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blitzherzen‌

Stealth-specialized boots were silent on the hard floor as he slowly steps his way over to the disgraced Dominus, chained to a wall, nothing left but the once glorious and blood-trodden life that had now been reduced to nothing more than some murderer in a cage.

( This monster deserves it. ) 

He stands but a few meters away from the much larger Cabal, his face and posture blank but his stare DRILLING into the hopeless slitted irises that would, at one point during that accursed war, probably reflect his own pain and fear. His empathy reached out to many things, felt the forces and feelings of everyone and everything around him, even seeing into the despair that Ghaul’s soul held now. 

But sympathy? Oh, no. There was none to be given. None to be deserved.

He had dreaded when he was called to guard the Dominus for a shift, why must I face the very being that ripped my essence right out of my body, he thought. But then he realized that he could tell Ghaul what had happened during that Lightless time. The pain. The terror. The uncertainly and near hopelessness that had swept throughout the Solar System. His pain, his terror, his disconnection from a world that he was in harmony with, left to do nothing more than… RUST AWAY in some barn until the Light returned.

He could speak it all. And maybe he will.

“Mock, I am unsure. Berate or scold, perhaps.” He speaks flatly, not showing any uneeded emotion. Not yet. “I’m sure you’re already aware of how many of us you SLAUGHTERED like cattle, so I’ll cut to the point.”

Silent steps come a couple more paces forward and his tone shifts to something lower, angrier, as constricted green irises narrow.

“WHY?”

     Why ? He wouldn’t understand even if he TOLD him. NONE of them had when he ANSWERED their question of WONDERING. So now, his eyes narrow as well. His nose CRINKLES in aggravation. Knowing full well how this conversation was more than likely going to GO.

     However, there was a chance someone would FINALLY understand- though he DOUBTED it.. and he wasn’t in the mood for sympathy. His eyebrow ripped with crimson. A blow to the head from the FORMER guardian who took watch over him and his cell. Someone he as well tried to EXPLAIN. Only to accused of lieing.

       He SCOFFED, then. “ Why would I answer to the likes of YOU ? I’ve said all I have said to other guardians who have asked the same of me. I have said all to the others who ABUSE me. I will not repeat myself AGAIN. You guardians. You never deserved this power. So little- So immature. After all I done to study the Traveler. I still do not understand why it chose HUMANITY out of all other SPECIES. ”

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luxdelumin

she turns with him, watches as he crosses the room and finds his chair, his THRONE, as some would call it. the sight of her mentor’s mask is enough to make even ikora rey flinch back, nails digging into her flesh. 

“i don’t want it.” the words are quick, nearly hissed with their speed. “the speaker– it is not a position any warlocks truly desired. and though he was a dear friend, i… i do not care to touch his mask. nor any remaining piece of him. he is with the traveler and the Light now, not us.”

his request has her breath hitching, her chin lifting in surprise. for a moment, the warlock can only stare at the other, even as ophiuchus breaks his sixty-year silence to sputter and object. he knows what his guardian is thinking. if not through their connection, then simply because she is IKORA REY, and protecting her guardians is what she does. 

and this could be the chance she needs, they deserve. 

“ghosts are… sacred, to their guardians. most consider them their family, their only true friends. if a ghost is lost, then the guardian loses their light. if a guardian is lost, well– they will never have another, but at least they will survive.” in a few guarded steps, she stands before him, chin held high. “release the traveler. call off your men. you and i can make a public statement, for all to see. it is time for the cabal to understand what a TRUCE is.”

     He had EXPECTED she say no.. To turn him down without a second thought. Spit insults in his face like her SPEAKER had done. But... his heart hitched. It felt as if it skipped a thousand beats. His body froze and his thoughts, normally still, raced.

     However, his eyes shut.. and he sighed. This is what he WANTS. It could be his CHANCE... But. Was it a trap ?

     His thoughts settled during a few moments of silence. His pupils staring at the black abyss of shut lids. “ Say I do. ” His eyes drifted open once more. “ Say I return your light. SPARE your people... How should I know it to not be a trap ? That you won’t tare me apart as I expect you so wish. As I expect every guardian wishes. How will I know you will truly offer your aid to help me understand.. and have a chance at redemption ? ”

[melamemea]

erotic sentence starters.

“Can’t you feel it? How badly I want you…”

“Just being this close to you makes me… crazy.”

“Mm… your pussy smells so good babygirl.”

“Oh… wow… You’re hard for me, aren’t you, big boy?”

“Ah ha… Not yet; your underwear is staying on for now. I’m not done just yet…”

“God… I want more… Give me more…”

“You like it when I grind my ass against you cock?”

