I'm different from other people, and I don't know what's wrong with me. Everyone's perfectly nice to me, I see no reason why I shouldn't like them, but I just feel no interest. I try to be kind to everyone regardless, but it's performative- I don't actually like any of these people, but they can't know that because none of them did anything wrong for me to feel that way. Maybe I'm just a bad person?
Ask my muse for advice || Accepting
"...Hmm...no, you're not a bad person, and there really isn't anything wrong with you either, it sounds like you simply don't connect to other people like an average person would. For some people, emotional bonds do not come easily and for some they don't quite come at all -- and there can be many reasons for this. Some people lose the ability to connect through trauma, and others are born with minds that function on different spectrums. To others, they may see this as something being wrong with you, but there really isn't. "
"I understand how you feel. When I was younger, I wanted nothing to do with people around me. I downright loathed others, and I did a poor job of hiding it. It took a lot of personal growth and a big change in my life to learn to give others a chance. Perhaps for you there is a special person you will connect to, perhaps there isn't. Regardless, I don't think you should feel guilty for feeling the way you do. If you need to, take the time to distance yourself occasionally if interacting with others becomes too much for you. We are only human after all, we can't all expect a universal experience."
