a dream within a dream? @ghosty-biologist - Tumblr Blog

tonight is a really bad night :(

should I read guidestuck?? idk I kinda want to... and I still need to read dingly rompers hhhhmmmmmmmm decisions decisions...

#which should i read first tho??#wait nvm i dont actually care #i think ill read dang man rope first #ahah cool that settles it i guess #trina talks

I gnana cry I'm aso tires nd my mom is telling me to go to bedf,,,,but ,,,,, nn,oo ,,,,,. Ooooo

#u kno my name noy my storyr mom #god #sjfisksifj #shuld i slrep or shuldnt i.....#trina talks

wow tweeting is actually pretty fun who wouldda known ヽ(゜Q。)ノ

#not me obviously #and wow what a good emote #trina talks

god and there's nothing to effectively distract me from my awful mood uuurueurhehfhfhhh

#guess ill just continue blasting music and playing fucking solitaire #cause thats been so fucking effective so far #urrurhrhfhgfj #can someone just kill me #please #trina whines

And my friend isn't really talking to me rn and for whatever stupid fucking hypocritical reason that REALLY pisses me off??//??? And it's even worse bc I have ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT to be angry about being ignored or getting a super delayed answer bc I am the reigning king of never fucking ever responding to my friends??? So I guess I really fucking deserve to get a taste of my own sucky medicine but it still really hurts to be ignored like this and god I fucking hope this isn't how I make them feel I just need a lot of alone/meditative time bc I'm stupid and broken and i never EVER mean to make them feel like shit AND IT MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH FUCKING WORSE BC THIS IS PROBABLY HOW I MAKE THEM FEEL ALL THE TIME GOD I SUCK SO HARD or maybe not bc they're not useless needy whiny pieces of shit like me :') FUCKING DAMMIT I JUST I just I pretty rarely NEED attention but I kinda needed it tonight so but whatever fuck it I dont deserve it anyway