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#𝙶𝙷𝙲𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙽 - ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ & ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ & ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ꜱᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴜꜱᴇ . ꜰᴛ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ : ᴅɪɢɪᴍᴏɴ & ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴜɴᴅʀᴇᴅ & ᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ & ɢʀᴇᴇɴ ᴄʀᴇᴇᴋ & ᴍᴏʀᴇ .

ᴘʀᴀɪꜱᴇᴅ ʙʏ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ ᴄᴀʀʀᴅ & ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋᴇʀ & ᴍᴇᴍᴇ ᴛᴀɢ & ᴀꜱᴋ & ᴘʀᴏᴍᴏ

ꜰᴏʀᴍᴇʀʟʏ : @ʜᴇʟʟᴇʙᴄʀᴇ & @ᴇɢʟᴄɴᴛɪɴᴇ & @ᴘᴄʀɪᴘᴇᴛᴛᴇɪɪᴀ

ᴇꜱᴛᴀʙʟɪꜱʜᴇᴅ : 23.12.02 | ꜱᴛᴀᴛᴜꜱ : HIATUS

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ PINNED POST .

i won't be returning to this blog for some time. i just don't feel like i click well on here these days. i'm still available on discord ( gh0st0661 ) if anyone is interested. when and if i come back , it'll be to a revamped blog most likely. see ya! ✌🏽

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ ooc .

ghcstrain

bruh . was anyone ever going to tell me my carrd is broken lmfao 😩 not me not remembering my log in info

ghcstrain

never mind forgot to pay oops

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ ooc .#a girl is broke #lmfao

bruh . was anyone ever going to tell me my carrd is broken lmfao 😩 not me not remembering my log in info

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ ooc .#will i start from scratch or stare at it until it fixes itself

with the last two months of school going on right now, I am incredibly busy wrapping the school year up with my students. i will not be able to return to my blog until the end of June.

the best place to reach me is through discord. feel free to add me.

𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓#0661

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ ooc .

phantasmalatelier

Card Suits

The meaning behind each of the cards in a common deck of cards is not a commonly known thing. Send in a card and a suit for the corresponding headcanon related to each one’s meaning.

Hearts

Ace - How easy is it for any sort of relationship to develop with your muse? Two - How often do things go well for your muse in their relationships? Three - How cautious are they with newfound relationships of any kind? How about older ones? Four - How often does your muse travel? Where do they typically travel to? Five - How would your muse react to learning that someone close to them was jealous of what they had? Six - How does your muse handle blossoming feelings for another? Seven - How does your muse react to having promises broken? Eight - How often does your muse accept invitations from others? How do they react to unexpected guests? Nine - What is the one wish your muse wants to come true more than anything else in the world? Ten - How does your muse act when their luck is at its absolute best? Jack - How does your muse view their friends, both old and new? Queen - Does your muse pay back kindness that is offered to them? If so, then how do they go about doing so? King - Does your muse often give out advice? How do they react to being given some?

Clubs

Ace - How frugal is your muse with their money? How often do they run out? Two - How does your muse react to being challenged? What about hearing gossip, be it about themself or someone they know? Three - How would your muse feel about their partner having more money than them? Four - How does your muse react to learning things are being hidden from them by those closest to them? Five - How often does your muse rely upon new friends for support rather than old ones? Do they use this as a method to test how much they can trust them? Six - How does your muse handle success when it comes to financial related matters? Seven - How does your muse react when financial success causes issue with their relationships? Eight - How does your muse handle difficulties in multiple aspects of their lives at the same time? Nine - Does your muse ignore new opportunities that present themselves in their quest for what they desire, or do they take them? Ten - How does your muse react to unexpected things happening to them? Jack - How far could the one closest to them go before they decide to stand against them? Queen - What is the breaking point for a romantic relationship with your muse? King - How much trust does your muse place into those older than themself?

