monster x cigarettes

enby | relapsed again :(

[goblinkagez]

friendly reminder that:

black lives matter

acab

trans rights, baby !

[babyello-deactivated20200718]

me: yeah hhahah I DEFINITELY do NOT use food as a coping mechanism, sorry cant relate 😳✌🏻

mildly upsetting thing: *happens*

me: aight shall i starve or binge

[survivourinthemaking]

felt cute might relapse back into every self destructive addiction I’ve had since the age of 12 in one night idk x x x

[sadlazyana]

My fbi agent watching me download tumblr again after another failed recovery

[am-sad-bruv]

yikes

[dankmemeuniversity]

[goblinkagez]

the fact that i can't even tell my body dysmorphia and dysphoria apart 🙂

[lovelyweightloss]

Changing my CW when I lose one ounce but not changing it when I gain pounds

[goblinkagez]

still relevant

[artthin]

“have you eaten today?”

bold of you to assume i ate yesterday

[jasonttodd]

*comes online*

*reblogs 30 things within 5 minutes*

*fucks off again*

[bpdshan]

exfoliator but for my brain so I can scrub out the trauma

[humor-is-coping]

[firefox-official]

i get really bored in museums but you have to admit there’s something incredibly homosexual about looking at the same painting as the stranger next to you

[firefox-official]

the two of us, silently staring at a bowl of plums? that’s homoerotic right there

[hippobltch]

SO YOURE TELLING ME THERES PEOPLE WHO LIKE HOW THEY LOOK, CAN OPEN UP, NOT AFRAID OF INTIMACY, DONT HAVE MENTAL ILLNESSES AND CAN EAT WHATEVER THEY WANT ?!?!?!?!

[transdelgado]

my brain’s hardcore switching between “this is no way of living” and “i won’t be happy until i’m thin”

[honeycoffeemilk]

concept: I just sleep until I’m 90 lbs

[loozer-daughter]

I think that’s just a coma 

[voideandroses-deactivated202111]

I’d appreciate it.

[naaaaaaaaaah-deactivated2020112]

What doesnt kill you makes you dissociate so hard you become a different person