we traumatized up in this bitch

Old name: whenitsdarkoutpoetry || profdx with ptsd at 16 y/o || bpd side blog: @toadallybpd (I'm on there more oop) || this whole blog is triggering || created 6/30/16 || 20 y/o girl

[rottingskunkc0rpse]

[wishing-for-deathx]

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

only good enough to be used and abandoned

// never loved, always treated like an object

[ojibwa]

[heavensghost]

Aracelis Girmay

[h4bit-moved]

[3for3oliver3]

[zarovich]

[rottingpixie]

[weirdcor3]

[honeycoated]

[wedarkacademia]

“I had a room to myself as a kid, but my mother was always quick to point out that it wasn’t my room, it was her room and I was merely permitted to occupy it. Her point, of course, was that my parents had earned everything and I was merely borrowing the space, and while this is technically true I cannot help but marvel at the singular damage of this dark idea: That my existence as a child was a kind of debt and nothing, no matter how small, was mine. That no space was truly private; anything of mine could be forfeited at someone else’s whim.”  ― Carmen Maria Machado, In the Dream House

[rabbittongue]

[cottageaesthetic]

[strawberrigag-deactivated202203]

[my2saaaadlife-deactivated202308]

[bebanz]

Sometimes Some "Parents" should realize they are their children's first Bullies

[traumatizeddfox]

I was just a kid