GlowingDee

Love is my middle name

[glowingdee]

Make it real or take it all away

Hi, I’m baaaaaacccckkkkkkk yaaayyyyyy......

Fiuhh after long time since i was very busy with my work, my kids and all the things in my life. A lot of good things happens in my life from met new good friends, job opportunity and hhmmmmmmm......new partner haha

Well guys, just wanna tell you something that chance will not come twice. Yes! Appreciate what you have before it turns into what you had, be thankful for everything before your tears come out as blood :D

I lost many chances in my life because i was too greedy, arrogant, and never appreciate people, uugghh sooooo bad isn’t...

So, if you have a dream of something just try to make it true no matter how hard you try as long as you chase your dreams with a good way. Don’t hurt people if you don’t want to get hurt, don’t cheat people if you don’t want to be cheated...

I won’t say much now, just miss being here, writing something like i used to do before. Maybe next week i will tell you my story about my upcoming journey to Sumatera and it’s gonna be awesome! Gee, i love being close to nature.....

ok! Catch your dreams and make it real guys...

SPREAD THE LOVE

DEE

[glowingdee]

The door has been closed...

Bandung, Wednesday 15th February 2017, it is rainy day, the rain falls from the sky and (washes) the streets, you can only hear the sound of the rain from swinging of the tree cause of the wind, the cold shivering into the body and from far away we can see the people running try to find place for sheltering, thinking from my window, when we leave this world, can we leave like the rain? Peace, you won’t hear the sadness, the pain and people see you as a good thing, even some of them see it as a disaster.

Here i am, alone....my BF has left me because he choose someone else to be his GF. I was very sad, i still can feel the pain until now but what can i do? I can push someone to always stay beside me. I have to accept everything in life, well at least i tried to open my heart for someone but if it does’nt run well i still have to admit that with grateful heart

Losing you is one of my qoncequences, but nevermind as long as i don’t lose my heart and my mind. Pain i felt will be gone one day, it just a matter of time. I was happy before i met him, so my happines is not depend on him. Funny ya, i fell down into the same hole many times, putted trust to the wrong person, fell in love to a guy who’s not appreciate my appearance.

I closed my heart to anyone, it’s hard to find someone who really love and loyal to us. I don’t blame anyone, i just blame myself...

Hope you guys find your happiness, someone who can understand you more than i did. Thank you for the happiness that you gave while you were with me, if you find your love already please don’t waste it....

Spread The smile

Dee

[glowingdee]

Sheila on 7 - Dan

Single Kedua yang membuat nama Sheila On 7 makin dikenal, diambil dari album debut "Sheila on 7" (1999) Tersedia iTunes : http://bit.ly/17nRwU0 Dan Dan, bila...

Mewek darah kalo dengerin ini hhuuhhuuuu......

[glowingdee]

Wo Ji De Wo Ai Guo....

Someone requested a song on the radio It played I Remember I Have Loved In the rear-view mirror, I didn't say much I watch you getting off the car, going up the floor I hold tight the stray lace Your face flashes before me I have some inklings At this moment, I hold back my questions I remember I have loved I can't get back those happiness Scare that my emotions would be out control Scare that I would cry a river Scare to force you to do things I remember I have loved and understood The turning point in your feelings Tears wet through the paper crane Love grays the colors And my heart feels as if it is being rip apart It can't be easily healed anymore You said you were only friends I went along with a heavy heart Your eyes are evading me At this moment What else have you not said You lower your head to put on some nail polish Counting the cherry flowers The picture fills with tenderness But I'm counting in my head The number of times you have given me the silent treatment I remember I have loved I can't get back those happiness Scare that my emotions would be out control Scare that I would cry a river Scare to force you to do things I remember I have hated and gone mad I started talking to myself Tears wet through the paper crane Love grays the colors And my heart felt as if it was being rip apart I remember I have loved I can't get back those happiness Scare that my emotions would be out control Scare that I would cry a river Scare to force you to do things It can't be easily healed anymore

Everytime i get hurt, i remembered you. You never hurt me even in one second, i wish i can turn back time i will never let go..

Remember this song? it always played while we were together :(

God, i wish you can open heaven door for few second so i can touch his hand and tell him how much i miss him....

[glowingdee]

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I didn't take off this hand band until i arrived in Bandung, the story behind this hand band was really crazy 😂😂 Well....at least people called me "Foreigner" haha.... #Holiday #Trip #Vacation #Overseas #Travelgram #Picgram #Instatravel #Instamoment #Instamag

[glowingdee]

Gembel Part I

Next week merupakan tugas pertama saya nemenin temen vacation ke luar negri, biasanya kalo tugas keluar negri itu kalo gak ketemu seseorang ya kerja. But now, i will get full of holiday with my crazy female friend haha..

