GODLIEST !

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# GODLIEST !     tracking  themes  of  :  isolation ,  the  family  disappointment ,  death  for  validation  .   redemption  ,  found  -  family  ,  playing  the  role  of  a  mischievous  god  .   being  unpredictable  ,  charming  ,   and  getting  away  with  it .  

independent  ,  highly  -  selective  ,  rewrite  of  LOKI  LAUFEYSON ,   cared   by   euna . ( they / them / 25+ )                    

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muse  is  back  and  im  here  to  say  that  anti  -  hero  is  REALLY  LOKI. 

[minimalistsource]

A great man doesn’t seek to lead. He’s called to it, and he answers. And if your answer is no…you’ll still be the only thing I ever needed you to be. My son.

Timothée Chalamet as Paul Atreides in DUNE (2021) dir. Denis Villeneuve

[leneemusing]

send REFLECT for me to explain a traumatic event in my muses’s past and talk about their perception of events,  which parts have stayed with them longest and how it affects them now.  (  sender can request specific scenes/backstory  )

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im trying to find all the buttons to open the floor with the chest while @mightethor floats in the air as jane waiting for the love and thunder cosmetic , a CALLOUT

[godliest-moved]

dark  green  silks  ,   one    of   asgardian   threads   have  been  long  discarded  on  his  way  to  new  asgard.    loki’s   signature  ,  perhaps.   he  no  longer   announced   himself  as  any  part  of  it  ─   he  was   neither   an   odinson  ,   nor   laufeyson   ,   only   loki.    loki  ,  that  both  created  and  curated   his   own  path ,   without  the  will   of  a   legacy   that   would   never   be   handed   down  to  him.    enough   of   that.     dreaming   and   being   bitter   of   what   he   thought   might    grant   him   a   place   of   home.     now  ,  he   stands   by    ,   watching   the   helmeted   figure    wield   mjolnir  ,   and   he   can’t   help   but   feel   the   thunder   soon   to   roll   in.    “  my  ,   my   ─    how   clandestine.   to   know   the   worthiness  of  mjolnir   ...      i   do   ,   like   you   better   ─    don’t   tell   my   brother   of   course ...   though  ,     who  could   be   beyond   the   mask?   are   you   going   to   make   me  guess?   “     loki   is    announcing   her  ─   presenting   himself   ,   though   he   doesn’t   believe   it  to  be  necessary   at   this   point.  

@mightethor​​       !!  

[godliest-moved]

AMORA. 

where one star dims the other shines,  such is the give and take between the god of mischief and his dearest enchantress.  although particularly bristled by some of the customs of these grand banquets,  one that often celebrated the end of odin’s greatest conquests,  amora always manages to entice @godliest​ using whatever means necessary.  she,  obviously a young woman fit for an escort and he,  broody and shadowed in his handsomeness he might be,  were the perfect pair for such affairs  -  they were assured many,  for odin’s thirst was never sated.

between the battle of two brothers,  the trickster remains the obvious choice.  less burdened by propriety than his brother and more inclined to seek charm in amora’s company,  their infatuation is not manufactured or conjured which makes it all the more dangerous.  

they arrive tightly fitted,  crooked at the elbow,  all fine silks and pressed fabrics that assimilate easily into the already raucous crowd.  ❝  shall we have our fun  ?  ❞  a slim brow arches and casts luminostiry into the green of her eyes,  made brilliant by the lights of the grande banquet hall so that loki might see the smallest glint of mischief behind them.  amora wonders what her gaze reflects and if loki can see himself within them.  slipping free from his grasp with sights set towards the large barrels of oak-soaked liquor,  amora is pulled back to his side with a brief collision into his chest.  “ hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you . “  attention is drawn downward as she watches his fingers thread with hers once more,  a perfect fit that requires little thought.  

when her eyes return to loki’s they are heavy-lidded,  dancing midst the thickness of her lashes  ;  the markings of a predator with the sweetness of a saint.  chest meld as she presses into him,  all fine fabrics and unyielding grace,  kindling a warmth between them that amora has come to expect.   ❝  you never need an excuse to take my hand,  my dear loki.   ❞

these  were  always  nights  to  look  forward  to  ─   even  more  so  now ,  he  thought  ,  with  particularly  ,  a  certain  emerald  eyed  blonde.  loki had always shown up glamorously  ,  always the one who stole all the glances ,  good  and  bad   ─   never  repeating  wardrobe  ,  perhaps  ,  always  the  one  envied  in  some  way  he’d  like  to  think  ,  and  he  basked  in  that.   the  trickster  would   go  out  of  his  way  to  ask  thor  how  he  could  possibly  trust  others  to  help  him  dress  for  the  occasion.  why  not  use  his   own  tastes?   the  thought  would  hit  him  eventually  ,  paired  with  annoyance.   (   of  course  ,  his  brother  wouldn’t  care.   he’s  being  prepped  for  the  throne.   how  different  could  it  be ,  in  contrast  to  now?  )    now ,  here  they  were.   suddenly  in  a  dim  lit  hall  where  these  gatherings  were  held  ;  asgardians  much  too  drunk  to  care  for  how  brutish  they  appeared.  it  was  pondered  if  he  truly  wanted  to  be  perceived  with  such  a  culture.  

