintage white gold band, it was breathtaking.
“The gentleman took a long time deciding on this particular ring, he said it had to be perfect. What do you think?"
Your heart was aching in your chest. Lately you found yourself daydreaming about marrying Jungkook, him placing a ring just like this on your finger.
"She’s a lucky girl, I’m sure she’s going to love it.”
It’s not that you weren’t happy about the engagement, you were just completely, full on green with envy, jealous. Not even together a year and Jung- Hyun is ready to propose.
You knew you were being an idiot. Jungkook loved you, you lived together, he always made sure your needs were met but here you were upset because she was getting a ring first.
Taking the box you snapped the lid closed and put it into your purse for safe keeping.
Enough, you needed to stop thinking about yourself. It was Guk's birthday and it was time to think of him and what he wanted. But what do you get someone who has everything
Wandering around you came across a neon lit sex shop, perfect! Three days away, three new sets of sexy lingerie and a bag full of goodies.
Maybe you didn’t get to plan the main party but you could make sure it was an afterparty he wouldn't forget.
The flight was short and smooth, you were amongst the last to arrive.
Making your way to the suite to change for dinner Jungkook flung himself down on the bed, “I’m calling dibs on the first shower!” you called out.
You got ready, putting on your new black lace thong set, loose black mini sundress over top and wrapped your hair into a messy bun.
Exiting the bathroom you found Jungkook in the same position on the bed snoring lightly.
Crawling on top of him, you pulled back his bucket hat to reveal his closed eyes and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. Instinctively he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close for more.
“You need to get up babe.”
He hummed softly into your neck, “that’s the problem, I am up."
He moved your hand to his bulge. Placing his hand on your ass he could feel the lace under your dress. He let out a needy moan as he squeezed your cheek.
“Jungkook we need to go, everyone’s waiting.”
He pouted, “But it’s my Birthday.”
Getting off of him and laughing you couldn’t help but throw it in his face.
“Yes, and if I had planned this party I would have pushed dinner back so the birthday boy could have gotten his dick sucked beforehand. You really only have yourself to blame."
He knew he was defeated, rolling off the bed he sulked his way to the shower.
Coming out about 20 minutes later his skin was glowing, he looked stunning in his tan hanbok pants and white dress shirt, his hair was long and fluffy.
Walking over you hugged him, sneaking a kiss onto the side of his neck.
“You had your chance Y/N, now we both have to suffer all night"
Walking hand in hand to the open air dining room most of your friends and family were already waiting at beautiful white rose adorned tables.
"Jungkook, did you arrange all these details?”
Smiling he nodded, “Did I do good?”
That dull ache hit your chest again, yes he did good, he’d planned the perfect proposal… for someone else.
You kissed his cheek and lay your head on his shoulder, “I think you’ve created every girls fantasy”
Trying to hide your melancholy throughout dinner you stayed pretty quiet only offering small smiles instead of conversation. You didn’t want to be selfish but you knew in a few hours all talk would be about weddings.
The thoughtless question on everyone’s lips would inevitably turn to, “when are you going to take the plunge?”
It usually happened at family gatherings, you’d watch them corner Jungkook and he’d awkwardly explain that one day when his career wasn’t so busy he'd be able to think more clearly about it.
You hated how calculated of a decision marrying you would have to be for him. Seeing how romantic he could be with the laid out gestures before you, you questioned why he could do it for someone else but not you? Maybe he didn’t think you were the one?
Like he could hear your inner thoughts he put his hand on your thigh under the table. “What’s going on, is everything ok?”
“Just thinking about getting you back to the room later, that’s all.”
He kissed your cheek but you knew he didn’t believe you. Seeming a little out of sorts himself, maybe this whole situation had him questioning your future as well.
“I think maybe we need a minute to talk, let’s go while everyone’s finishing.”
He took your hand and led you away from the group towards a private area of the beach.
Sitting in the sand he motioned for you to join him.
You sat with your back against his chest, head on his shoulder, his arms around you.
The sun was beginning to set into a light shade of purple and orange. “I want to know why you’re sad.”
He asked like he knew the answer but needed confirmation.
“I just wish that this party was about you, for your birthday, that it wasn’t about engagements…”
You were trying hard not to sound jealous but he could see through you.
“How about you tell me the truth?”
Reaching into your purse you pulled out the box and handed it to him.
“This, this is what’s bothering me. Jungkook…do you think that you’ll ever want me to be your wife? Do we want the same things?”
His arms still around you he held the box in front of you and opened it slowly.
“It sure is a beautiful ring,” he said.
You closed your eyes, knowing it wasn’t for you. “It really is,” you answered softly.
“Do you really not know what I want Y/N?"
He kissed the top of your head.
"I love you more than anything in this world. The ONLY thing I wanted for my birthday was to bring you here, to sit on this beach with my arms around you….and to propose with this ring. So… you tell me, do we really want the same thing?”
Absolutely 100% shocked you turned to face him.
“Are you joking with me Jungkook?” you punched his shoulder.
He laughed, “I think I know better than that”
Still skeptical you asked, “So all of this was a lie? You really made me carry around my own engagement ring all day thinking it was for someone else?”
His grin gave away the fact that he was pretty pleased with himself.
“No, you haven’t said yes yet, so technically it’s still not yours. Do you want to marry me Y/N?”
You crashed your lips into his as he pulled you back on top of him.
Walking back to the restaurant the tables had been moved and outdoor furniture and candles had taken their place. Everyone was chatting and drinking until they noticed your arrival, silence fell and eyebrows raised waiting for the news.
“Of course she said yes!”
At Jungkook’s declaration everyone cheered and the waiters came out with trays of champagne. The boys carried out a large white cake adorned with sparklers while singing Propose, tears of happiness gathered in everyone's eyes.
The rest of the night was perfect, you danced in the sand oblivious to the guests filtering out back to their rooms for the evening.
Looking around, you realized it was just the two of you left, lost in your own world.
“Maybe we should call it a night?”
“Maybe, but I don’t really want this moment to end” he responded with a kiss.
“Maybe… you forgot what I’m wearing under this, and that it’s also your birthday, and that I still haven’t given you your gift”
He grinned and pulled your hand leading you back to the room.
You left him waiting on the bed as you got ready. Finally revealing yourself, fully naked.
He whined, “Babe what happened to the lingerie, I mean you’re beautiful naked but… ”
You cut him off, “but I’m not naked, I’m wearing this beautiful ring...and...it also just so happens that I bought you a ring too."
You threw him the little black bag and he pulled out his gift blushing.
“Oh, mine's a little bigger...and silicone...and definitely not church appropriate.”
You cocked your brow and grinned, "It vibrates too!"
You slid the cock ring down his shaft and sucked his tip.
"Do you take me to be your wife?"