“Your pussy looks so good on my fingers…”

“That’s right baby… spread your legs for me.”

“I’m gonna… rile you up… dress you down… and — lick you all over.”

“Beg for me… beg for my tongue to finish you off.”

“How about… you shut up and put that tongue to good use?”

“This toy looks so pretty in you… want me to turn it on?”

“Mm… That’s right baby… nice and slow; work your mouth for me…”

“Tongue… give me your tongue — lick me… please…"

“Fuck — fucking… switch already… that toy is killing me!”

“You like it when I put it in you like this?”

“Can you handle a… double?”

“These…? Mhm… they are beads; wanna try them with me?”

“Shh… just say my name when you want me to remove them… my full name…”

“You gonna cum for me, hm?”

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@blitzherzen

     The sound of the doors sliding open rarely cause him to look up from where he stared down upon the floor. However this wasn’t like those times. This time, he looked. His hands hung above his head in shackles within his cell. Red eyes absent of any hope. He had   l o s t - he was as birth painted him to be. Casted aside. Seen as some beast.. but was that anyones fault but his own ?

      He looked the Guardian in the eyes for a few seconds. Studying his face. Taking in every detail and cashing it into memory. In case of any hostility arises. For if and when he breaks free- he’ll know who to target.

     For now ? His head went back to hanging down. His body motionless as if there was no life within him. “ Are you here to guard ? Or mock ? Not many come in here to watch me. Rather, they tend to stand outside. ”

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In other news,, I wanted to do a little thing of Awoken!Speaker b/c I got bored and wanted to draw somethin

I wanted to make him look more elf like with a very strong connection to the travler which is why his eyes shine with pure light

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hey here’s a cool concept 

The speaker was the travler all along who has risen himself and when he “died” in that form it woke back up in its true form

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kinda

kinda wanna ahh,, revive my traveler blog 

tbh

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tomorrow is gonna be a lore reading day

I didn’t realize how much lore I was actually behind on omfg

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my guardian literally looks like a fucking soup bowl bungie why do you hate titans

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luxdelumin‌

“you want attention. you want the VALIDATION that comes from being seen by someone grander than yourself.” once more, ikora shakes her head, but this time… this time it’s different. sad, almost. “you can find that in others. it is possible. but no one is truly satisfied until they find that they are content with THEMSELVES, and all they hold as their own.

“i cannot give you the traveler’s gift.” she pauses, swallows. “the speaker was my mentor, a dear friend, and my guiding light since my father abandoned the city centuries ago. but neither he nor i have the ability to give you the traveler’s gift. and it… it has been asleep for centuries. unless it plans on waking soon, the only chance of you ever receiving Light is in a Ghost’s mercy.” 

she steps forward, unwilling to look away from the horror beneath. her guardians are down there, dying. her students, her friends, her family. of course, as soon as the thought comes, ikora has to shut her eyes. her family. HER VANGUARD. who knows where cayde is? zavala? are they safe, or have they been captured? KILLED? she has to know. she has to find them.

she will not abandon them.

“who the ghost chooses… that is up to them. some say the traveler already has their guardian decided for them. others say that there is something within the ghost, something that calls them to their guardians. and others still… they claim it is the ghost, and only the ghost, who makes that decision. if you wish to know why they are still traveler and searching, then i would ask them.”

      “ I see. ” He turned. Fully, this time.. and walked across the room to slowly lower himself down onto his chair. At his side, a box in which he opens and pulls out what remained of her speakers mask. “ You say he was your mentor. Rightfully, it’s yours. “

     He sighed again. A thumb brushing over one of the longer shattered pieces that remained after being crushed underfoot. “ Is there a ghost I can speak with ? To answer questions guardians cannot ? ” Rolling the table to his front, he delicately placed the pieces in offering. “ I sit here and I wonder.. what you would say if I proposed to be taken under wing. So that maybe one day I too can posses the light. To teach me what all I would have to do to prove myself. To try. ”

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lightvoices

☼ - Zufash snorts. “I’ll believe it when I see it.”

From the corner, Vadim just whispers, “Please leave.”

     “ How can you see it if i’m dead ?? “

[thingsforrp]

Send 🍸 for my muse’s reaction to being invited out for drinks

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[memesfromstuff]

*: ･ﾟ✧   interrogation starters.

feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.

CALM / QUESTIONING.

“ tell me, what happened?”

“ did you see anything?”

“ what do you remember?”

“ do you remember anything unusual?”

“ please, try to remember as much as you can.”