You know what, i got very cheap flight ( well actually my friend booked the ticket for me :P ) and until now i still don’t know where will we stay in KL. I tried to looking for female host there but they didn’t reply, i got more than 30 invitation from male host but i feel i not comfortable to stay with them. I can call my trip this time as very poor backpacker lol, looking for host so we don’t have to stay at hotel haha...kata sundanya mah “ Ngegembel “

Some of good people from KL send me email about any interesting places, how to get there, Bus and train Schedule and also they send me map. There is so many free places to visit, and they said don’t worry about the food because many cheap foods available in KL.

Later i will write my journey here, i hope it will be nice story to share and next time my friend has to pay me for that :p

So, just wait after i come back yaaaa...i also will upload some photos here

[glowingdee]

Idealism Vs Reality

Hai haiii....mau cerita sedikit nih soal kejadian yang menurut saya sih agak sedikit lucu. Beberapa waktu yang lalu saya dapet message dari kawan saya yang tinggal di Singapore, beliau bilang dia punya temen cewek yang lagi kesusahan and asking my help buat cariin dia kerjaan. Umur cewek itu 25 tahun keturunan Chinesse, saya bilang kasih aja no tlp saya barangkali someday ada kerjaan buat dia.

Singkat cerita, si cewek itu menelpon saya. Dia cerita soal kehidupannya yang dulunya orang kaya, papinya punya banyak relasi kuat, dan masih banyaklagi cerita dia. bagian awal dari cerita saya bikin saya merasa kasihan, teapi setelah sejam ngobrol sama dia walaahhhh....saya malah jadi sebel sama dia. Can you imagine, dia cerita seolah - olah dia yang paling menderita sejagad raya, tiap hari puasa, gak punya uang, dan sepertinya dia menjual cerita begini ke tiap orang dengan harapan orang bakal bantu dia.

Okelah kalo soal bantu, tapi dari ceritanya itu seakan dia mengarang indah, katanya papinya banyak relasi then why she doesn’t ask to them for some job to get money? katanya dia segala bisa, kenapa gak diberdayakan skill nya dia buat cari uang? it is soooo weird

I remember that my another singaporean friend asked me to find a housekeeper, aku tawarin lah ke cewek ini daripada dia gak kerja at least dia bisa dapet duit halal ya nggak? dan ditolak mentah2 donggg haha...ternyata gengsi mengalahkan segalanya yaa

For me, as long as it is halal money i will take the job even as a maid or housekeeper. Tapi ya tiap orang beda2 pemikiran, mereka pikir work as a maid merupakan mimpi buruk. Ketika idealisme masih mendarah daging tapi kemampuan gak ada ya jadinya begini, menjual cerita sedih ke orang2 supaya dikasihani dan dapet duit cuma2

I prefer ask for job to someone rather than lend some money from them, kalo pinjem kan kudu dibayar :D trus ada duitnya kalo kita gak kerja? yang ada yang minjemin bakal bertindak semena2 sama kita dan kita gak bisa berbuat apa2.

So, ini bisa jadi pelajaran kalo kita gak boleh nyerah, rejeki bukan sendal jepit yang bisa ketuker, dan idealisme bisa kalah sama keadaan. Istilah orang sunda “ Bakat dari lahir akan kalah oleh Bakat ku butuh “ :p

[glowingdee]

Little Letter to my only love...

The biggest mistake in my life is i have to let go someone who i really love the most, i just dont want my heart hurt more if i keep him in my life. It’s not about all mistakes we made, it’s about i’m too afraid to face someday he will leave me like my previous partner. I know i can’t control myself, too much love will lead me to too much hurt. Maybe i’m too selfish, i only want to be the one which is people can’t makes someone to be the only one in their life. I want people know how proud my partner having me as his beloved one.

My mind full of you sweetheart, that’s why i’m not scare people know you as my love. I’m proud to show you to the world that you are mine, my only love..

But i can’t get it from you, you don’t want to show how proud you are having me as your only love. You only stay in your comfort zone, you don’t people will leave you if they know you have me. Your family don’t know about me at all, even your kids know me as a nanny not your wife wanna be.

Darling, you should know something that every women in this world wants to feel accepted, feel that their partner proud of them. Last night was my worst nightmare to let you go, what can i do? should i keep someone who doesn’t really care what i feel and what i want?

One thing you should know, i will always always love you no matter what. You still my inspiration to keep me survive in this life, all we’ve done in these past nine months makes me love you more but i can’t see it from you.

Take care sweetie, i love you, i love your minions and everything about you.

I hope you can find a lady better than me, can understand your position, love you more than i did, take care of you and the kids....

With all my heart

Dee 03082106

[glowingdee]

Dream VS Reality

Apa yang kamu cari ketika kamu menjalani sebuah hubungan? Cinta, kenyamanan, harta atau status? idealnya kamu mau semuanya kan yaaaa hihi

Dear ladies, kita boleh bermimpi mendapatkan pasangan yang sangat sempurna. Siapa sih yang gak bangga punya pasangan ganteng, kaya, perhatian, pengertian layaknya prince charming from fairy tale story. But we have to see that reality is not as simple as we want, kenyataan itu menyakitkan huuhuu..trus gimana dong? ya gak gimana2 lah hadapi aja.

