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God

I feel like such a burden to my girlfriend. We both haven’t been doing well with our current head spaces so we’ve been a little off together. I feel bad because I can’t help her and I feel bad when I try to talk to her about my problems, especially my eating disorder, when she’s already going through so much. Idk...

I wish I was better for her.

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Guess who relapsed in self harm after being 4 months clean?

This clown

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You know what sucks? Being in a starve-binge-restricting cycle and just losing and regaining the same 3 fucking pounds and crying every night because WHY CAN’T I GET THINNER

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Ah yes, crying without any specific reason or as I like to call it a regular Friday night

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Did I just put a on pair of jeans and felt like they were too tight? Yes

Are they like this because I’ve just washed and dried them and not because I’ve gained weight? Probably

Am I gonna have a mental breakdown and cry in my room anyway? You bet your sweet ass I am!

I'm in my own personal hell. Hiding under my desk

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Stress and CRPS just don’t go together ; it’s a cycle that feels almost impossible to get out of.

Chronic pain problems•

Drowning •

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You know what’s horrible? When you are too depressed to even think about or doing things you love. Watching movies, listening to music, talking to people about things I genuinely want to talk about etc. Everything feels like a chore. I’m here doing things I normally would enjoy yet I feel numb and tired. And I hate it. I hate that my mental illness doesn’t let me enjoy things.