  at  least  this  time ,  his  confidence  was  evenly  displayed  ─   this  time  ,  loki  found  himself  caring  less  when  he  overheard  the  things  they’d  say.   and   oh,  how  they  didn’t  care   he  heard  them.  as  if  that  was  their  point.    ‘  should  he  be  allowed  to  attend?  ‘  and  ‘  oh  god ,  he’s  up  to  something  isn’t  he?  ‘   this  would  be  the  time  his  mother  offered  a  smile  ,  one  that  seemed  to  lose  its  meaning  over  the  years.   it  made  him  bitter ,  it  made  him  compare  himself  begrudgingly  as  he  watched  the  praises  directed  to  thor.    one  thing  for  sure  :   loki’s  eyes  were  nowhere  but  enamored  within  green  orbs  in  front  of  him.   if  he  looked  closely  enough ,  his  own  reflection  could  be  seen.  

“  i  thought  you’d  never  ask ,  “   a  smirk  turns  up  at  her  request  ─    perhaps  amora  could  see  right  through  him.  through  his  insecurity.    a  thought  that  never  caressed  his  mind  until  now  ...  it  was  back  and  forth ,  the  wonder.   if  it  was  something  that  might  hurt  him  in  the  end. after  all  :  love  is  sometimes  pain.     it’s  revealed  that  loki  in  fact ,  feels  lost  within  those  short  moments  she’s  not  near  him ,  and  he  fears  it  to  be  the  worst.    love  could  present  itself  in  many  forms ,  especially  when  you’re  never  looking.   this  rule  of  thought  is  now  expressed  when  he  pulls  her  back  as  if  they  were  understood  in  this  synchronized  dance.   she  draws  him  in  ,  like  a  beacon  out  at  sea.   amora  could  make  him  feel  ,  and  that  was  enough  to  make  him  dizzy.  

a  kiss  is  pressed  to  her  hand  raised  ,  eyes  never  leaving  hers.    there  emitted  an  ethereal  green  glow  at  their  connection ,  his  heart  increasing  just  a  bit.    something  in  the  sound  of  ‘  my  dear  loki ‘  that  felt  ages  old  ,  but  entirely  new.  it  was  known  quite  certainly ,  no  one  had  ever  wanted  association  like  that.  not  with  him.   with  his  hand  in  hers ,  his  mind  went  directly  to  thoughts  on  their  next  move.   leaned  in  ,  to  whisper  in  her   ear ,     “   do  you  think  they’ll  suspect  us ,  if  we  put  slugs  in  their  cups?  “   a  fond  memory  of  their  first  meeting.  

[ohisms]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   will be updated frequently .  )

why are you here ?

drive .  drive fast .

i think we should make an informed decision .

are you coming or not ?

you’ve been avoiding me .

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?

this should be your priority .

let me hold you for a minute .

get out of my way .  i won’t tell you again .

that wasn’t supposed to happen .

can you keep a secret ?

i don’t know what i did to deserve you .

you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?

you’re safe with me .

sorry isn’t good enough .

where is all this coming from ?

who told you about that ?

sorry i’m late ,  i got caught up .

you’re being paranoid .

why are you looking at me like that ?

you’re the single most important thing to me .

all i’m asking is that you hear me out .

whatever they told you ,  it’s a lie .

we shouldn’t stick around here .

hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you .

[ name ]  …  truth or dare ?

i love you .  nothing’s gonna change that .

can you tell me what happened ?

you can’t come around here anymore .

back off ,  okay ?

what ,  you don’t have time for me anymore ?

you’re asking for too much .

i’m trying to start a new life .

what do you mean ,  you aren’t coming back ?

sometimes i think you must hate me .

why can’t we just talk about this ?

i know i fucked up ,  you can stop rubbing it in .

you’ve got quite a reputation .

i’m not usually like this ,  i’m sorry .

please ,  just let me explain myself .

i love watching you work .

we’re on the same team .

did you ever tell anyone ?

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .

really funny ,  you’re very mature .

you call THAT a PLAN ?

can we get out of here ?

i thought things would be different .

this is not up for debate !

do whatever you have to do .

karma’s going to get you for that .

it could’ve been a lot worse .

i asked you to leave me out of this .

maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .

i never want to see you again .

can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?

i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .

you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .

i’ve been waiting all night for this .

i told you not to contact me .

sometimes i really think you have a death wish .

what do you need ?  —  what can i do ?

i would do literally anything to keep you safe .

that was supposed to be a secret .

you haven’t called me that in years .

stop telling me to calm down !

we make a pretty good team .

i have so much i want to say to you .

i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .

can we please not do this right now ? 

wait ,  wait  …  just breathe for a second .

how are you holding up ?

why don’t you stay the night ?  i’ll take the couch .

i don’t need your protection !

you’re not making this easier on yourself .

are you going to let me in ?

i’m supposed to be protecting you .

i will kill you if i have to .

do whatever you have to do .

this is going to hurt ,  i’m sorry .

what happened to you ,  where have you been ?!

there was nothing you could’ve done .

you’re all i need right now .

i don’t believe in love at first sight .

have you been following me ?

i need you to believe me .

what do you remember ?

i’m not a good person .

what the hell’s going on with you ?

