Ghost

22, I am extremely overweight and I can’t stand it. I need it to end. I am determined. Resist or Regret. TW: ED Diary

[1nderland]

Denying yourself food is not true deprivation, never being thin is.

[ghosty-bug]

It hurts ✨so good✨

[ghosty-bug]

TW: vom1t

Hey girlies!!!! Long time no see.

So actually I’m very 🪨🍃 rn

But I’m excited, you see?

I just vommed. I have a condition called Cyclical Vom1t1ng Syndrome (CVS) so this happens a lot.

When I don’t eat and I vom it gets all frothy

Idk why don’t ask me bruh

Anyway it’s frothy now and that means I’m being a skinty queen

Stick to the f@st!

💋

[ghosty-bug]

The constipation feels like getting a hammer to the frontal lobe

[ghosty-bug]

Helpful tips for st@rving:

When it hurts, double down. Drink some water and feel your støm@ch filling

Cigarettes if you’re a smoker. Not only curbs the @ppetite but helps with the oral need

If you aren’t committed to a f@st but want to just e@t less calories, sauerkraut is only 27 calories per cup, full of fiber to make you feel full for longer, and the probiotics in it decrease f@t absorption

If you do f@st, work out after the 16 hr mark. That is a general average of when your body begins burning f@t and exercising will burn more calories

That’s all I got for today but I have extended my f@st myself so I’m super excited. I’ve gone from 17 hrs to 24 hrs. I feel like I’ve really got this idk love y’all

[ghosty-bug]

So I’ve been on rednote yk?

This girls are stunning! I like cannot even comprehend it. Jealousy jealousy

[ghosty-bug]

Omg I 8 once Yesterday and went to bed super early and it’s now 10 am and I feel like I’m st@rvîng 😫

Part of me actually loves this feeling feeling tho So empty

The other part of me wants to e@t so I’m struggling

I think I can make it at least another hour after I smoke so wish me luck😘

[light-daiinty]

me always. ^^

[ghosty-bug]

Christmas is over

My birthday is over

No one will be taking me out to dinner anymore thank god

It was too easy to give into the cravings

I h8 myself

I had this idea of waking up in the morning and making a large bento box for the day to help my restrictions get back on track

My fast is also completely out of whack

Ive eaten FAR too much

[ghosty-bug]

I have nothing good to say about the week I just had(food wise)

I feel like I just lost control out of nowhere

I strive to never again e@t that much Chinese foød it was disturbing

If you’re reading this, feel free to bully me in the comments

[ghosty-bug]

I’ve been too busy to be on here but I’ve been exclusively eating chicken so ya that’s my update for now

[acubabs]

NO BINGE DECEMBER

reblog to claim xx

[ghosty-bug]

✨I didn’t e@t today✨

Hope this helps

[ghosty-bug]

A kinda junkie day 🫣

[ghosty-bug]

Here’s a lil sum extra 😘

[ghosty-bug]

I’m actually not completely disappointed in myself for this. I kept my c@l under 1500 and my net is under 1000 because of my happy ass lil walk this morning.

Side story:

On my walk this morning I saw a tuxedo cat and stopped and we meowed back and forth at each other for like 5 minutes. I walked not even a block and there is a white cat in the street and I see a car coming so I coax the cat out of the street and then it starts to FOLLOW ME HOME! If I lived alone I would have let the sweet thing come home with me but I couldn’t :(I have 3 dogs and 1 is pregnant). Idk it was still a beautiful morning.

Happy Thanksgiving! Drink your water tonight and make sure you take a walk in the morning to work off the Thanksgiving stresses😘 Who knows, you might have a lovely conversation with some cats :)

[ghosty-bug]

I honestly had so much fun making this so I might keep it up. Thanksgiving has me on edge but I has a plan on how to eat very little and not be pushed to eat more.

If yall hate exercise, please remember you can totally have fun with it. Following a dance routine for your favorite songs is so fun and a really good way to start your morning. There are so many calculators online where you can put in your weight, type of dancing, and how long you danced and they will tell you exactly how many calories you burned(if you don’t have a fitness band or some other monitor).