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IMPORTANT: IM NOT PRO ANA
if you’re not suffering with ed or if you’re recovering from it please turn away. this is just a safe space for me and some others! pls understand this, thank you!:)
block, dont report and please take care!
Hi guys im back! Tomorrow morning will be horrible because i will literally FORCE mysef to weight myself. Ive been avoiding this for 6 months now but maybe it wont be so bad that i will want to vommit when i will see that number. Also got braces now and i will try to stop purging because cigarettes and coffee are yellowing my teeth enough on their own and im scared to be stuck with yellow blocks for the rest of my life
WEIGHT LOSS CURSE
Even after eating terribly I still lost three pounds in the last three days.
Reblog and you are cursed to do the same 🙀
i had never really known what it means to truly hate myself. i used to starve, self harm and i thought i hit rock bottom, but now, i hate myself as never before so i chose to ignore myself. everytime a thought comes to me that acknowladges the fact that i exist, that this is me, i get an overwhelming feeling of sickness and i must push this thought away as far as possible. i can't stand to think about myself, all the weight i gained, how i look like a whale, how i have no creative thoughts at all, how i cant do nothing right, how i cannot even begin to want to change something. i am truly a wreck of a person and i must stop now for my stomach is starting to turn
the uglier you are in the gym, the prettier you are outside the gym
i just saw a video of myself.. how can i look like this i am so embarassed. i look like a whale and im not even THAT fat but my arms are so big and evrrything is just disgusting. i want to lose weight so bad, so i’ll do it
plan for tomorrow
guys (i say guys but it is just for myself lol), lately i hate myself so much i cant even force myself to work on myself. but everything must end and im will not let my fatness be the one thing that will last on this earth forever. so here is my plan for tomorrow and you have my word (otherwise my bulimic ass will fast for two days in the row) that i will follow it.
only eat dinner -> max. 600 calories
go to fitness (if you will get home before 5PM)
workout at home (if you come home after 5PM)
drink only water or green tea
dont spend any money!!! except for the train ticket
come back to this list and be proud of yourself <3
okay so i spent mone on en espresso so i obviously broke two rules :(( but other wise, i did quite well and i am proud of myself, i also did a fast, longer then 24h hours because i came home around 10PM and then my mom made me eat a bagel she made and that was the first thing i ate and also my veeery late dinner
i. love. tumblr.
it such a great place to motivate yourself and im not even talking about eds (though of course that also and for that i am most thankful) but also for studying and reading and writing and e v e r y t h i n g. i honestly dont believe there is a better app because no one knows who i am and i can just talk to myself and if someone reads it then cool, but i dont stress it because i have no idea who that is.
strangely, this mortal coil is making want to starve
plan for tomorrow
guys (i say guys but it is just for myself lol), lately i hate myself so much i cant even force myself to work on myself. but everything must end and im will not let my fatness be the one thing that will last on this earth forever. so here is my plan for tomorrow and you have my word (otherwise my bulimic ass will fast for two days in the row) that i will follow it.
only eat dinner -> max. 600 calories
go to fitness (if you will get home before 5PM)
workout at home (if you come home after 5PM)
drink only water or green tea
dont spend any money!!! except for the train ticket
come back to this list and be proud of yourself <3
i am back after a year of not being on this blog. strangely it feels like a fresh start even though im aware im just back to the same old thing and it is making me feel even more childish. i just want to lose six kgs, that wont hurt anyone, not even me who is a fat fat pig and i just want to find motivation because right now i just hate myself.
today i only ate lunch but i purged it, i went to school with a bus and i worked out for 30 minutes when i got home :))
food log
eaten:
breakfast
lunch
dinner: mushroom soup [258], 2 small pieces of corn bread[90], 1/2 of a day old chocolate pancake [72]
burned: 100
net: 320
got high and just drank diet coke and black coffee the whole day!!
fasting for the 48 hours today ✊🏻
‘active in august’ is looking really cool rn
idk what to do tomorrow… i feel so disgusting and fat its 00:22 rn and i feel like puking im such a pig but tomorrow i will have to eat so much carbs cause were going on a trip