Spades

Ace - How does your muse think their life will end? Two - How does your muse handle tough decisions in life? Three - How faithful is your muse in a relationship? Four - What is the worst promise your muse has ever broken? Five - Does your muse quit in the face of difficulty, or do they push through whatever obstacles come their way? Six - Does your muse take the small victories in life, or do they ignore them in focus of the large ones? Seven - How does your muse handle loss? Eight - How would your muse handle betrayal? Nine - When has your muse’s luck been at its absolute worst? Ten - What is the worst piece of news your muse has ever had to deal with? Jack - What is the rudest thing your muse has ever done? Queen - How would your muse react to losing their significant other? King - How far into their darker side would your muse go to achieve their goals?

Diamonds

Ace - Does your muse actively try to improve themself, or do they knowingly allow themself to remain in their same habits? Two - What does your muse do if they disapprove of another’s relationship? Three - How much legal trouble has your muse been in? What caused it? Four - How does your muse treat items left to them by another member of their family? Five - Does your muse work towards improving their skills in what they do for a living? Do they manage to maintain a happy home life while doing so? Six - How often do previous relationships cause problems for your muses newer ones? Seven - How does your muse react to road blocks in their career? Eight - Does your muse believe in “love at first sight” or do they believe that it only comes with time? Nine - Would your muse ever ditch an employer for another without notice? Ten - What does your muse define as being “well off” in life? Jack - Does your muse use unreliable methods for “high risk high reward” gains or do they go the safe route with things? Queen - How often does your muse find themself being flirted with? King - What does your muse want to achieve before settling down to live the rest of their life doing things?

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ MEME .

ohisms

↪ 𝑹𝑬𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 ; ᵀᴼ ᴮᴱ ᴿᴱᴮᴼᴿᴺ . ( a collection of lyric starters from ᵐᵉˡᵃᶰᶤᵉ ᵐᵃʳᵗᶤᶰᵉᶻ'ˢ 2023 album , 𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔰 . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

my body is dead , but i'm still alive .

your words mean nothing , so take them back .

you're always on my mind , i can't help it .

my mind wants to control me .

i fear i won't live to see the day tomorrow .

there is no other choice .

i hate who i was before .

lay all your burdens to rest .

you're no good at acting , it's obvious what you're after .

i know how to make you go crazy .

you are the light , i've been searching for forever .

i never once was treated right .

you make me feel like i'm on drugs .

i'm feeling too scared to sleep .

i'll wreck you if you chase me .

i'm done , i'm done .

why do you always act so serious ?

i don't give a fuck , 'cos i'm so strong .

you're messing with my cycle , that's dangerous .

be the manic pixie dream girl you fucking ought to be .

i won't lick your wounds today .

don't treat me that way .

i won't be ashamed for loving you .

i never knew what it meant , to be content with you .

if you bite my hand again , i will never feed you .

it took me way too long to put this to bed .

every time you tell a lie , i'm praying that you choke .

i won't be mistreated .

it's all a game now , but once i'm in the world it's lost .

i know what's coming .

all of the planning , yet i still feel unprepared .

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ MEME .

Hi ! Hello ! Well aware I have not been around. I haven't touched any of my drafts, inbox or messages. My goal is to clear those out before the week is over. Friendly reminder this is a low activity blog.

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ OOC .

ghcstrain

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 ,

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐌 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍 .

𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ,

𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 ,

𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐘 .

#𝙶𝙷𝙲𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙽 - ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ & ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ & ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ꜱᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴜꜱᴇ . ꜰᴛ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ : ᴅɪɢɪᴍᴏɴ & ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴜɴᴅʀᴇᴅ & ᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ & ɢʀᴇᴇɴ ᴄʀᴇᴇᴋ & ᴍᴏʀᴇ .

