living dead boy

18 years of age (it/he)

[ghost-by-ana]

THIS IS AN ANA VENT BLOG!!! GO AWAY IF THIS WILL HURT YOU!!!

intro

hey guys, i deleted the blog i had (same name) cause i realized how toxic it was (thank you @paperdollboy /gen) so this one is just for venting, no tips, no fuel on the fire, please block me if the stuff here triggers you.

basic info:

im 17, pro-recovery, autistic, adhd, queer (mlm/mlnb), trans, polyam, and prepared to block for any reason

my original posts will be tagged as #ghostpost

[angelbugxx]

I don't think people realise this,

but that viral cucumber recipes is great an@ food!

This big tub has 149 kcal

(Already ate some of it)

You need one cucumber,

some fresh garlic (or powdered, whatever you prefer)

kefir! (Instead of yoghurt or cream, it has probiotics, so it's very good for your gut!)

salt, pepper and red chilly flakes.

Enjoy!

[mightgetsomewhere]

You guys if you’ve been seeing the Korean witch stew for weight loss this is your sign to make it. Holy shit it’s so good. Here’s what I put in it + nutritional info (it makes eight servings)

I also added lots of black pepper, some curry powder, some nutmeg, and bay leaves, and more water because the broth wasn’t enough ❤️

[maeveluvx]

low cal, high protein omelette recipe

2 medium eggs -126c

40gr spinach -9c

1/4 red onion -10c

1/2 bell pepper -18c

40gr light cottage cheese -37c

mini whole grain tortilla -87c

total 287c 21gr protein

[linaliveslight]

Winter Spice Congee

After creating this recipe, I wanted to share it immediately because I cannot BELIEVE how full and satisfied I was after eating it. It was the perfect meal to end a long f4st and can be adapted endlessly for flavor and personal preference. It's not very pretty, but it makes up for it with taste!

This is also an extremely cheap recipe, especially if you don't need the protein in it (though I highly recommend it). For my grocery prices, it cost less than $.50 per serving plain and less than $1.50 with protein powder (I get mine in bulk at Costco).

Congee can have a porridge or soupy consistency depending on how much water you add and how long the rice is cooked. I highly recommend playing with sweet and savory congee recipes to figure out your preferences!

Without protein: >100cal per cup including added fruit

With protein: >220cal per cup, 26g protein

Ingredients

1 cup Jasmine rice

8 cups water

Cinnamon to taste

Pumpkin spice mix to taste

Orange extract (orange zest would be even better)

1 tsp salt

Sugar-free sweetener to taste

Optional: dried fruit to taste. I included about 4 dried cherries per 1 cup serving.

Optional: 1 scoop protein powder

Optional: sugar-free creamer, for a more pleasant mouth-feel

Directions

Combine rice, water, and dried fruit in large pot and bring to boil.

Lower to light simmer and stir often. You do NOT want it so hot that it sticks to the bottom. If you forget to stir, you may also get some rice stuck to the bottom. As long as it's not burnt, just scrape it off with a wooden utensil and it'll cook back into the rest of the congee.

Cook for approximately 1-1.5 hours for a creamy texture, a bit less if you want chewier rice.

Let cool and set for 10 mins and serve with sweetener to taste. Mix in protein powder after cooking if desired. Creamer can also be added at this time.

Below you'll find the general calorie breakdown of my personal bowl this morning. I'm nearly 2 hours post eating this and still feeling pretty satisfied.

I hope you enjoy! Please let me know if you try this and any constructive criticisms you may have!

[blu3berry777]

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Low calorie meal: 260cal

I just wanted to share the lunch I had yesterday with you ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ It was an easy, low-calorie meal (just 260 cal in total)

ᯓ★ 140g tofu – 178 cal ᯓ★ 150g salad – 21 cal ᯓ★ 15g honey – 46 cal ᯓ★ 20ml soy sauce – 16 cal I simply sliced the tofu, mixed the honey and soy sauce, then poured it over the tofu. After that, I popped everything in the oven (30 min, 180°C, fan setting) and that was it!

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[marrschaoticplanet]

My DM’s are always open!

[weediemcgee]

[h3avilymedicated]

i may have a messed up relationship with food but i am NOT fatphobic miss me with that shit

[whyyyyy-amihere]

Realest shii ever

[angelicbloggerr]

[itsstillover]

How it feels to look at the sc@le and ain’t shi change 💔

[3dlenaa]

I genuinely have to lock back in I was doing so good and than binged last night I’m trying so hard not to eat but the food noise KILLS me genuinely🤦🏼‍♀️

anyone who wanna be friends we can motivate eachother idc what gender as long as ur 18+

Also even better if ur in flordia we can actually hang out and YES I am that desperate lmao I’m SOO bad at making friends

just a warming I am lowk fucked in the head and I am into older men but I promise I’m not a weirdo😭

[ghost-by-ana]

it’s a little funny to me that like 40% of edblr is alt ppl and 40% is coquette (or the like) ppl like what kinda mass hysteria guys

[ghost-by-ana]

I don’t know how to say all the things that are in my head without coming off as being attention seeking and angsty. I don’t want to be alone. Im a clingy person by nature, but everything in my head has gotten so much more complicated from when i was a kid and not eating made it go away. It doesn’t go away anymore. No matter what I do I’m between two extremes and it feel’s like there’s no way out other than death. I don’t want to be another “no one saw it coming” but it feels like no one wants to notice at all. I’ve tried to reach out and it feels like everyone, including the people I love and trust most, want to quickly comfort me and then act like everything is okay again. Because to them it is okay. They saved my day and i’m over in in their heads. Im not over it. I don’t know if ill be over it until im under the dirt.

[drowningggg]

My little sister saw my groceries and clocked my punk ass so fast

literally the look she gave me

[pinkangelglitterdusttt]

when i see a very young girl clearly struggling already to eat and already having food / calorie problems at such a young age and i just wanna hug her and tell her to forget all of this and that she is pretty and doesn’t need to loose weight but i remember i was in that same place 6 years ago and i suddenly wish someone had done that for me (now i need to protect every young / incoming teen to make sure they will never live this)