you’re being followed .

just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .

i’ve been having weird dreams .

so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?

are you trying to get us killed ?

this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .

i never asked for your help .

you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .

why has it started to feel different with you ?

don’t worry ,  i have a plan .

i heard everything .

do you need to sit down ?

i have the right to know what’s going on .

i’ve just gotta catch my breath .

stay out of my business .

what did you think was going to happen ?!

don’t cause a scene .

tell me something about you that i don’t know .

can i buy you a drink ?

what if  …  we played spin the bottle ?

this was never a problem until  [ name ]  came around .

you can’t ask me to make that choice .

are you seeing anyone right now ?

i need you to listen to me ,  we don’t have long .

you’re lying ,  that doesn’t make any sense .

you look  …  stunning .

what are you trying to prove ?

who died and made you the boss of me ?

you can’t just show up here like this .

let me make it up to you .

there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .

can we stay like this ?  just for a little longer .

i don’t need you to fight for me .

so  …  you lied to me ?

you’re the only one that can help me .

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

i never introduced myself ,  i’m [ name ] .

i expected more from you .

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

are you real ?  is this real ?

can i stay with you ?  just for the night .

you’re going to get yourself killed .

why did you help me ?

tell me what i can do to help .

pick a card ,  any card .

i never wanted any of this .

do you wanna get out of here ?

what the hell are you talking about ?

i should have trusted you .

get your head out of the clouds .

how is any of this MY fault ?!

what aren’t you telling me ?

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

it’s never just one with you ,  is it ?

you’re not supposed to know about that .

shut your mouth .

i haven’t kissed you yet ,  today .

where is this coming from ?

come over here and make me ,  then .

keep lying to yourself ,  see where it gets you .

i’m not a bad person .

is that what you wanted to hear ?

we can’t be seen together .

i can’t give you what you want .

i need you to leave .

are you drunk ?

i’m here ,  i’m here .  i’m not going anywhere .

you might want to take a seat for this .

have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?

i haven’t heard from you in weeks .

you’re jealous ,  aren’t you ?

who do you think you’re talking to ?

what are you reading ?

you could’ve killed me !

come on ,  we don’t have time for this .

i just need ten minutes of silence .

really ?  that’s all you have to say ?

we could leave ,  you know .  go far away .

you don’t look too good .

i never want to see you again .

why can’t you just leave me alone ?

i thought you died .

you’ll do anything for attention .

how’s the weather up there ?

all you do is hurt people !

i’m sorry ,  none of this makes sense .

you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .

i told you i didn’t want you around here .

is that supposed to be a threat ?

you’ve changed .

don’t look at me like that .

it’s a beautiful day ,  don’t you think ?

i did what i had to do .

you never know when to stop .

i’ve got to get home ,  it’s getting late .

i have nothing to prove to you .

stop LYING to me  …  all you do is lie .

you don’t have to be nice to everybody .

don’t tell me what to do .

pull your head out of the past .

we are not talking about that right now .

are you new around here ?

you have no idea what you’re starting .

i’m gonna get us out of here .

everyone’s staring at us .

is there anything i can do to help ?

i won’t cause you any more trouble .

– just follow my instructions for once !

do you want to come in ?

i don’t know what you want me to say .

you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .

i feel like i’m going insane .

stop asking ,  you’re not going to like my answer .

i didn’t want you to see me any differently .

i wish i knew what to say to you .

[godliest-moved]

cosmic threat mission revealed a “thor imposter” as if its not super clear thats loki trying to get his brothers attention

[godliest-moved]

@thunderbringer​​​      asked:     “    i don’t even get where you’re going.    “    /     HOLY  WAR.   accepting.  

loki  could  feel  the  shift  in  midgard  ,   the  passing  of  time    that  served  to  be  more  of  a  suffocating  weight   rather  than  a  bind  of  insight.   the  first  time  ,  he  had  no  clear  vision  of  what  was  to  come  —  a  force  that  limited  their  steps  forward  ,  the  more  they  sat  doing  nothing.   checking  in  on  defenses  that  were  baseless   and  unprepared.    what  sort  of  reaction  could  he  actually  offer?     “   for  clarity ,  brother  ,  you’ve  never  really  been  able  to  ,    “   point  is  made  with  the  curve  of  a  smirk ,   the  green  that  sparked  at  his  fingertips  had  been  disturbed  by  his  own  lack  of  focus.   mind  had  been  trailing  off  in  several  directions ,  in  fact  ,  loki  hadn’t  been  trying  to  go  anywhere.   it  was  the  faulty  disbelief  manifesting  in  the  furthest  ,  darkest  corners  of  himself  —  that  someone  he  wanted  to  reach  ,  of  equal  magic ,   wouldn’t  reach  back.   perhaps  its  no  good  at  all.  