Ketika kita menjalani hubungan dengan seseorang artinya kita sudah siap dengan segala konsekuensinya. Example, kamu mendapatkan pasangan yang ganteng but he doesn’t respect you at all, betray you many times, itu salah satu konsekuensi yang kamu dapatkan ketika kamu memutuskan untuk jalan sama dia. Tinggal kamu mau milih bahagia atau menderita aja sih sebenarnya, kamu mau tetep diam dan bangga dengan kegantengan pasangan kamu tapi hidup kamu menderita karena terus menerus disakiti atau kamu mau say goodbye dan cari lagi yang lain.

I loved someone and i put all my trust on him. I believe that he loves me sincerely and  i’m the only one in his life, but reality says different, i’m not the only one for him. He respect more to the other woman which is he never tell me about this woman. He kept hiding her presence maybe because he expected love and life to this woman. Can you feel what i feel ladies? i felt my world suddenly dissapear, he really ruined my life in one second.

Let me tell you something girls, when you put hope to someone don’t ever put it too much because it will hurt you if the result wasn’t  like what you expected. I believe that love comes from within, when you try to love someone you will let anyone go away from your life, you won’t hurt your partner by keep them in your life. Am i right?

I don’t want to be appreciated by someone who doesn’t really know what i feel, i don’t want to be loved by people who only wants me for part of their games. My life is too precious to waste to someone who doesn’t care..

Don’t drown in any sweet words because usually those sweet words are fake, people use it only to cover their action hoohoo.....

See, Reality is hurt :p but don’t worry...keep walking on your path, smart lady knows how to move on because she won’t let anybody hurt herself...

keep smile and don’t forget that your life is worth enough to spend with someone who love you..

Begitulah kira2 :p

[glowingdee]

Hi Ladies, i’m back xoxo.....how are you darling? still awesome? keep in that way girls...stay awesome!

i have sooooooo many stories to tell, about my job, my life and my love life lol..yeahhh my life been great so far except my love stories huhuuuu and you will say “ OMG Dee you failed again??” haha...

please please don’t laugh, i just try my love luck hihi. Ok, wanna read my story? lol you must!

Nine months ago i met a guy, not fall in to first love at first sight actually but it brought a nice feeling. He is very nice guy and humble but pity we have different religion. i felt sooo much comfortable with him, he gave me lots of things and happiness, even my kids also love him. One thing that makes me separated is only religion, my parents and my kids didn’t allow me to have relationship with someone who has different religion. But we kept in touch in everything. talked many stories, about my kids and my friends. He said he can’t pull me out from my social life just because i had relationship with him.

Time flies, until i met another guy from overseas. Can you guess where is he come from? Arab! yes he is Arabic guy and i never dream have relationship with Arabic guy even to think about it....never!

My dream guys still Chinesse haha...

First time i met him i had no feeling at all, yes at all because i didn’t want to get out from my comfort zone with my previous guy. And you know what, this Arabic guy is  kind of though guy, he kept texting me very nice even i only share very less time to him. But i’m not interested with him until i heard his voice hihi. Damn! he has very sexy voice..so i said to myself “ Let’s try my luck “ :P

So, finally we met and yes he is very nice person. I love his nose hihi..he has pointed nose which is i don’t have. Well, this is the first time i have a deal with Arabic guy and honestly it made me shocked! OMG i feel like nothing in front of him huuhuu

But. as lovable lady i have to stay cool and lovely lol, kept being nice and humble haha Gosh i really felt anxious that time. I don’t remember when was exactly felt love to him, but he made me that i’m the luckiest woman in the world. Having him in my life was made me happy. I decided to live with this guy, and stay away from any guys including my prev guy. I want to live with him until the end of my life..

So, on last February i went to an island to meet him, i mean my previous guy. i told him that i found a guy who loved me and i also love him. He was so sad, because he wanted to marry me but he needs time to take me to a marriage. But he has a great heart and let me go, he said as long as i’m happy he will be happy. So we said goodbye each other and i lose contact with him until now..

i felt so sure that the guy i choose love me, but i was wrong.....

He has many girls next to him and i’m one of his collections. All his sweet words, all my dreams banished dissapeared in to the sky! He doesn’t love me at all hiks..he only wants me to fill his emptyness. Well, i think i got Karma...i hurt the previous guy heart now i felt the same..

I hope he is the last guy who made my heart broken, i can’t denied that i really love him so much but i can’t live with a guy who share his love with other ladies. I hope he find a good woman and make him realize that love is not for a game, heart is not a property who can easily throwed if he feels bored..

i will take all of this as a part of my life, all memories will always stay in my mind. I will love him because he was the only one who opened my heart and i felt comfortable sharing love to him.

Hey Arabic handsome guy over there, i’m gonna miss our moments but life moving forward and i have to move on. Thank you for all love that you gave to me, all your kindness, all those memories, all all all......

Keep awesome my Arabic guy and chase your dream with the lady that you adore so much, i will pray for you and your kids *kiss* and btw i will make a story about my sticky boy, my fat boy and my elastic girl hihi....soon!

[glowingdee]

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