ᴘʀᴀɪꜱᴇᴅ ʙʏ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ

ᴄᴀʀʀᴅ & ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋᴇʀ & ᴀꜱᴋ

#self promo

with spring break lurking around the corner, i can take the time to fill up my queue with owed replies, starters, and asks. ✌🏽

#oh to be a teacher in the year of 2023 #☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ ooc .

mothercain-deactivated20231124

sorry i can’t come over, im ill with the human experience

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐔𝐒 𝐒𝐍𝐀𝐏𝐄 ⦈ CHARACTER .

valtsv

*slowly removes my heart-shaped sunglasses* i beg your fucking pardon

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐅𝐎𝐘 ⦈ CHARACTER .#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐎𝐓𝐎 ⦈ CHARACTER .

ghcstrain

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 ,

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐌 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍 .

𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 ,

𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 ,

𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐘 .

#𝙶𝙷𝙲𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙸𝙽 - ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ & ᴘʀɪᴠᴀᴛᴇ & ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ꜱᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴜꜱᴇ . ꜰᴛ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ : ᴅɪɢɪᴍᴏɴ & ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴜɴᴅʀᴇᴅ & ᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ & ɢʀᴇᴇɴ ᴄʀᴇᴇᴋ & ᴍᴏʀᴇ .

ᴘʀᴀɪꜱᴇᴅ ʙʏ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ

ᴄᴀʀʀᴅ & ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋᴇʀ & ᴀꜱᴋ

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐆𝐇𝐂𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ⦈ SELF PROMO .

malfaith

@ghcstrain

"Ten points from Gryffindor! Get out of here," Lucius says. The two Gryffindor students retreat, one making a rude hand gesture. Lucius recognizes one of them - the Black kid who got put in Gryffindor. He turns to the kid they'd been harassing, and he can see why: ratty clothes, small for their age, everything about him screams I am a target! He recognizes them from the Sorting and the Slytherin common room, but nowhere else. Lucius hopes for his sake he finds some friends.

"You're going to have to learn some decent hexes," he says to the kid. "I recommend despulmo."

ghcstrain

Does she not see it? How this world mimics the one they've hailed from? Severus would only be so fortunate to be as blind as Lily was to the same tricks and cliques as their muggle schooling.

Divide them as they see so fit but there is no denying the similar social dynamics and behavior between muggles and wizards.

They are no stranger to rough hands and degrading comments. They are not being made newly aware as Black and Potter would like to think and say. They are cognitively aware of the rags adorning their scrawny frame and the dirt clinging to ink strands saturated in oil.

They are poor.

They are impoverished.

None of these facts are set to change solely on the fact they've stepped foot on the other side. Their expectations have been set low before they even dared to cross Platform 9 & 3/4. Never mind the sting in their chest currently present. A sense of disappointment lurking in the background. The urge to write angrily back to Eileen and accuse her of being a liar.

Severus is not here to make friends or acquaintances or associates. They will not be a slave to the illusion of magic and the promises of a better life.

What will save them is their own two hands. Don't be fooled to think otherwise.

Every ounce of willpower they possessed used in this very moment to refrain from curling their lips, fighting back the sneer threatening to burst forth. Unimpressed by a chin held high and a haughty voice well convinced they are doing them a favor. This boy no better than the handouts at the soup kitchen. His choice in hexes hardly worth noting when Severus could name one and more unknown to their kind. Written by their very own hands and spoken into existence by lips chapped and discolored.

They are malnourished.

They are underfed.

With a deep breath, and the common sense to mind their tongue, Severus remarked with polite disinterest, "Duly noted."

Heard and ignored.

Gratitude expressed instead by the subtle nod of their head, more than ready to disengage and map the castle out for their own intents and purposes.

Rule number one: Know your safe spaces.

These starless eyes of theirs having never once left the retreating backs of their newfound enemies. Nimue could only be so kind to have blessed them with this gift.

Their gaze torn from the backs of threats if only to ask, and with little understanding of the role this boy played here:

"Am I free to go now?"

They glanced up, waiting with patience they do not possess for an answer they may or may not get.

#☾ ─── ⋆ 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐔𝐒 𝐒𝐍𝐀𝐏𝐄 ⦈ INTERACTIONS .#familyname #very rusty ; please forgive me