if people would just listen.

hi. i'm hannah. i'm eighteen. i'm just struggling to get through life and i'm just documenting everything. weight: 108. height: 5' 1/4"

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my first day of work went well :)

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:(

why can't I just be okay with who I am? I want to die.

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okay.

someone a while ago reblogged one of my intake posts and said "I hope this is a sick joke." first of all, no it's not a joke. second of all, the reason I post it online is for me. no one else. I don't believe in pro-Ana and all that shit. I'm sorry if I offend you, but I'm not trying to make eating disorders sound glamorous or anything like that. I hate having anorexia, but I don't want to recover at the same time. so, I'm sorry, but don't fucking look for posts like mine if you're going to add rude comments. it just makes me feel horrible about myself. and sometime in the near future I'll probably end up cutting because of it when I'm not so pissed. thanks.

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i'm trying... i really am. 

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scared.

i have the huge desire to puke this all up... i've never wanted to before, but now i do. i hate throwing up. i'm scared.

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i went driving to try to stay away from food but ended up at kroger buying two boxes of cookies. i'm a fatass. i hate myself.

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work.

my first day at work is tomorrow. i have to wear a bralette with a chiffon shirt. i'm gonna have a panic attack. i'm too fat for that. 

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