[  .  .  .  ]       the  god  of  mischief  tries  once  more  ,  eyes  shut  in  a  passive  bout  of  meditation  ,  short -  lived  when  magic  jolts  directly  to  his  heart.    “  i’ll  cut  the  corners  and  get  straight  to  the  point  ,  hm?   “   there’s  a  pause  in  his  magick  while  he  turns  to  finally  face  thor.   poison  resisted  coating  the  words  on  his  tongue  —   a  collection  of  torturous  feeling  that  surrounded  his  guilt  and  remorse  ,  for  never  letting  his  brother  know  his  death  was  false.   he  fought  those  words  ,  ones  that  detailed  annoyance  for  the  way  thor  looked  at  him  like  that.   though  ,  perhaps  he  had  lost  the  right  of  annoyance  ,  when  thor  rightfully  so  ,  had  believed  loki  had  died  on  the  statesman.   those  thoughts  had  been  snapped  out  of  mind ,  for  the  moment.  

     “   zeus  won’t  help.   and  you  have  to  know  that  somewhere  in  that  semi -  distracted  mind  of  yours  —   so  i  have  a  better  plan  ,  one  that   saves  time  ,  one  that  i  trust,  “     arms  cross  as  he   passes  a  glance  toward  the  midgardian  council.      “  i  think  they’d  hear  it  better  ,  if  my  plan  was  spoken  through  you.   i’ve  no  patience  to  run-through  the  list  of  reasons  they  don’t  want  to  listen  to  me  ,  which  rightfully  i  suppose  given  good  reason ,  is  understandable.   however ,  we  lose  valuable   time  playing  games  that  suggest  i’d  be  on  the  opposing  side.  “     they’ll  never  see  the  change  in  him  ,  they  burden  him  with  who  he  once  was.   does  he  not  have  that  right  —   to  be  better?  

[thatmebpd]

THEY CAN’T ABANDON YOU IF YOU PUSH THEM AWAY FIRST

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@crscendo​​   asked:         ❛   i wonder how they keep it up.   ❜       valkyrie ! 

loki’s   gaze  aligns  with  valkyrie’s  line  of  sight  ,   an  eye  roll   that  suggests   exhaustion.    jane  ,  and  thor.     “  it   had   always   been ,   a  joke  ...   as  children  ,   to  fall  in   love  with    a  midgardian.   for  me  ,  it  was  more  so   to  really  ,   anger  the  allfather  —   and  yet  ...  far  be  it  from  my  brother  to  take  it  quite  literally ,  “   the  god  of  mischief  spoke  with  no  bitter  tongue.   he  realized  if  anything ,  it  had  strung  out  his  heart  —  speaking  of this.   what  a  far  away  glimpse  of  their  childhood  that  would  only  serve  as  a  mirror  to  where  they  stood  now.   the  good  bits ,  anyways.   loki  swirled  the  drink  in  hand ,  leaned  against  the  table  ,  all  the  while  korg  sang  to  the  both  of  them  —  reminiscing  tales  of  his  existence.   a  green  enchantment  glimmers  with  the  snap  of  polished  fingers  as  he  raises  his  glass  toward  her.   there  was  darkness  with  loving  mortals ,   even  ...  loving  at  all.  

      “   they  truly  deserve  one  another.   though  ...   jane   —  i  knew  of  her  might  the  moment  she  challenged  me  on  asgard.    ‘  for    new   york  ‘   ,   she   said.   “    

[ohisms]

↪     𝑯𝑶𝑳𝒀 𝑾𝑨𝑹  .    (  a  collection  of  sentence  starters  from  S4  of  syfy’s  wynonna  earp .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .  )

still not looking at your ass .

does it hurt ?

a first - aid kit ,  yeah … that’s something we should have ,  right ?

what kind of psychopath doesn’t use a pen ?

come voluntarily or you’ll be taken by force .

is that why you’ve been so moody and unpredictable ?

absorbent is as absorbent does .

well ,  that’s a felony .

you could’ve killed me !

it’s nice to see a familiar face .

i need to find  [ name ] .

a little help ,  please .

when i find [ name ] ,  i am gonna torture her .

you’re alright now .

[ name ] ,  you came .

[ name ] ,  i need you to come with me .

i don’t even get where you’re going .

you PROMISED you’d be honest .

let me have a sip of thinking juice ,  here .

what aren’t you telling me ?

so you also lied to me about NOT lying ??

i need to atone for my recent history .

we’ve all done bad things to each other .

you’re being forgetful .  or kind .

next time someone has to risk their lives ,  YOU’RE IT !

god ,  you are such a …

i would do literally anything to keep her safe .

sometimes life is a real backpack of balls .

i am so serious ,  shut your mouth .

if you die ,  i’ll kill you !

don’t you know how dangerous this is ?

i swore to protect you .

listen ,  we can help each other ,  alright ?

is everything a sex joke to you ?

who’s a girl gotta screw around here to get a gun ?

that sounds kinda lesbian .

[ name ] ,  how could you ?

i’ll show you how it’s done .

you’re stronger than i expected .

i told you ,  i’m leaving .

[ name ] ,  what the hell ?!

are you real ?

something  here  is  pretty  off .

we’ll  think  a  little  better  with  some  fire  in  our  bellies .

say your piece ,  [ name ] .

it’s just so good to be home .

who are you ?

i thought i’d be safe in here .

the only place scarier than in here ,  is out there .

i didn’t mean it like that .  not at all .

please don’t say you’re sorry anymore .  you don’t need to be .

vacation’s over ,  assholes !

please tell me everyone’s okay ,  [ name ] .

what really happened to  [ name ] ?

i know i let everyone down .

i hope that means there’s no hard feelings .

as you all know ,  i excel at having opinions .

i wish i knew what we were up against .

don’t yell at me .

home - brewed mold juice will NOT defeat pure evil !

at first i thought it was irrelevant ,  but then i figured it out .

what does a  [ last name ]  know about keeping their word ?

there’s been enough crime today .

