guess i'm starstruck

lee, 20, she/her ⭐️

[shesmanic]

[czesca]

girls will have one (1) good day when they convince themselves they've never been unwell in their life and the next day the horrors will return

[catcrumb]

[battlevilla]

[0calmint-tea]

i’m just sitting in bed and i zone out and catch sight of some of my sh scars.

some of them are from two days ago. some are three years old.

and idk why it hit me so hard but like. who could ever see that and think i’m beautiful? i feel like nobody could see this and love me anyways

[knowing]

[homisfaraway-deactivated2024022]

i hate when people be like “you’ll be fine, you have no choice” and i’m like bitch i literally have the option to kill myself what are you talking about

[ywukki]

my skills include liking the colour pink and being a massive crybaby

[nonbinarydotjpg]

But what if I don't have adhd and it's just spicy depression/anxiety and there's nothing I can do about it

[sparcky]

me, looking back on it all:

[daylighteclipsed]

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

[valtsv]

me when i'm with other people: i am loved 😌

as soon as i'm alone: but am i 😰

[puukkolesbo]

no emotional object permanence

[teacupfulofstarshine]

wow how dare you call me out like this

[3scythes]

I feel like adhd bored is different than neurotypical bored because like. You don’t understand. I have a billion things I could be doing. I turn on the tv. I stare at the Netflix screen for five minutes. Flip through shows and movies for the next thirty minutes. Nothing looks good. I put in a video game. Play for two minutes. Not feeling it. I load up YouTube. Watch half a video before closing the app. Maybe I’ll read a book? I stare at my giant bookshelf. The thought of starting a new book seems too hard. I lay in bed and play phone games for six hours. Nothing has gotten done. Still bored.

[capacity]

*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here

[dog-teeth]

how are you ezra?

idk like mentally ill and bisexual

[heartbreakclubs]

i know my mom loves me. but she has also told me she’s ashamed of me. i know my mom cares about me. but she has also called me stupid for being ill. i know my mom would do anything for me. but she has also said a lot of things i find hard to forgive.

[saa-33]

i’m actually tired bro, like from the bottom of my heart. i am tired