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i am now @shehakol
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In case someone needed some reassurance today 💕
to this day i am flat-out stunned by the way the pirates of the caribbean theme PERFECTLY evokes a jaunty swashbuckler riding atop the bowsprit of a magnificent—yet foreboding!—18th century galleon, from whose mainmast the jolly roger flaps spectacularly in a high wind. like? how’d you do it? some cellos? how.
haters will hear me crawling in the vents
me: nemesis sudou is a complex and troubled character who has suffered immensely and made a lot of bad choices but she doesn’t have to be a great person to be a hero and help things end in a good way. it takes four songs just to get an idea of who she is. she’s been hurt so badly. she was abandoned by her parents, she was forced to kill the one person who truly loved her, and she thinks what she’s doing actually benefits everyone,
the stupid wiki: she’s totally a h*tler reference lmao!!
also she is, quite literally a minority herself
she’s a fuckin elphe, which.. yknow.. recieved persecution for an identifier of their race… it’s not like theorizing a marginalized character as representative of someone who persecutes…
she was also doing so bad she wasn’t even in her body by the time punishment detonated
aka: nemesis did some things wrong but shes literally not that bad
Czeslaw Milosz, Notes.
I hate being that person but I really do judge books by their covers, like I think a cover is so important as a marketing tool to draw in readers, and sometimes I looks at some books covers and think: who the heck okayed this???
“Yet we love each other like death.”
— Djuna Barnes, from Selected Works; “Nightwood” (via luthienne)
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passing isn’t something to be complimented on
like there are plenty of trans ppl who can’t & won’t ever ~pass~… you look like a dickhead complimenting someone on being able to move thru the world in a certain way when there’s so many ppl who can’t bc of circumstances outside of their control.
i love what s. bear bergman has to say about the word “passing” — that it puts the onus on trans people to make their presentation more legible to cis people.
“rather than talking about who passes, let us talk about who reads.”
transcript:
My suggestion is that we put the burden where it belongs: on the observer. Imagine a construction of language that, rather than reinforcing an idea of transgender or transsexual people as creating a falsehood, supported by the notion that our genders are perfectly natural and inherently truthful. For that to be the case, however, some blame needs to be assigned in cases of disagreement (and noone will allow me to blame the media culture and its great love affair with the binary, regrettably). I say we assign it to the cisgendered. Rather than talking about who passes, let us instead talk about who reads
“They read me as a man.” See how this works? That sentence assigns responsibility to the person or people doing the seeing, the reading, rather than further objectifying the object of gaze. Not just that, but in the sentence it is not clear what the speaker’s identified gender or sex assigned at birth is.
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First lesbian wedding in the history of the Philippines, in a revolutionary base.
Photo of Simeon Solomon (1840–1905), Jewish painter and member of the Pre-Raphaelite Brotherhood. Solomon’s paintings often explored scenes from the Tanakh or of domestic Jewish life. He was arrested and imprisoned in the 1870s for being gay which destroyed his career, however it also brought him to the attention of famed poet Oscar Wilde who collected his works and referenced him in his final work, De Profundis.
Exciting news.
y’all better hype this up because this is BIG and is evidence that the berlin patient wasn’t a fluke, and this could revolutionize medicine (there’s already cases of cancers where methods similar to these have worked), and while you’re at it, please join a bone marrow registry!! (especially poc bc these therapies usually only have been done on white patients due to genetic similarities, and the more poc we get in registries the more access poc patients can have to this for cancers, SSS, etc)
hey camille, i remember a few weeks ago you made a post about mind-body dualism being bad, and i agree!! but i’ve been trying to stop saying things that kinda, endorse that separation for me personally? and i’m struggling. do you have any tips on that?
yeah so… i think it’s really easy to conceptualize dualist systems as primarily (or exclusively) modes of thought. and to some extent that’s not misleading—there is no real distinction between mind and body; they don’t confront each other as inherently or necessarily estranged. so then it seems like we can reconcile with ourselves by just thinking differently (and this is the same type of injunction that drives, for instance, cognitive-behavioral therapy: think better, feel better).
but looking at the situation this way risks viewing an ideal abstraction that arises of its own accord, independently of the material situation. we should be able to provide a better account for why dualist conceptions of self have become so overwhelmingly embraced than “we just happen to live at a time in history when people like them”—that is, we should be able to explain, historically and materially, why it is that we see such a fractured sense of self dominating so much thought.
to paraphrase marx: we can locate the origin of these systems of thought within the social relations of estranged and divided labor. if you’ll allow me to rush through a zillion pages of theory that i would definitely encourage you to read in more detail, the abstraction of an objective world arises when producer confronts product as alien and inessential, and the division between mind and matter culminates in the type of rigid mind-body dualism espoused maybe most famously by descartes.
you can think about this through some examples: a serf labors at the behest of someone else (estranged labor) but might retain knowledge of how to perform this labor (so there’s some division of labor, but not a ton). on the other hand, a fordist factory worker both works for someone else and performs one small task over and over again (much more divided labor), encouraging a “splitting” of mental and material labor. you could keep going in different social situations at different historical moments if you wanted to.
the bottom line to me is that the issue of mind-body dualism is not solved by thinking better or discoursing rationally or studying, although i would still encourage all of these things. the reason we see such an overwhelming tendency to view our minds and bodies as radically distinct is because of the material social and historical conditions we exist in, not because we haven’t discovered how to think about ourselves the right way.
so it’s a tricky line here. i don’t think that just changing my language will reconcile me to my body, and frankly those kinds of individualist, atomized “solutions” to affective distress render us completely politically impotent. i think we have a moral imperative to do more than fix ourselves and let everybody else suffer. that said, i also don’t seek to make myself more unhappy, and i do find it very affirming to remind myself that my state of estrangement is contingently produced and thus subject to change.
idk if any of this really answers your question. i don’t really have, like, a list of ways to make your language more monistic—i mostly just have thoughts about dualism and i think understanding capitalism’s dominant ideology is necessary to changing it (via, to be clear, a material act rather than an ideological pivot). not sure whether that’s actually helpful or not though
me, pale, tired and sickly-looking from my iron deficiency and general exhaustion as a result of chronic lack of sleep: the victorians would’ve loved me
‘Vogue Pantomime’, Sarah Daykin by Tim Walker, scrapbook ‘Vogue Pantomime’, Vogue UK 2004.
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