[ name ] ,  what’s going on ?

why do i taste skunk ?

that would get my slacks off in a second .

please don’t get off on the wrong foot .

i know every curve .  every sigh .  every taste .

yeah ,  i guess i forgot .

i can’t wait for the rest of our lives to unfold .

sorry ,  i’m just .  i’m so distracted .

thanks for taking care of my friend .

i feel like i can handle it .

baby ,  i’m sorry nobody’s here .

you’re sorry we’re alone in the house ?

i could introduce you .

i’m merely here to conduct business .

everyone knows you’re  [ name’s ]  man .

stand down ,  big boy .  all it is to me is interesting .

i’m sexy ,  i’m cute ,  i found it in a boot .

sometimes i feel like you’re keeping me a secret .

love wins ,  after all .

you stay away from us .

even if your family sucks ,  you don’t .

you  …  opposite of suck .

crush ?  don’t say that ,  okay -  not here .

there’s easier ways to say you feel different .

can we go ?  now ?  like ,  right now ?

rule number one ,  we do not work for the enemy !

you’re better than this .

what do you want me to do ?

you wanna see childish ?  how about this ?

i know you  …  and you know me .

what the hell is this place ?

i don’t have my gun !

you have me .

it’s high time we leave this place .

i got you .  i got you .

what did you do ?!  idiot ,  what did you do ?!

all i have is my people .

i owe you nothing .

you may be dumbstruck but you’re not an idiot .

what are you doing sleeping with a pistol under your pillow ?

it’s my bedroom ,  i’ll ask the questions .

i’ve been keeping watch .

we don’t talk about that anymore .

oh my god ,  don’t ever do that to me again !

say hello to my little friend …

in the future ,  if you wanna hurt me  -  just say please .

give me one good reason why i shouldn’t pluck your eyes out like grapes  …  then steal these shades .

i’ve made my own fate .

i knew you could handle yourself .

demons can’t hold their liquor .

you are a welcome sight for these sore eyes .

it’s so good to be home … and in your arms .

extreme makeover ,  homo edition ?  kill the drill .

what choice do we have ?

speaking of the team ,  has anyone seen  [ name ]  since this morning ?

all that matters is he’s safe .

we all did what we had to do to survive .

what’s happening to me ?

i can’t wait anymore .  it’s been over a year .

can you help ?

the price is steep .

i will do anything to get her back .

[ name ] ,  it’s all coming back to me .  i did something terrible .

sweetie ,  it’s okay  –  just  …  spit it out .

any man that would shoot another man in the back doesn’t deserve to be known or remembered .

you miss it ,  don’t you ?

the rules were simpler ,  then .

i don’t have the luxury of getting old and forgetting all the things i’ve done .

i’d like to know the plan before i celebrate it .

they don’t deserve death ,  they deserve to be destroyed .

you look like you need an ambulance .

so we’re dealing with what ,  some kind of hex ?

we need to focus on a cure .

wise words from a leader of tomorrow .

oh ,  great  –  you’ve heard of me .

you listen to me ,  goddammit .

everyone still needs me to keep them safe .

this thing between you and i isn’t over until i say it’s over .

how am i supposed to live a normal life ?  why the fuck would i want to ?

just once i’d like for someone to come in with flowers .

i don’t pick sides .  i’m in it for myself ,  does that sound familiar ?

it’s a compliment .  it’s how we’ve both managed to survive .

noble men do not have the luxury of being neutral in times of war .

i like taking care of you .  i’d be happy to do it for the rest of our lives .

you did something terrible .  but you being you ,  how terrible could it be ?

i come bearing apology beer .

do you wanna hear my sob story ?

i did manage to get my hands on this stupid thing .

you are everything .

hide your kids ,  hide your wives ,  ‘cause we are storming the fucking castle .

can you not do that right now ,  during my rousing speech ?

don’t jump to plan c before we’ve even tried plan a .

wait ,  wait  –  are you sure about this ?

no ,  no  –  GAH ,  I’M GONNA KILL YOU !

i shouldn’t have given up ,  cause that’s what i did .  i gave up .

i let everyone down ,  but today i’m gonna change that .

i need you to kill me .

hey ,  i know how this looks  ..  but i’m asking you to TRUST me .

[godliest-moved]

grievences : amora. 

rebirth is not a thing gods are meant to understand.  a new begin must beget an end and they are left without,  supreme over time in ways that most mortals quarrel over  -  learning that loki was alive is the closest that the enchantress has come to learning the nature of reincarnation.  she will admit to none of it,  not the agony of loss or the desperate attempts to set fire to the hollow with vengeance and destruction.  amora can not admit the tears,  never the tears,  because it doesn’t serve either of them well enough to acknowledge.  

her silence truly is a feat of magic considering how her mouth had once brimmed with the unsaid,  incantations that she had spilled over his body in succession like she sought out a power more mighty she to save him.  amora remembers how his body had remained cold,  his eyes still ghosting with nothingness.  no one came.  those same words find new life when she finds him gracing new asgard and she,  woefully lead by his presence,  follows loki like a beacon of everything she had sought in this new place.  a home.

