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i run: @aquamass @uscop @melatonin-the-server

and this one!

i always get what i want from the universe, but it has a way of making me realize every time that i was never supposed to have it. in this way i am beyond the power of a human and more like a young god coming into being by moving the world around me. like scrambled eggs what i push away coagulates and falls into the void i leave behind me, you know?

vinnyvinret

HJ many years in the future, Purpee is flourishing while Lavonte and him live in a beautiful house that they procured with money gained from their dual income male partnership

i asked that twice i think. my aura…….

you did yeah

we should go on coke like hj and lavonte and spew ideas. all the mela should do this. mela snort sesh!

@mintedlemons @puppygirltism @germtlemaam @crunchloaf

what do we think of this

ancientcharm

Domestic Altar in House of Neptune and Amphitrite , Herculaneum.

Photo by Jebulon (CC0)

vampylesbian

So I did just make The City Council of Darkness in Tomodachi Life

jalapenyochips

they've already got a guy! you know it!

(based on a cover of "Go For It, Nakamura!")

spacewonder19

Shells and Star Streams-Galaxy NGC 474 ©

one-1-eye

grimmghosts

every business owner at my local city council meetings ever like

jalapenyochips

a guy and his ghorse

biria8

I think HJ is trying to be human again.

The SSRIs have led to blood flowing through him in ways that it hasn't in a century. His cheeks are rosy.

Ally named that he has existed in the past century being manipulative and essentially following the Camarilla's rulebook for domination and control. This is how he got Rediron Towers. This is how he got those mortals that were so devoted to him. Koschei said he used to be a serious vampire.

But when HJ gets to Purpee, he experiences the outcome of that manipulation, exploitation, and control as someone who is not highly benefitting from how sucked Purpee has been from those colonial and capitalistic mechanisms. The first conversation he has that night that he and LaVonte goes out on their scooters, is with Willie Coop, a man struggling to park his car because of Metr, owned by someone HJ has literally shook hands with. HJ gets in community with people who have had needs taken from them for the benefit of folks like him. He really wanted to go to the co-op to learn why and how that place has not been made as dead as others.

LaVonte hasn't forgotten what it means to be human but HJ is remembering what that means.

What it means to struggle, what it means to be vulnerable, what it means for cash-in-hand to not get you what you want. He is putting himself in situations to remember that, consciously or not. He forgot Bat Child's birthday and went to the police station to get her something and settled for a gun when he couldn't get into the evidence room. He could have used Dominate, he could have played the business owner, but he went there as a white man on a scooter to get something, failed, ended up at the bottom of the creek, got a large rock, placed a mirror on it, wrote a poem, and gave it to Bat Child as her present. And she genuinely likes it.

His behaviors aren't making sense to those around him but damn, what happens when you forget what it means to be human for 100 years and then begin to feel human again, feel the blood rushing through you, and remember?

gettownsburnmoney

turn nancy danderhoof, elect her prince, and watch purpee turn into the greatest city in the world but also for EVERYONE in omaha to know about vampires