I prayed to a god I don’t even believe in. I prayed and I begged. Make it untrue I pleaded, make it some sick joke. Make it stop. This can’t be real. This can’t be the country I live in. This can’t be happening. Take it back- please.
I prayed to a god I don’t even believe in. I sobbed as I begged him to keep all of the innocent people- HIS people safe. I pleaded, please do don’t let this evil spread. Don’t let this next 4 years destroy decades of progress.
I stared at my phone with my mouth gaped open- begging the headlines to be fear mongering. Begging all of these posts to be over reactions. We as a nation wouldn’t let this happen. How could we let this happen? It can’t happen. But I researched every single executive order, direct quote, and accusation.
I couldn’t breath, I couldn’t bare to think of the future. I felt helpless. There was nothing I could do in his path of destruction that was being played out so clearly and cruelly. How does he sleep at night- how do those who voted for this monster sleep at night?
I prayed for a god I don’t even believe in and begged him to be with his people. To take it back. Please take it back. Make this an awful dream.