❝  imagine being forced to live among them.  ❞  they suffer greatly for their perception but neither had changed because of it.  there was solidarity in their mischief,  kinship in their magic,  and something thread that leads from his chest to hers that amora has never once dared to understand in fear that,  if properly realized,  she might severe it in a fit of desperation and unsatisfied longing.  ❝  you’re here about gorr.  ❞  the enchantress diminishes fear,  electing to use his name rather than the title that he earns by spilling the blood of those that hardly cared to deny him breath.  

amora grows jealous of the sea and moves to stand in front of him,  a dance of emerald skirts and blonde hair that settles into a goddess or perhaps,  to loki,  he simply sees amora.  she impresses silence upon them both for impact,  forcing the god to wonder what might spill from her tongue next  :  honey or venom.  

❝  it’s about time.  listening to them all go on and on about their plans,  the suffering you caused me for it.  i liked to imagine your expression over some of it.  ❞  amora chooses the path of least resistance,  one without distance  -  if she is being at all honest with herself  …  perhaps there isn’t enough time left for games.

it  was  always  a  matter  of  where  they’d  imagined  themselves ,  the  dreams  they   conjured  in  unison ,  if  asgard  hadn’t  fallen  into  nothingness ,  into  failure  and  rot  by  odin  himself.     it  was  naive  to  think  he’d  ever  have  a  true  chance  at   the  throne  ,  but  it  was  amora  who   believed  in  him  ,  which  was  enough  in  itself.   it  was  enough  for  him.     to  think  back  when  they  were  young   ...   it’s  bittersweet  to  call  upon  that  ,    and   ,   if  he  looked  closely  enough  ─    if  he  gave  the  right  amount  of  attention  to  what  echoed  so  glaringly  bright    between  them  ...    [    loki   would   find   the  answer  to  his  years  long  purpose.    ]      the   trickster   and   enchantress   are   somehow  looped  back  into  another  situation  that  beckoned   them.   perhaps   for   loki  ,   he’s   aligned  with  selfishness.    a   selfishness   that   would   be  assumed  unto   him.    later  ,  to  be  revealed  ,   he  was  meaning  to  help  the  entire  time.  as  its  always  been.    a   long  process   that   never   ages   well,   only  gets   misconstrued   with   the   community   that   always   viewed   him   as   the   villain.      

though  ,  he  cannot  overlook  the  weight  on  his  heart ,  those  words  that  remind  him  of  a  time  unfair.    [   ‘  imagine  being  forced  to  live  among  them. ‘  ]     a  banishment  purposely  struck  by  the  allfather  ,   to   teach   loki   a   lesson.    he  was  still  running  all  of  it  through  his  mind ,  cast  over  the  decade  of  years  by  a  larger  shadow  that  only  drained  him  ,   from  allowing  himself  to  grieve  that  situation.   loki  could  never  find  the  words  to  speak  to  her  on  that  ,   no  words  could  amount  forgiveness  he  surely  didn’t  deserve.     “   ...   these  are  mundane  hells.   “    of  course ,  maybe  it  meant  nothing.   in  the  end ,  when  he  was  pushed  along  the  fine  lines  of  death  ,  there  was  nothing  he  saw.   just  darkness.   the  factual  tone ,  so  casually  spoken  by  her  tongue  ,  turned  his  mind  back  on  track  ─   reminding  him  of  the  place  they  stood.     “   gorr  threatens  a  larger  scale  ,  “    the  truth.   loki  figured  it  was  mostly  theatrics  because ,  well  ...  wasn’t  it  always? 

     breath  catches  when  she  stands  before  him ,  eyes  taking  in  ,  falling  to  places  he  could  never  forget.   does  he  talk  about  that  isolating  fear  ,  the  thought   that  ─   what  if  he  were  to  somehow  find  out  ,  amora  had  been  killed?  what  a  coward  he  would  be  ,  to  say  nothing  at  all.    head  tilts  and  gaze  drops  as  he  resists  pulling   her   closer─  desperate  for  the  reassurance.  [  .  .  .  ]    moments  pass  ,    ocean  waves  crash  against  the  shores  ,   bright  moonlight  washing  over  the  both  of  them.   loki  runs  his  fingers  through  golden  tresses  ,   while  she  speaks    ─    getting   lost   in  thought   once  more.  

a  smirk  is  hidden  poorly  ,  in  exhaustion  almost  ,  as  he’d  imagined  her  sheer   disdain  for  the  collective  plan  of  action.   of  what  happens  next ,  whatever  way  new  asgardians  moved.       “   ... while  my  dear  brother  attempts  to  mend  his  broken  heart  ,  he  seems  to  have  lost  his  mind ,  thinking  zeus  offers  an  army.   “    brief  pause  as  blue  eyes  meet   emerald  green.  oh ,  how  he  couldn’t  quite  judge  thor.     “ i’ve  ...     seemed  to  have  lost  my  ways  ─  but ,   you  were  always  there  with  me.    “ 

