Ok, so today I dyed my hair and covered the gray. I feel a little younger not a lot, it helped me get a little lighter, LOL. I know it won’t last but for today I felt better. The weather right now is 40 degree’s I have my window open and the wind is blowing, Feels good with the breeze, almost feel like a summer night. Isn’t weird how the body gets so used to cold temperatures that 40 feels warm. From experience I know the body can get used to a lot. The mind however is fragile. You can heal physically within a certain time period but the mind can take many years before it can even find reason to heal, sometimes the mind can break completely, I guess that is what I worry the most about, losing myself within my own mind and not being able to find my way back out. Can you imagine!? The fear people who lose a part of them selves each day must go through. I know there will become a time that these people won’t realize they have lost themselves, but until them. I think people with Alzheimer's and or Dementia are different from losing the mind because of traumatic events is different. Traumatic events take hold and doesn’t let go. Traumatic brain injuries is also different.
I don’t think people even realize how many types of mental illnesses exist in this world. People who are born with mental illness, don’t really know what it is like to be “normal”, “Normal” what a funny word that is.... I have a lot to say on that subject but it is so late, or early I think I have to sleep.... Instead of writing anything and everything in my head. So for now good night
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