“ every detail is important.”

“ and what happened next?”

“ and what did you do when all this took place?”

“ what were you doing around __ am/pm?”

“ where were you around __ am/pm?”

“ can anyone verify that?”

“ was someone with you?”

“ and you had nothing to do with it?”

“ and you weren’t involved?”

“ did you see it happen?”

“ did you see who did it?”

“ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?”

CARING / UNDERSTANDING.

 “ you seem scared… is that why you don’t want to talk?”

“ did someone hurt you?”

“ it’s okay. you can tell me.”

“ you were just trying to defend yourself, weren’t you?”

“ we can take a break, if you want.”

“ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.”

“ it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.”

SUSPICIOUS.

“ there is something you’re not telling me.”

“ i think you’re lying.”

“ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?”

“ except what you’re telling me doesn’t align with what we already know.”

“ seems to me like you know more than you’re letting in on.”

“ what aren’t you telling me?”

“ who are you trying to protect?”

“ so you really don’t know what any of it means? no clue at all?”

“ they must’ve told you more than that.”

“ you have to have seen more than that.”

“ and you want me to believe you don’t remember?”

“ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?”

“ an accident? is that what you’re going with?”

DEMANDING.

“ i need you to tell me the truth.”

“ i need you to tell me what happened.”

“ i know you’re not telling me the truth.”

“ that doesn’t line up with the evidence. so… you wanna try that again?”

“ stop lying. i already know that’s not what happened.”

MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.

“ what do you want in exchange for this information?”

“ i’m listening…”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ since you’re the only one who knows how to find them, i don’t really have a choice but to take you with me.”

“ fine. i’ll take you with me, but if you try anything…”

“ i can’t give you that. you know that.”

“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.”

“ okay. we have a deal.”

“ sorry. no deal.”

[horrificmemes]

Betrayal & Regret Sentence Starters

“I told you not to get too close to me.” “From the day we met, I knew I’d hurt you eventually.” “I wish you never had trusted me.” “I told you to leave, but you didn’t. I gave you the chance!” “We were never friends. I’m so sorry.” “I did something terrible.” “It was inevitable, but I regretted it every step of the way.” “I’m mainly sorry that somewhere along the way, I started to care about you.” “I guess this is a lesson in not trusting people, right?” “How long?…Since the beginning.” “I wish I could just make a wish and become a better person.” “None if it was real, but I wish it was.” “Do you think I liked hurting you?” “I hurt people. It’s all I’m good at.” “I did it because I had to, not because I ever wanted to.” “I -did- care about you, I just had no other choice.” “You should have walked away when you had the chance.” “If we had never met, it would have saved us both some grief.” “I know it hurts, but I’m still glad we had the chance to know each other.” “Hurting you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.” “I didn’t want it to be like this, but I had no control!” “I guess I’ve just never been a trustworthy person.” “I don’t blame you. I wouldn’t want to forgive me either.” “So? Aren’t you going to say something?” “If I tell you what I did, we’ll probably never see one another again.”

“When were you going to tell me about this?” “Why me? Of all people, why me?” “You planned this all from the beginning?” “I wanted so badly to think you were different.” “How could you lead me along like that?” “None of what we had was ever real, was it?” “So, our friendship didn’t mean anything to you?” “I would have done anything for you, but you’ve ruined all of that.” “All of the things I sacrificed for you didn’t mean a thing?” “I wish I had known when we met that you were such a vile person.” “If I could go back, I would just walk away.” “I forgive you, but I’m not going to forget what you did.” “No. I don’t accept your apology.” “After all your lies, how do I know you mean it when you say you’re sorry?” “I hope you realized what you did was cruel.” “I still care about you.” “Just tell me that your feelings towards me were genuine.” “What on earth is worth betraying someone who loves you?” “If you want to regain my trust, you have to earn it.” “Don’t just say you’re sorry. Show me that you’re sorry.”

[sphinxmemesmusings]

nonsexual acts of intimacy --- select from the following for my muse to respond to:

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes ♕ : Holding hands ♖ : Having their hair washed by your muse ♗ : Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse’s lap. ♘ : Cuddling in a blanket fort ♙ : Sharing a bed ♚ : Head scratches ♛ : Sharing a dessert ♜ : Shoulder rubs ♝ : Reading a book together ♞ : Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which) ♟ : Patching up a wound ♤ : Taking a bath together ♧ : Your muse playing with their hair ♡ : Accidentally falling asleep together ♢ : Forehead or cheek kisses ♠ : Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc. ♣ : Back scratches ♥ : Your muse crying about something ♦ : Slow dancing