[godliest-moved]

once again dragging out the fact loki would’ve tried and tried to tell thor he was wasting his breath and time , planning to seek zeus for an army. it’s the perfect callback for loki to tell thor that odin was the same as zeus , he should know better than anyone , and still hold his tongue when thor doesn’t listen and the whole act unfolds. fast forward they’re in the goat boat , loki is holding back a laugh , and thor doesn’t want to hear it. he simply goes “care to listen now? because surely I told you so. “

[godliest-moved]

@grievences​​      said     ❛  don’t  tell  me  how  to  do  my  job .  ❜   /  amora

     ask    prompts        /           accepting   ! 

there  was  something  so  nostalgic  ,    when  words  had  been  exchanged  ─  never  mattering  how  long  they’ve  gone  without  it.   this  was  the  way  they  understood.   loki   practiced   resistance  in  seeking  her  out  as  long  as  he  could  ,  after  surviving  near  death  on  the  statesman.   of  course  ,  he  couldn’t  blame  her  if  she  felt  bitter  towards  him   ─    the  god  of  mischief  had  disappeared  to  search  the  deepest  ,  darkest  corners  of  all  realms  ,  looking  for  himself.   in  times  where  he  felt  the  most  isolation ,  unbearable  of  sorts  ,   his  mind  would  head  in  the  direction  of  summoning  her.   asking  for  amora.   though  ,  was  there  still  room  for  that?   was  he  allowed?    they  were  once  together  during  previous    catastrophic  events  ─  the  broken  timelines  ,   scarlet  chaos  and  decimation  of   worlds.  

  now  ,   he  hoped  this  new  thing   ...  that  ,    this  god  butcher  wouldn’t   force   him   down  a  path  he   was   unable   to   come   back   from.  funny  ,  wasn’t  it?      how  terribly  selfish  he  was  ,  traveling  to   new  asgard  for  the  desperation  of  it  all.   needing  to  see  for  himself  ─   that  his  brother  hadn’t  been  amongst  the  fallen  gods.   to  be  faced  with  a  newer  existence  of  sorts  ,   another  that  has  claimed  mjolnir  ,   who  was  worthy  of  its  hold.   a  worthiness  loki  had  so  graciously  felt  intrigued  by.  [  .  .  .  ]     all  thoughts   were  pushed  furthest  from  his  mind  now  ,  as  he  approaches  amora  with  full  attention.   there  was   nothing  clandestine  in  his  form  ,  not  the  way  he  naturally  was  ,  or  how  he  seemed   to  appear  to  those  who  perceived  him  at  an  outside  glance.    loki  was  feeling  unwell  ,   perhaps  ...    nervous.     “  oh  ,  i  wouldn’t  dare     ─    i  was  just  ...  watching.   unless  you  prefer  i  didn’t,   “   curiosity  suffocated  him  ,  this  desire  and  content  that  reeled  him  in  ,   because  truly   ...   he  missed  her.      should  they  pretend  the  entire  place  hadn’t  been  breached?    fires  outstretched  ─   children  taken  from  their  homes?  loki  wouldn’t  showcase  the  fear  that  creeped  in ,  what  the  god  butcher  threatened  to  take  from  him.  

   there  was  a  moment  of  peace  he’d  resort  to  ,  looking  out  to  the  open  water.    amora  didn’t  need  to  announce  herself  ,  when  loki  practically  felt  that  pressure  of  enchantment  ─   one  so  specific  to  her.   how  could  he  not  notice?     “  it’s  insufferable.   i’m   quite   certain   they   don’t  trust  me.    i’m   being  ...   stared   at.   “  

[yeonjnz]

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  *  𝚅𝙰𝙻𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙴,  𝚃𝙴𝚇𝙰𝚂  :

❛ let’s step careful into the dark. ❜ ❛ once we’re in, i’ll remember my way around. ❜ ❛ who will i become tonight. ❜ ❛ let’s drive out to where dust devils are made. ❜ ❛ glimmering by a fire. ❜

  *  𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶  𝙵𝙾𝚁  𝚃𝙷𝙴  𝙺𝙽𝙸𝙵𝙴  :

❛ i cry at the start of every movie. ❜ ❛ i wish i was making things too. ❜ ❛ i used to think i would tell stories. ❜ ❛ i always knew the world moves on, i just didn’t know it would go without me. ❜ ❛ i used to think i’d be done by twenty. ❜ ❛ the road ahead appears the same. ❜ ❛ i’ll see a way to change. ❜ ❛ i’m living for the knife. ❜ ❛ i always thought the choice was mine. ❜ ❛ i was right, but i just chose wrong. ❜ ❛ i start the day lying and end with the truth. ❜ ❛ that i’m dying for the knife. ❜

  *  𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚈  𝚂𝙾𝙵𝚃  :

❛ you grip it tight inside like a knife. ❜ ❛ here to take you where you need to go. ❜ ❛ to where the dark remembers you. ❜ ❛ open up your heart like the gates of hell. ❜ ❛ you stay soft, get beaten. ❜ ❛ only natural to harden up. ❜ ❛ you stay soft, get eaten. ❜ ❛ i am face down on my bed, still not quite awake. ❜ ❛ thinking of you. ❜

  *  𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚈𝙾𝙽𝙴  :

