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intro:

I go by all pronouns

I’m part of a osdd1b system

DNI: sexualizes little space, pedos

feel free to dm me

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The most tales from the gas station thing just happend to me at work this guy walks up points to my forehead and essentially give me a tarot reading he was like you have a beautiful energy then asked me for free stuff immediately after that

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Again with the horny bots idk what about this page screams sexy but go off ai thats ruining are world🤷

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One thing is in any poly relationship ive ever been in ive always felt forgotten or like the easy choice till they found the person they wanna be with forever just dropping me when they do so when i say i hate poly ppl thats why yall have no respect for any of your partners and the many excuses i hear on why hating poly ppl is bad but i have legit reason to dislike them and its not even the dumb shit like they all look the same cus one they dont and two there are actully issues to criticize and not going for playground insults but when you are poly and force your partner to get on board ya im not gonna like you or when you use being poly as a reason to either add more and more ppl on or use it as a way to just find others when they fell out of love instead of breaking up or even if you are poly and you partner was instantly ok with it but now they have legit concerns and all you do is tell them that they were ok with this or empathize with them but doing nothing to fix the problem or they one who see that dynamic is hurting there relationship and still keep it going watching there partner slowly go insane

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Update she either didnt notice or didnt see it either way win for me💪

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Sometimes i feel like a crazier version of jack from tales from the gas station especially with this blog sadly not a lot of super natural things happen to me for me to talk about it

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Its one more day till i see my gf and this sh has not gone away😭 i swear im gonna start picking at the scabs so its not as noticable been washing and scrubbing it everyday so maybe it will fad but realistically she wont notice cus were not gonna fuck or anything so i think im in the safe zone

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Lol relapse after being 3 years clean of sh crazy how a mental break down makes you feel so numb

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Yalll im so fucked how does one hide it from there gf that they started shing again even after her saying if she found out you started again she would 50/1/50 you and she comes over in 5 days this shit is not gonna be healed enough😭 will update again when she leaves if she noticed or not or ill just go missing for a few weeks with a grippy sock vacation✌️

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Rn my body feels better violently shaking then staying still fml bro

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Lol relapse after being 3 years clean of sh crazy how a mental break down makes you feel so numb

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Ummm so pretty sure the friend im gonna met up with tomrrow has a crush on me and is gonna make a move and ahhh how this always happening i also recently heard that one of my other friends used to have a crush on me to sometimes i feel like the bell of the ball and rn hardcore feeling it

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Update she didnt thank god and second we didnt end up having the hangout cus she got rejected😔

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So asking for a friend how long does sh take to heal again i forgot

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Ummm so pretty sure the friend im gonna met up with tomrrow has a crush on me and is gonna make a move and ahhh how this always happening i also recently heard that one of my other friends used to have a crush on me to sometimes i feel like the bell of the ball and rn hardcore feeling it

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The fact that my girlfriend's actually worried about me is a little scary cuz maybe I am not doing as good as I thought I was it takes a lot for her to get worried and now i feel bad cus like its bad but not that bad

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I hate this feeling of just constantly numb and foggy i cant think nothing brings me joy not even my gf which scares the hell out of me cus shes my everything and i always do even when feeling like this what the fuck is wrong with me

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I feel so out of it for the last few days i just cant focus and everything feels foggy the best i can describe it is that im high 24/7 even without smoking

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Weird post but like idk it hurts me so much to know that i cant help everyone and the funny thing is i dont even help myself i just keep going and going and giving my all into helping the ppl around me cus i care about them and i dont want them to struggle like i am