👻 like a ghost ⋆｡°✩

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ tw! ~ always pro-recovery ‹𝟹 🖇️ diary of a student nurse ✪ ೀ ꒰ঌ ໒꒱⋆｡ °✩ not new to this ❤️‍🩹🫧.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ✶ ✶ ✶ hw: 140kg ~ gw: 46kg ~ cw: 137.2kg

[gh0stingstarz]

hi! I’m JL & this is my blog where i chat shit about my mental health, post shit I find pretty, aesthetic or helpful & keep track of my own journey with weightloss! 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪

dms are always open but pls only interact if ur over 18! would love to make some moots 🖤🖤

about me ༉‧₊˚👻❤️‍🩹❀༉‧₊˚.

✮ 24 ~ Sagittarius sun, Pisces moon, Cancer rising

✮ she/they

✮ diagnosed with bpd, anxiety & depression for 5 years (although struggled long before then!)

✮ struggled with binge eating for 10+ years

✮ diagnosed with pcos 😭

✮ not new to edblr ~ been on here multiple times!

✮ currently a student mental health nurse going into my 2nd year!

my stats ˖°🦇ִ ࣪𖤐

height: 169cm (5ft 6in)

hw: 140.8kg

sw: 140kg (23.06.2023)

cw: 135.4 (27.07.2023)

gw: 46kg

note: i yo-yo a lot in weight loss thanks to binging and pcos, so ive had to restart quite a lot in the past. i usually lose and gain the same 10kg over and over hence why it looks like ive lost fuck all 😒

pages to check out! ✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧✮

[mouldyagate-deactivated20231225]

the an0rex1c urge to hide a scale in your suitcase when travelling

[dearinnerthoughts]

[al4naaa]

being fat with an eating disorder is so humbling. like how am i supposed to romanticise starving and ana when im closer to having binge eating disorder.

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[caress-me-please]

Ed Twitter is going crazy over photo 😂 😂😂

[hel7l7]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I thought I was fine.

I thought I could handle this but I can't.

[oatmilkylatte]

[fellyblue]

This is so realll!

[grlvsfood]

You’re too pretty to binge.

Remember that.

[spiderrrling]

I am a(n):

⚪ Male

⚪ Female

🔘 Writer

Looking for

⚪ Boyfriend

⚪ Girlfriend

🔘 An incredibly specific word that I can’t remember

[what-even-is-thiss]

*wakes up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat*

WAIT IT’S CALLED A THROW PILLOW

[holorifle]

here is a super helpful website for this kinda thing!

the first result isn’t always the one you’re looking for but when you press enter it’ll give you a ton of words related to your query that’ll probably have what you’re wanting, or something better

here’s some examples:

[anchored-in-high-tide]

Reblog to save a writer’s sanity (the last bit that’s left)

[honeybeezgobzzzzz-deactivated20]

OneLook thesaurus is a lifesaver!

[fairycosmos]

it’s completely acceptable to stay alive for tiny reasons. because you want to hear your favorite song one more time. because your dog will miss you if you leave. because the moon is just too pretty to never see again. because you haven’t seen the next season of a really good tv show. because you want to see the christmas lights this year. if you’re alive, you’re doing enough. if you’re surviving, i’m proud of you.

[gh0stingstarz]

also had therapy today, both individual and group, and the group one was a complete shit show. Nothing to do with me but I feel awful for this one girl in our group, who basically got pulled up by another member of the group for being “too blunt” and it didn’t end well - I feel so fucking anxious now and I’m pretty sure I wanna quit, I don’t wanna be apart of a vibe like that

[gh0stingstarz]

found out my mums booked a holiday to tenerife for me, my sib & her in January. I’m taking this whole weight loss shit to a new level!! I wanna be 20kg down AT LEAST by then

[falling-leif]

My favourite low cal meals :]

fruit bowl - 60 cals

roasted sweet potatoes - 269 cals

crispy broccoli with garlic - 196 cals

yogurt fruit bar and iced coffee - 239 cals

mini pizza - 203 cals

tomato pasta with cheese - 393 cals

cinnamon rolls and strawberries - 177 cals

vanilla yogurt with honey - 140 cals

I can also post the recipes if you want :D

[m-oaning-myrtle]

[revscblog]

Three months from now you will thank yourself, losing weight is hard but isn't it more harder to look at your fat surrounding your bones?

Three months from now you will be proud of yourself. For every food you said no to, for every 'a few more steps ; a few more calories to burn' it'll all be worth it.

The idea of food doesn't excite you anymore, you feel a lot better when you don't eat, you don't need food to survive, you are doing better, you are doing better than everyone. That makes you feel powerful.

finally, you are in control

Satisfying feeling isn't it?

[ethernalpetite]

I eat way too much for someone who’s trying to lose weight.