❛ everyone said don’t go that way. ❜ ❛ i think i’ll go that way. ❜ ❛ and i left the door open to the dark. ❜ ❛ i said come in, whatever you are. ❜ ❛ but it didn’t want me yet. ❜ ❛ i opened my arms wide to the dark. ❜ ❛ take it all, whatever you want. ❜ ❛ i didn’t know that i was young. ❜ ❛ i didn’t know what it would take. ❜ ❛ sometimes i think i am free. ❜ ❛ until i find i’m back in line again. ❜

  *  𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚃  𝙻𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶  :

❛ i’ve laid awake since one and now it’s four o'clock. ❜ ❛ though i’ve held on, can’t carry it much longer. ❜ ❛ the things all come an gone. ❜ ❛ and there’s nothing i can do. ❜ ❛ not much i can change. ❜ ❛ i give it up to you. ❜ ❛ i hope that’s okay. ❜ ❛ i surrender. ❜ ❛ feel a storm approaching. ❜ ❛ trees are swaying in the wind like sea anemones. ❜

  *  𝚃𝙷𝙴  𝙾𝙽𝙻𝚈  𝙷𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙱𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙺𝙴𝚁  :

❛ if you would just make one mistake. ❜ ❛ what a relief that would be. ❜ ❛ as long as we’re together. ❜ ❛ i’ll be the only heartbreaker. ❜ ❛ i’ll be the loser in this game. ❜ ❛ i’ll be the bad guy in the play. ❜ ❛ i’ll be the water main that’s burst and flooding. ❜ ❛ you’ll be by the window, only watching. ❜ ❛ i apologize. ❜ ❛ you forgive me. ❜ ❛ and make me the only heartbreaker. ❜

  *  𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴  𝙼𝙴  𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙴  :

❛ i won’t make the same mistake. ❜ ❛ i could be a new girl. ❜ ❛ i will be a new girl. ❜ ❛ i wish that this would go away. ❜ ❛ when i’m done singing this song, i will have to find something else. ❜ ❛ keep me here. ❜ ❛ here’s my hand. ❜ ❛ there’s the itch, but i’m not supposed to scratch. ❜ ❛ i need you to love me more. ❜ ❛ love me more. ❜ ❛ love enough to fill me up. ❜ ❛ love enough to drown it out. ❜ ❛ drown it out. ❜ ❛ drown me out. ❜ ❛ how do other people live? ❜ ❛ i wonder how they keep it up. ❜ ❛ when today is finally done, there’s another day to come. ❜ ❛ come back to mine. ❜ ❛ we’ll pretend it ends tomorrow. ❜ ❛ clean me up. ❜

  *  𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴'𝚂  𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶  𝙻𝙴𝙵𝚃  𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴  𝙵𝙾𝚁  𝚈𝙾𝚄  :

❛ there’s nothing left for you. ❜ ❛ nothing in this room. ❜ ❛ try and go outside, nothing waits for you. ❜ ❛ you had it once before. ❜ ❛ not anymore. ❜ ❛ so go on to that sweetheart’s door and find a new you. ❜ ❛ give her all the love you saved for it. ❜ ❛ you could touch fire. ❜ ❛ you could fly. ❜ ❛ it was your right. ❜ ❛ it was your life. ❜ ❛ and then it passed to someone new. ❜ ❛ it’ll keep passing on long after you. ❜ ❛ you’re the only one she’s counting on. ❜

  *  𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙻𝙳'𝚅𝙴  𝙱𝙴𝙴𝙽  𝙼𝙴  :

❛ i went through my list of friends and found i had no one ot tell. ❜ ❛ this overwhelming clean feeling, strange serenity. ❜ ❛ it broke my heart, the lengths you went. ❜ ❛ to hold me. ❜ ❛ i haven’t given you what you need. ❜ ❛ you wanted me but couldn’t reach me. ❜ ❛ you went into your memory, relived all the ways you still want me. ❜ ❛ i’m sorry it should’ve been me. ❜ ❛ drop me in the middle of a labyrinth. ❜ ❛ i’d be stuck a while. ❜ ❛ must be lonely loving someone. ❜ ❛ trying to find their way out of a maze. ❜ ❛ oh, i know. ❜

  *  𝙸  𝙶𝚄𝙴𝚂𝚂  :

❛ i guess. ❜ ❛ i guess this is the end. ❜ ❛ i’ll have to learn to be somebody else. ❜ ❛ it’s been you and me since before i was me. ❜ ❛ without you, i don’t yet know quite how to live. ❜ ❛ if i could keep anything of you, i wuold keep just this quiet after you. ❜ ❛ it’s still as a pond i am staring into. ❜ ❛ from here, i can say: thank you. ❜ ❛ from here, i can tell you: thank you. ❜

  *  𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃'𝚂  𝙾𝚄𝚁  𝙻𝙰𝙼𝙿  :

❛ we fought again. ❜ ❛ i ran out the apartment. ❜ ❛ you say you love me, i believe you do. ❜ ❛ i walk up and down this street. ❜ ❛ you just don’t like me, not like you used to. ❜ ❛ it shines like a big moon. ❜ ❛ we may be ending. ❜ ❛ i’m standing in the dark, looking up into our room. ❜ ❛ where you’ll be waiting for me. ❜ ❛ thinking that’s where you loved me. ❜